Happy New Year 2012 !
I can hear the continuous fireworks burning outside my room at this moment. Good bye 2011 and Welcome 2012.
I wish...... I can be who I am.
My new year target:
1) to exercise as much as I can (weekly jogging)
2) to accompany parents as much as I can (daily hourly chatting)
3) to eat vegetarian food as much as I can (weekly vegetarian)
4) to hang out with friends as much as I can (monthly gathering)
5) to read as much as I can (daily reading)
Of course, to BLOGGING daily!!!
Today morning I went to have my wisdom tooth extraction. My mum accompanied me to the clinic as well. She urged me to have my tooth extraction to be done in the morning to avoid the active blood flowing at noon. The reason is quite convincing as the high temperature weather may increase our blood circulation.
The dentist was a bit rushing in performing his task. Perhaps it is his charisma. He kept on talking without giving me chance to ask question. Perhaps, he had a couple of appointments with his clients later or he was trying to reduce my nervousness. In fact I was not afraid at all.
The dentist wore a face mask all the time that I couldn't see his face. I am wondering how do his teeth look like since he is a dentist. Now I aware that it is hardly to see a dentist's teeth in the clinic. Any secret behind it? Haha! (perhaps he/she does not have a nice teeth)
The operation was about half an hour only. Firstly, the dentist injected medicine to my gum to make it numb. Later, I felt that he was digging and sawing on my tooth. After that, he tried to press on my tooth in different angles to make the tooth to be loosen. After that, he pulled out my wisdom tooth with a clamp. Eventually he gave a stitch on my wound. Of course he gave me a bite on a cotton to stop the wound bleeding and some antibiotic+pain killer as medicine to bring back home.
I had to bite on the cotton for about an hour before I gaggle my mouth with ice water. Now, I only can eat soft and cooled food within these two days. Surprisingly I did not feel any pain on the wound at this moment. I only felt a bit headache in the afternoon perhaps I was a bit dehydrated. Therefore I drank a plenty of water later.
Oh, forgot to tell you people about the cost. It costs me RM550. It is really expensive. I still have another wisdom tooth which is needed to be extracted. BLEEDING both of my gum and wallet!
Today afternoon, mum and I gave my aunt and her family a lunch treat. She just comes back in Malaysia for holiday. Coincidentally, my uncle and his family joined us as well. This time my wallet is really "bleeding". It costs me RM105. However it is quite worthy for the below menu:
1) Marmite Chicken
2) Sweet Potato Leaves
3) Sizzling Tofu
4) Tom Yam Fish
5) Palatial Guardian Mantis Prawn
6) Preserved Turnip Omellette
7) Sambal Cuttle Fish
*A replacement post for yesterday
OMG...... I tried to restore back data to my mobile phone for a lot of times after the firmware upgrade. However the data restoration was unsuccessful.
The Samsung Kies software is a bit lousy. Various methods were attempted for the data restoration yesterday. I gave up eventually because Samsung Kies kept on prompting out "Data restoration to GT-I9100 has been interrupted due to an error. Please retry restoration. Any data restored prior to cancellation will be applied." after long duration of waiting for data restoration.
Luckily, most of the data are still in the mobile phone memory. Only the call logs were gone at this moment. Better to do a through data back up before proceeding for any firmware upgrade. Those data are valuables. You will regret if you lost them.
It is really a tedious task in order to upgrade the Samsung Galaxy S2 firmware.
As usual, the data was backed up first. Now, I am waiting for the battery to be fully recharged since it is required for the firmware upgrade. No patient to wait......
*In electronic systems and computing, firmware is a term often used to denote the fixed, usually rather small, programs and/or data structures that internally control various electronic devices.
Recently I am reading a book. This is really a recommended book.
It tell us we should live for now. We should not be controlled by our body feeling. The real one of us is our spirit. There are a lot of good stories in this book.
There are a few chapter titles that I would like to share with all of you:
1) Change your fate
2) Recognize your spirit
3) Spirit and body
4) Reason of spirit to be in the world
5) Reason of improving our spirit
6) Make myself to become a high spirit of life
7) Don't misunderstand about god, God is only responsible to monitor you
8) Remember to let go about your body's gain and loss, only live with your spirit
*A replacement post for yesterday
Yesterday I helped my aunty for her house moving. She moved to a new house. Her new house is quite nice.
