Recently I got to know this artist. His name is Sabastian Castro.
Personally I feel this guy is handsome and attractive. His MV of the song Bubbles is damn nice and interesting.
He came out and revealed his sexual orientation. It is not easy since he is a public figure. He did it. There are quite some artists came out nowadays as well.
Yesterday, I had a long chat with my friend. We chatted for almost one and a half hours via the apps. I felt quite nice and excited to talk to her. I had been quite some times I did not chat for long hours. I was thinking whether we have chance to further our relationship. At the same time, I afraid of what I had went through previously. What do I want? Struggling...... Suffering......
We traveled for a long way to have our lunch. Surprisingly people can purposely travel so far for a meal. The restaurant is considered near to my place and the food is well-known around my place.
Perhaps, I did not know how to enjoy my life all the while. The basic enjoyment should be the food. However, I merely go to work and stay at home after work everyday. I have no passion in living. My heart is lonely. I slowly prohibited myself from the society. I worried there is no turning back. I scared I may fall for a guy if join for the activity I like. My life is a failure at this moment.I wish everything is going to be alright soon.
I went to havea farewell lunchfor colleagues in a high class Japanese food restaurant.
The food is not cheap. I spent almost RM40 (included tax and charge)for a meal.
In fact, the government tax and service charge is high. 6%(government) + 10%(service) is a big amount. Anyway, it was fine as now I knew how does a high class Japanese Restaurant look like and how nice the food is.
I have a weird colleague recently. He is kind of relax yet anxious people.
He kept on telling me something in the officethat I did not know how to give him a response. Besides, he spoke everything publicly as everyone in the office might able to listen.
Last Wednesday, perhaps he quarreled with his girlfriend. I thought almost everyone in the office knew it. He asked me to introduce girl to him publicly. Oh my gosh. I just returned him a noted sound - "Oooo......". In fact it was a bit annoying. He shared all his emotions nakedly to me, regardless happy or sad and it was in public. Please make it in private, ok! My reputation might be affected as well among the colleagues.
Tango dance is damn tough. It needs to have slightly bent knees throughout the dance. The dancers must stay close to each others. It is really close.
I did not enjoy the dance. It seemed like I was almost stepping on the partners legs. We danced too carefully so it was not fun at all. It was a bit shy to touch on the partners' back waist too.
Today I went to settle something in the government department. Overall, their services are acceptable and ok.
For the Pejabat Tanah in my area, the service was quite good as I was being attended within 10 minutes.
For the Inland Revenue Board of Malaysia in my area, the service was acceptable but still can be improved as I was being attended after about 45 minutes. I was wondering the on desk officer went behind of the cubicle after servicing the customers sometimes. It was such a wasting of time due to their walking time and frequency.
Besides, I had my pubic trimmed today. I just feel like to make it tidier and well-kept so that my little brother can be looked bigger and clearer.
Recently, an advertisement caught my attention. It is the Naver Line Apps.
The guy is very handsome. I like to see his smile. He is a Korean star. Recently, Korean impressed me a lot. Their smart phone, drama, k-pop dance and artist. This guy is Choi Siwon. He is cute!
His profile that I quoted from Dramawiki: Name: 최시원 / Choi Si Won Chinese name: 崔始源 / Cui Shi Yuan Profession: Actor, singer and model Nickname: Simba Birthdate: 1986-Apr-07 Height: 183cm Weight: 67kg Star sign: Aries Blood type: B Family: Older sister Talent agency: SM Entertainment
Yesterday, we celebrated mother's day too. Well, nothing special and we went to have our lunch in a Chinese restaurant. We snapped a few nice photos. Unfortunately I couldn't share it here.
I was really unhappy everytime when parents asking me to plan for my future.They asked me to went out to meet people and friends. They kept on emphasizingtheir hopes on me. They wanted me to get a "hold hands" meaning a girl friend. They told me to take action in order to contact XXX who was introduced byXXX. They said since I am a guy, there is no need to be shy. This is normal. Bla bla bla......
I was really stress out. They kept on talking about itagain and again.My heart was really really painful. I wish I could be the one who you wish for. However, my heart was struggling. The feeling was tough.I became antisocial more and more nowadays. I was afraid that I might fall in love with someone who I shouldn't fall in love with if I went out to meet friends. I am not afford to let you people sad and disappointing. I was trying to cover up myself as good as I could. I was trying to turn off my love for someone else...... That's the reason I am still single and alone.
Finally I got my GC watch battery replacement with RM15 last Friday in City Chain. My watch was stopped functioning since last few weeks. I went to ask for battery replacement in a few shops. Unfortunately, I did not get it changed. The reasons were:
1. RM25 for Japan battery, RM45 for Swiss battery. So expensive?! (Watchshoppe, PK Time, Another City Chain) 2. Need to send back to factory. So tedious?! (Guess watches, Watch Zone) 3. Cannot change because the screws were worn out. Are you sure?! (Giant) 4. Not available for the battery type. Cheating?! (Swatch, Tissot, Toywatch)
Due to the above reasons, I tried to open my watchlast few days and it was quite simple actually. I planned to change the battery myself. The battery model is Sony SR616SW. After searching for the battery via the internet, I discovered that the cost was only about RM3. Indeed, their profit margin was so high.I went to many shops to find the battery on last Friday. Guess watches, Swatch, Tissot, Toywatch, Watch Zone and Watchshoppe. I even went to Daiso to look for the battery but only bigger LR type was available. Finally I got it changed at City Chain. Thanks god! After I had the battery replacement, I walked back to get my car. On the walking journey, I saw 3 sexy guys in front of me. I only saw them from the back. They have nice body built and with body fit T-shirt and semi short pants. I was attracted to them. I was thinking, are they also people like us? Suddenly, I had a thought to have people like them to be my hangout mates. However, I just walked quickly and bypassing them as I was rushing for work.