My cousin and I carried and moved some of the furniture and electrical appliances from the old house to new house. Luckily there were not many things to be moved to the new house. Therefore I was not that tiring and exhausted as I expected previously. Later, I spent my time together with my relatives in my aunty new house.
Moving to a new house is a tiring task. However, I think after we have moved to a new house, then the tiredness will become satisfaction and happiness. Congratulations to my aunty and family!
*A replacement post for last two days
There was no special event for the Christmas eve this year. I just did some reading and spent my time together with my beloved parents, sister, brother-in-law and nieces at home.
Recently I feel that I am in love with reading. I hope this will help me in finding the path of my life.
I accidentally cut my finger today morning with a scissor. I was so careless during cutting.
It was just a minor cut but it was still bleeding. Luckily i did bring handy plus along to cover up my wound. I should be careful next time. Now I notice that it is important to bring along a handy plus in your wallet. Who knows you may need it in a certain urgent period?
*A replacement post for yesterday
I was busy marking papers yesterday. I think I am quite efficient in handling paper marking. I managed to finished marking within a day for about 47 papers with 2 questions. Damn tired but I did have the satisfaction :-)
Here is a funny solution which was circulating in the internet for quite some time. It is really fun!
*A replacement post for last 2 days
I went to watch Mission Impossible 4 with my ex-colleague. I think this time MI4 didn't give much surprise to me. Erm......the only surprise was the main actress sexy feature in her evening gown.
Perhaps, this movie did let me travel around the world visually. Mumbai, Russia, Dubai......
*A replacement post for yesterday
I met up with my online buddy who is about 4 years younger than me yesterday. He is quite skinny and dark. Indeed, he is the good boy type who is similar as me.
We had our lunch together. We chatted for quite a period of time. Perhaps we are quite similar in a few aspects. Eventually, I joined him for his shopping for Christmas orphanage goods donation. It was really a new experience for me in meeting up a online friend in public.
*A replacement post for last 2 days
I had my dinner with my buddy after came back from Johore last two days. He is like an elder brother of me. He came to fetch me at my house after his work. Besides, I received a pack of dried mango from him as he just came back from his business trip last Saturday. We chatted happily in "Face to Face" for about 3 hours.
Actually on that day, my ex-girlfriend called me via her 4G line which was very unclear. Besides, she did email, FB and sms me as well. I was not sure about her intention. She told me that her mobile phone line was stunned for a few days due to the line ownership transfer to me. She claimed that she sent a lot of sms to me which I did not reply whereby other people managed to received them from her 4G line. She asked me to wait at home for her friend who was going to pass a parcel on behalf of her to me. She said she can't trace her friend's contact number when I was asking for it (She asked me to confirm with her friend what time I was at home at the same time). She said her friend will be late. She said she was alone in the office. She said she was busy and do not want to FB anymore and she gonna go home. She kept on scolding me for this and that. Pyscho......
OMG, this was really a big trouble.
*A replacement post for yesterday
18 Dec 2011
0700 - Hotel room for rest (Toilet)
0930 - Hotel restaurant for breakfast (Nasi Lemak)
1000 - Hotel room for rest (Song lyrics)
1200 - Convention centre for work (Work Work Work)
1430 - KFC for lunch (Set C)
1830 - Hotel room for rest (Adult Coming)
2000 - "Big Fried" stall for dinner (Bean, vegetable and soup)
2100 - The ZONE mall for shopping (Mineral water)
2200 - Mamak stall for tea (Milo kosong)
2400 - Hotel room for rest (Jet Li + Food)
*A replacement post for 17 Dec 2011
I was so blur. Now only I noticed that I overlooked on a day of posting. That was one of the day during my outstation work. Perhaps I was too tired by the time.
Well, I just replace the post with a song lyrics.
"Moves Like Jagger" - Maroon 5
(feat. Christina Aguilera)
Oh, yeah
Oh!
[Verse 1:]
Just shoot for the stars
If it feels right
And aim for my heart
If you feel like
And take me away and make it OK
I swear I'll behave
You wanted control
So we waited
I put on a show
Now I make it
You say I'm a kid
My ego is big
I don't give a shit
And it goes like this
[Chorus:]
Take me by the tongue
And I'll know you
Kiss me 'til you're drunk
And I'll show you
All the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
I don't need to try to control you
Look into my eyes and I'll own you
With them moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
[Verse 2:]
Maybe it's hard
When you feel like you're broken and scarred
Nothing feels right
But when you're with me
I'll make you believe
That I've got the key
Oh
So get in the car
We can ride it
Wherever you want
Get inside it
And you want to steer
But I'm shifting gears
I'll take it from here (Oh! Yeah yeah!)
And it goes like this (Uh)
[Chorus:]
Take me by the tongue
And I'll know you (Uh)
Kiss me 'til you're drunk
And I'll show you
All the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
I don't need to try to control you (Oh, yeah)
Look into my eyes and I'll own you
With them moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger (Yeah yeah)
I've got the moves like Jagger
[Bridge:]
You wanna know how to make me smile
Take control, own me just for the night
And if I share my secret
You're gonna have to keep it
Nobody else can see this
So watch and learn
I won't show you twice
Head to toe, oooh baby rub me right
But if I share my secret
You're gonna have to keep it
Nobody else can see this (Ay! Ay! Ay! Aaay!)
And it goes like this
[Chorus:]
Take me by the tongue (Take me by the tongue)
And I'll know you
Kiss me 'til you're drunk
And I'll show you (Yeah yeah yeah!)
All the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
(Oh, yeah)
I don't need to try to control you
Look into my eyes and I'll own you
With them moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
*A replacement post for yesterday
A marketing trip was begun yesterday. I was traveling to Johore since yesterday afternoon with my colleague. We chatted a lot throughout our journey to Johore. He is quite friendly and it makes me think of my cousin who is a year younger than me.
Relieved......When I reached hotel, I was relieved. Previously, a colleague told me that normally the hotel is those NO star hotel which is setup at the shop houses. Eventually, it is a 3 star hotel. The hotel is quite well-equipped. However, as predicted we have to share a room. It is no longer like my previous company that we could have our own room. Hopefully, I did not "dream talk" or "teeth bite" yesterday night. Haha.
*A replacement post for yesterday
<My complaint to Maxis>
It is really disappointing that Maxis did not process my case in a prompt action. I visited Maxis Centre XXX and called Maxis Customer Service for a couple of times from Wednesday until today but my problem is still not resolved at this moment.
1st case:
14Dec2011, about 9am, Maxis Centre XXX Consultant informed me that the line ownership will be updated within 5 hours.
Result: No update until now
2nd case:
14Dec2011, about 6pm, Maxis 1300820120 Consultant informed me that the line ownership will be updated within minimum 5 hours and maximum 24 hours.
Result: No update until now
3rd case:
15Dec2011, about 11am, Maxis 1300820120 Consultant informed me that she will keep a file on my case and the case reference number will be sent to me within an hour.
Result: No case reference number is received until now
Kindly support on this issue as soon as possible. Your prompt action is highly appreciated.
(Don't know what should I do anymore......Maxis, your service is so "GOOD"!)
Maxis is really a sxxk mobile service provider.
Anything also needs charges. Line ownership transfer also needs charges. Postpaid to postpaid line ownership transfer charges is RM50. Postpaid to prepaid line ownership transfer charges is RM25.
BBT Maxis center consultants are terrible. Their services are really poor and give bad impression to me. They are not patience to customers. I am wondering why people still want to subscribe line from Maxis. There are more alternatives. I hope more people can realize that they have to convert their line to other mobile service providers. Maxis sxxk our blood sweat money all the while. This is the time to CHANGE!
*A replacement post for yesterday
This is my favourite movie actress - Gong Li. My type :-) Mature...Sexy...Cool...Elegant...Beautiful...
Am I able to have a girl friend like her one day? Dreaming......
Now I only noticed that U Mobile is having an interesting prepaid plan with only RM28/month. Well, I am still wondering whether wanna subscribe on this plan or not.
Plan Features:
- Unlimited Mobile Internet
- 100 minutes nationwide calls
- 30 SMS
- Hassle-free auto-renewal
- Prepaid convenience with no contract and commitment
There's more!
Unused balance can be rolled over!
The unused free minutes and SMS from the previous subscription will be carried forward to the next month. You may carry forward up to 100 mins and 30 SMS.
Anything wrong to become a single man when you are getting older? Is it a compulsory to get married and to construct your own family?