Damn it. It seemed like my whole family encountered bad lucks recently. Mum was not feeling well previously. She had a headache. Today it was my dad's turn. He felt dizzy and vomited.
Besides, I received a letter from Inland revenue board of Malaysia. It asked for evidences for my previous self reported income tax. It was an audit for 2011 income tax report. It was really tedious as I had to scan all the evidences on the nightso that I can print out on the next day in office. I had an issue on the particular year report actually for a portion. Hope the penalty is not a big amount.
Such an effective government. Audit once after the general election. Damn it.
I stole some time during my lunch break to buy something in Parkson.
I got a birthday voucher from bonuslink. I had to spend more than RM250 in a receipt in order to use the RM50 voucher. Eventually, I bought a pair of leather shoes and a belt. The shoes was not cheap. It was almost RM220. The belt was about RM35. However, I felt very comfortable when wearing the shoes as it must be a good quality one. In fact, I believed that price is always propotional to the quality. Unfortunately, sometimes we just not affordable to consume on the good quality goods. Life is not easy. Things are getting more expensive nowadays.
That day, there was a conflict occurrence. Mum and sister had a quarrel due to me?! Peace! I need a peacefulrelationship.
The further analysis on the Malaysia general election result showed an unbelievable result.
BN(ruler) won 47% of popular votes with 133 parliament seats. PKR(opposition) won 51% of popular votes with 89 parliament seats.
The voting areas division must be reviewed and our Election Commission of Malaysia must look into this matter seriously. That's the reason people were fighting for clean and fair election all the while.
It was pretty sad to see the politicians are being racism after the election. They should learn from their mistakes. It was not due to "Chinese voters"! We knew this is due to "Urban voters". Citizen just need a clean and fair society and environment. No racism. No corruption. No environment hazard. No power abuse.
That night I purposely escaped myself from attending thedancing class as I was trying to avoid my colleagues due to last week's embarrassing moment. I gave a bad excuse to parents that I had forgotten to bring the exercise attire. So lame.
Today I just stay at home. I am reading news from newspaper, television and internet. I am resting at home. I settled some of the pending stuffs because I was too focus on election throughout the days before the election.
I am still commenting a lot on the election result. I was being told to focus on my own stuff by parents. No politics anymore. However I think it is going to affect our future life a lot. I am directionless now. The spirit of change is gone. What can I do? I have to continue my life.Parents are giving hints again to do my own things. I feel the pressure again. I feel like run away to overseas.
It was a bit shocked as I can see a lot of people were lining upjust to cast a vote. I encountered some incidents on that day.
1. I stepped on animal "shit" after leaving my car andproceed to the school. Luckily it was just a little bit only.
2. I reached the poll classroom at first floor, then someone told me to get numberat the registrationcounter at ground floor. So I was rushing up and down. Damn it!
3. I met a suspicious voter that seemed like Indonesian. He queued after me. He asked me what was the ineligible ink for with his weird Malay slang. He seemed unknown on the ink at all. I thought of testing him whether he is Malaysian by asking some questions but I gave up as it was too close to the duty policeman at the entrance of classroom.
4. The ink was faded easily but still got remaining on the sides of nails.
5. The car tyre was punctured due to a long L-shape sharp metal after the shopping in a mall. Damn bad luck for the whole day. At night the released poll result is current party still continue govern the country with majority seat in Parliament.
It was the day before Malaysia 13th general election. I was not sure what were the reasons. I can't sleep on the night before election. Perhaps, I was too excited as this was the first time for me to cast a vote. I just hoped I can see a better Malaysia soon.
Since general election became nearer, there were a lot of news spreading around the social media Facebook. They were about phantom voters and foreigners voters from Bangladesh. We supposed to listen and see first, then collect more reliable information. After that, we must verify the genuine of the news. Finally only make a judgement on a particular issue. So far, how many people really think on these?
I had some political discussions with my uncle and auntie colleagues. This was common because we were going to have general election in the coming Sunday.
The awkward situation from the previous days brought the bad feeling to the following day. It was my big day actually. I spent my time with family throughout the day.
I just felt life is really complicated. In fact, I did not know what I want even I am going to reach 30s soon. It was probably due to the complicated relationship of the people around me. My sister cried due to complicated relationship with her husband. It was about trust issues and bla bla bla. No wonder I am afraid of a relationship. I became unhappy when thinking of its complexity. I wished everything just come naturally. I should recommend my sister an inspiration book that I had just finished read it. Perhaps, we must learn how to let go something. What should I let go? Freedom? Happiness? Reputation?
I asked my favourite lady colleague for a dance at the end of our dancing class. I talked craps. I said I still yet dance with her in that dancing session. Too bad I was being rejected as she had to rush to somewhere else to do something. The situation was damn awkward because other lady colleagues were around.
I had a bad feeling. I understood she did not meant it to reject me but I just felt uneasy to deal with this kind of condition.In fact, I felt uncomfortable the whole day.What did I want? It prohibited me from moving forward to her. I just wanted everything to go naturally.
There were mistakes in my examination paper. The paper was mixed with another paper's questions. Luckily it wasn't my fault as the paper was not compiled by me.Besides, the students who took the paper were not many. We managed to settle it very quickly by reprinting the papers within 15 minutes as the students can continued with other questions while waiting for the reprinted paper.
Besides, there was another issue on other paper as well.There was a mistake on the cover page instruction that prohibit students from using calculator for the paper. Actually it was allowed.