By the time I chose to break up with my girl friend, I was prepared on the society pressure of getting married in future. However, I never expect that it is coming so soon. Hey, come on! I was just failed in a relationship. I told myself I will not go into a relationship easily in future. Unless, I really could find the ONE who is really compatible. I took a lesson this time. I should not hurt myself and others anymore. I want to live for myself. Please...... I hope you can understand me. I need some time to think. I need to breath. I need to calm down.
OMG, my heart is really pain now. Again, I can feel my tears is flowing around in my eyes. I want to be who I am. Let me choose my own path. PLEASE......
*A replacement post for yesterday
Here is an advice - Never subscribe to become a supplementary line user which is bonded to a main line user. It could be a tedious stuff after the relationship between the main line user and supplementary line user is getting bad.
The supplementary line user can only converts the line ownership (to become an independent line) with approval from the main line user. If the main line user refused to approve on the line ownership transfer but just terminate it, the supplementary line user would have no choice but need to reapply for a new mobile number. This could be a tedious stuff to change a mobile number as you need to inform everybody and you might lost contact with somebody.
Again, never subscribe to become a supplementary line of your mobile phone number which is bounded with important communication parties.
*A replacement post for yesterday
I just registered for the Touch n Go 20% toll rebate via TnG portal yesterday. Surprisingly, I have a RM3.60 rebate since 6 months ago. Actually this amount of money is accumulated from the festive week rebate during National Day and Deepavali Day.
From the portal, I found out that I could redeem the rebate at a TnG SPOT which is convenient for me. Therefore, I went to the place to redeem my rebate after work. Eventually, I failed to redeem my rebate. After I have checked by calling TnG hotline, I was informed that the festive rebate only can be redeemed at the selected office beside the toll station. TnG SPOT is only applicable for 20% toll rebate. Sigh, it was really disappointing. You are not sincere to give the rebate at all. If yes, please do the direct rebate to us via your system. It only depends on your willingness to change or not. Malaysia Boleh!
*The 20% toll rebate program is designed to alleviate the financial burden of frequent tolled highway users in West Malaysia who meet certain criteria. The program has been announced by the Prime Minister Dato` Sri Mohd Najib bin Tun Haji Abdul Razak in commemoration of his "100 hari Najib Bersama Rakyat".
Like this song rhythm...
It Girl - Jason Derulo
I've been looking under rocks and breaking locks
Just tryna find ya
I've been like a manic insomniac
5 steps behind you
Tell them other girls, they can hit the exit
Check please...
Cause I finally found the girl of...my dreams
Much more than a Grammy award
That's how much you mean to me
You could be my it girl
Baby you're the shhh girl
Lovin' you could be a crime
Crazy how we fit girl
This it girl
Give me 25 to life
I just wanna rock all night long
And put you in the middle of my spotlight
You could be my it girl
You're my biggest hit girl
Let me play it loud
Let me play it loud like...oh oh oh oh
Let me play it loud
Let me play it loud like...oh oh oh oh
Let me play it loud
[Jason Derulo]
You can't help but turn them heads
Knockin' them dead
Dropping like flies around you
If I get your body close not letting go
Hoping you're about to
Tell them other guys they can lose your number
You're done!
They don't get another shot cause you're...love drunk
Like a TV show playing reruns
Every chance I get
I'mma turn you on
[Chorus]
You could be my it girl
Baby you're the shhh girl
Lovin' you could be a crime
Crazy how we fit girl
This it girl
Give me 25 to life
I just wanna rock all night long
And put you in the middle of my spotlight
You could be my it girl
You're my biggest hit girl
Let me play it loud
Let me play it loud like...oh oh oh oh
Let me play it loud
Let me play it loud like...oh oh oh oh
Let me play it loud
[Bridge]
Can't seem to stop you from...running, running
Through my, through my mind, mind
Just keep it coming, coming
Til I make you mine, mine
You've got that something, something
I wanna be with girl
You're my greatest hit girl
Just say this is it girl...
Hey baby...
Don't you know you're my it girl
[Chorus]
You could be my it girl
Baby you're the shhh girl
Lovin' you could be a crime
Crazy how we fit girl
This it girl
Give me 25 to life
I just wanna rock all night long
And put you in the middle of my spotlight
You could be my it girl
You're my biggest hit girl
Let me play it loud
Let me play it loud like...oh oh oh oh
Let me play it loud
Let me play it loud like...oh oh oh oh
Let me play it loud
*A replacement post for yesterday
EX GF: You are not deserved to have anyone loves you. You only love yourself. You do continue to love yourself.
I: ~!@#$%^&*()_+
<Voice in my heart>
In fact, I am just starting to love myself. I should love myself before I can love anyone. I know it is harsh for you but I must to let go. In long term, indeed it is for our own good. I wish we still can be friend. Don't let the love becomes hate.
I am wondering, why they did badly in their examination?
Same questions are given. Solutions are given as well. Hints are provided also. However, they still did wrongly. What is the problem?
Lazy of not revising properly? Not understand of my teaching? Not talented in studying the subject?
1 A, 1 B+, 1 C+, 2 C and 1 D. These are the best I can give you. Please show me your effort, OK?
Eventually, I broke up with my girl friend yesterday.
I was still indecisive yesterday until she posted her comment on me to her facebook's wall. I was totally disappointing that she acted in an immature way. No matter how, this is a personal stuff. I don't think it should be broadcasted to people. What is her intention? Perhaps, she feel imbalance that she was being dumped by me in this way. However, it is not the issue of who is dumping who......the reality is we are not compatible......we should move on rather than torturing each others......
I know you hate me. You hate me for not putting effort in maintaining the relationship. However, I did try but I just cannot convinced myself to continue the relationship. I was really uncomfortable in this relationship. Sorry to say that you let me felt more stressful. You held me tighter and I avoided you further. Nobody was willing to tolerate when there was a conflict occurrence. This was repeating again and again. A healthy fight is good but what we had were a lot of deep holes which cannot be recovered forever. Therefore, I chose to end it. I hope you understand.
Lastly, I sincerely hope you can find your true love soon.
I like this sex scene...Yummy
*A replacement post for yesterday
Which one is your sensitive body part?
Ear? Nose? Lip? Neck? Chest? Nipple? Penis? Ball? Arm? Waist? Thigh? Ass?
My selection: Chest, Penis and Ball
*A replacement post for yesterday
I did not blogging yesterday because I had my dinner at Fatty Crab until quite late at night.
I had a great time with my old colleagues there. As usual, we ordered satays, fried chicken wings, fried rice and Spicy and Sour Crab with toasted bread. I ate a lot yesterday night and there is a side effect now. I am suffering from a stomachache since today early morning. I noticed that my stomach is quite sensitive and not suitable for heavy food nowadays. I should control my food consumption.
I think the best dish is the fried chicken wings. I should bring my family members to try the food over there one day. In fact, I aware that all the food are with high cholesterol. Well, once a while should be alright.
Hardly explain on my feeling now. I did not contact with my girl friend for almost 3 days. However, I feel calm and peace of mind at this moment.
Temporarily, I tell myself not to think about our relationship. I need to be alone.
If following my current feeling, I would say that I want to be single. Without a girl friend., I will feel relieved. I will get my freedom. I will release my burden and responsibility. Importantly, I do not need to suffer in order to maintain this relationship. I think WE will not going to torturing each others if we choose to let go. Am I right?
Who do you live for?
I live for my parents. I live for my siblings. I live for my girl friend. I live for my relatives. I live for my friends. I live for my colleagues. Who else?
Do I ever think I should live for MYSELF? I am upset. I need to cheer up. Why do I need to care so much? I should think about myself. As long as I feel the true happiness from my heart, I believe my parents will be happy as well. Is that easy? I am wondering now......
I like this quotes:
Life is life. Sometime we spend it trying to please others, while other times we spend it just cause we feel we must. However, there is only one true purpose in life, and that is that we must live life for ourselves. For the moment we live it for others is the moment we cease being individuals and start conforming to the boredom and idiocy of society. So, when you ask “How shall I live my life?” look no further for an answer then by asking yourself what you want to accomplish in your lifetime.
~ Racquel ~
I am damn happy today as I managed to hang out with my ex-colleague. We went for karaoke singing and hi-tea break. It was quite relaxing and fun.
However, I was being discouraged by my girl friend again. Should I let go? Well, she is good in some aspects but I just feel extremely stressful when together with her. She has rules that a standard boy friend should acts. I doubt so......
I can be truthful about my thoughts but do you think you are readied for these? I don't want to hurt you in this way. Please be understanding. I still need some of my own spaces. I need to breath. I felt tension in my own house. The tension is greater if you are in my house. Could you let me cool down and don't try to spoil your own image/behavior in my eyes?
Today I had a fight with my girlfriend.
I just cannot open up my heart to her. I really hate myself. What to do?
There are something between us. It is really complicated. I need to rest. I need to break. I need to cool down. I need to free myself from all of these stress. Please!!!
I like this song. Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh. It feels great!
"I'm Into You" - Jennifer Lopez + Lil Wayne
[Intro: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (uh)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (yes)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh
(Miss Lopez, uh um)
[Verse 1: Lil Wayne]
Hi, I'm Tune, the man on the moon
I live on the beach, get the sand out ya shoes
And all of that change since I met you
So we can leave that old shit in the restroom
Young Money!
[Verse 2: Jennifer Lopez]
You got me and I could not defend it
I tried but I had to surrender
Your style got me under the spell now
Left me no other choice but to get down
[Hook: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
It's too late (it's too late), it's too late (it's too late)
It's too late (uh), it's too late (tell 'em)
You got it (you got it), you got it (you got it)
You got it (you got it), you got it (uh)
[Bridge: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
When I look into your eyes, it's over
You got me hooked with your love controller (yeah)
I'm trippin' and I could not get over
I feel lucky like a four leaf clover
[Chorus: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
I'm into you, I'm into you
I'm into you, yeaaahh (come on)
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (I'm into you)
I'm into you, yeaaah (uh)
[Jennifer Lopez & (Lil Wayne):]
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (ey)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (yeah)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (ey)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh
[Verse 3: Jennifer Lopez]
Listen, now I'm strong baby I bring the fire on
Sharp shooter, you can call me the Zion
I'm not the one easy to get to
But all that changed, baby when I met you
[Hook: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
It's too late (it's too late), it's too late (it's too late)
It's too late (it's too late), it's too late (come on)
You got it (you got it), you got it (you got it)
You got it (you got it), you got it (yeah)
[Bridge: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
When I look into your eyes, it's over
You got me hooked with your love controller
I'm trippin' and I could not get over
I feel lucky like a four leaf clover (why?)
[Chorus: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (I'm into you)
I'm into you, yeaaah
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (haaaa)
I'm into you, yeaaah
[Verse 4: Lil Wayne]
Okay now I'm into you, like you never knew
I'm falling for ya baby, I need a parachute
Pussy so wet, I need a wet suit
You're way too fly, I could be your jet fuel
Now tell me what you like, I like what you tell me
And if you understand me, then you can overwhelm me
It's too late, it's too late
Every finish line is the beginning of a new race, haaa
[Bridge: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
When I look into your eyes, it's over (yeah)
You got me hooked with your love controller
I'm trippin' and I could not get over
I feel lucky like a four leaf clover (come on)
[Chorus: Jennifer Lopez]
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (I'm into you)
I'm into you, yeaaah (I'm into you babyyy)
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (I'm into you)
I'm into you, yeaaah
[Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne):]
(Yeah)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (yeah)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (yeah)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (ey)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (yeah)
[Chorus: Jennifer Lopez]
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (I'm into you)
I'm into you, yeaaah (I'm into you babyyy)
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (I'm into you)
I'm into you, yeaaah
*A replacement post for yesterday
Again I was lazy to blogging yesterday. Well, yesterday was not a busy day for me. I met up with my primary school's best friend. There is quite some time we did not meet up with each other. He treated me for Sushi King lunch and New Zealand dessert this time. So nice of him......
While waiting for him, I watched a street dance competition. It was fun. I felt like wanna dance together with them. Perhaps, it was a locking/popping dance competition. I am envy that they can dance so well. I wish I am as cool as them too.
Today is the last day of back up team "Ryan and Azah" on the MIX Breakfast show.
Actually the back up team's DJ brought a different atmosphere from Dilly and JD. However, I am quite prefer to Ryan's hosting as he has a sexy vocal.
Obviously, Dilly is more experience in hosting the Dilly Daily Dilemma among Dilly, JD, Ryan and Azah. Her voice is sweet and nice. No wonder the program is using her name. However she is not that pretty. Else she will gain more credits if she has a charming look.
Can we have a 100% sincere thought sharing with other people?
I am depressed because I am too protective on myself. It is hardly for me to share absolute thoughts of myself with other people.
Initially I planned to rate my sincere thought sharing with parents, siblings, girlfriend, buddy and net buddy. Eventually I can't really rate on it. In instinct, I think I shared the most with my buddy at this momment. Thank you for listening, buddy!
I feel to have a goatee like the guy as in the photos as below. I think it is cool and macho. Unfortunately, I don't have much hair around my chin. Therefore, I am still clean-shaved at this moment.
*A replacement post for yesterday
I felt really sad since yesterday. I felt pain in my heart and I felt wanna cry. I am not sure what is the reason. Perhaps, there are a lot of factors which leading to my sadness.
Of course, I did not cry this time. I held my tears. I think that I am a bit depressed recently. I never experience these before. It is too frequent and abnormal nowadays.
Well, working is not an issue for me so far. In fact, I am struggling on relationship matter. It is really tough now. It is not only my relationship with my girl friend but also my parents and sibling. These complicated relationship turned me down. I want to be happy. I feel wanna crying now......please......I need helps!
*A replacement post for Monday
Again I was lazy on Monday night. I did not blogging. I just chatted with my net friend.
In our text conversation, my net friend felt that I was not mature enough in handling my life. Indeed, I admit that I am not good in it so far.
Perhaps, some people will think that I am so lucky to be the youngest and only son in the family. People think that I am full with loves and cares from the whole family. In fact, this is an absolute answer. I am grateful for all of these.
However, I feel totally tension and stressful on all of these. I can feel the burden of responsibilities is becoming greater. I need to take care on the whole family in future. I need to report out. I need to ensure the harmony of the family is protected. I need to follow people's rules. I really HATE these...
I want freedom. Please, I need to have my own way of living. I want to live with my own style. Can I? Perhaps, I need to choose to live alone......
OMG......I don't know what is happening to me recently. I did mistakes on some of the event's dates quite frequent nowadays.
Last few weeks ago, I went to the class that was supposed to be held on the following week.
I thought that my friend's wedding should be on yesterday. However, it is today.
Again, I thought the family day is today but it was held on yesterday.
Am I ok recently? I think I should concentrate and more alert next time. Such a "Big Head Prawn".
Perhaps I drank too much red wine yesterday night, I get a bad sore throat today.
I feel very uneasy because there are a lot of flame. This time is attacking on the upper part of my throat. Reddish and swollen. Hope it is going to be recovered soon. No mood......
I just come back from my friend's wedding dinner. I think I am drunk a bit today. However, I think I enjoy myself quite a lot today.
Well, some of my friends are getting married one by one these few years. At the same time, some of them are still single and available. Sometimes, I felt very annoying while attending a wedding dinner, but this time I feel extraordinary good. I am not sure what is the reason.
Marriage is really a big matter to me. Perhaps, I am not readied to get married at this moment. I am still not sure what do I really want actually. Looking, thinking and wandering until now......
Flexible better or Fixed better? (Financial...Relationship...Career...)
Flexible - Risky but Exciting
Fixed - Safe but Dull
Which one do you want to choose? I hope that I can choose flexible. However, I just feel that I have no gut to take the risk. That's why I am not going to feel the excitement. What is the meaning to live eventually?
I should jump out from the square. That's enough! I want to live for myself!
Today is my ex-colleague gathering dinner. We went to eat rice with dishes in restaurant. It was a fun and exciting gathering for me as I do not have closed colleague in my new company and the environment is not as merrier as I used to have in my old company.
There are always lose and win when we chose something. Indeed, I chose for the occupation that I prefer but I lost the fun time together with my fellow ex-colleague. No choice, I still need to move on.
Today I met up with a new guy from my old company as well. He is such a funny and cute young boy. Talkative and naughty type......haha
* A replacement post for yesterday
Yesterday, I was quite happy in chatting with my buddy(Mr. Y), ex-colleague(Mdm. Y) and my girlfriend via mobile phone.
I felt extremely interested while talking to my buddy and I felt quite interested while talking to my ex-colleague. However, I only felt a little interested while chatting with my girlfriend. What is happening to me? Perhaps, I had such a feeling that I was carrying out my duty while chatting with my girlfriend. I was chatting freely with my buddy and ex-colleague. That's why I had such difference feelings while chatting with three different people. Oh my god, what should I do then?
