Educating

Today I lost my virginity. Virginity in conducting a formal class. Well, I encountered so many "first time" of my life recently.

OMG......Majority of the class are guys. All of them are quite polite and nice. Unexpectedly, I was not so nervous in the class. The only thing is I felt that I was not so fluent in delivering my lecture that I need to improve further.

There are two learners who are attracting my eyes. One of them is the good mummy boy type with his traditionally combed hairstyle and spectacles on. Another one is the cute cartoon boy type with his short pant and slippers on. Both of them are fresh and cute!

Well, in academic wise, there is one learner was attracted to me too. He is the one who gave me responses spiritually during my teaching and I can feel that he is a smart boy type. Too bad that he is not cute and handsome.

Secret

*A replacement post for yesterday

I was too lazy to keep posting yesterday night. This was due to I took a long period of time to chat with Mr WH. From our conversation, I think he is a nice guy. We flirted in our chat sometimes. I hope that we can be good friends one day(just a good friend who understand my g0y preference). At least I will not keep all of these into myself alone. However, I am not sure how good I can trust him. Can he keep my secret? I am worried......

Excited

I just had a long sexy chat with my girlfriend on the phone. Ops......now I know that she is very interested and looking forward to our next amateur action. I wish I could have one soon.

Looking forward

Looking forward for next session, do you?

Sex

*Another replacement post for last 2 days


OMG. I can't believe that I lost my virginity finally. I touched, kissed and sucked a lady's lip, neck, breasts and nipples. I thrust my fingers and penis into a lady's vagina. 

This was my first sexual experience with a lady after 27 years of life. However, I did not get a continuous erection throughout the session. I am not sure what is the reason. Perhaps, I cannot fully focused at that moment due to the worry of pregnancy occurrence (I did not prepare condom)


I think my girlfriend sexual urge is much more greater than me all the while. Even though I was the one who took the first move by kissing her, but she was the one who fondled me first by playing with my hair. Also, she was the one who wanna continue further as I only thought of having sex without intercourse initially. Well, she opened up her bra by herself and rubbed her vagina on me with our shorts on. 

How do a straight man can withstand of this kind of situation without pulling out his penis for sexual intercourse? Therefore, I stroke hardly my penis to get erect and slowly found its way into her vagina. Actually, I managed to thrust my penis into her vagina for a few of times only. It was quite embarrassing that I can't found her vagina for quite some times throughout the session. Lastly, I managed to pull out my penis and ejaculated outside the vagina and my cum spilled all over the bed and our bodies. 

Fright Night

*A replacement post for last 2 days

I went to watch Fright Night with my girlfriend and her friends in a holiday trip last Saturday (a bit weird to watch movie in a trip). This movie is quite ok but there are some scenes which are quite disgusting with the Vampires' ugly look with pawned head, broken hand, rotten teeth and etc...... I like the movie because there are action and little sexual scenes which stimulating my urge......to be continued......

Hairstyle

Yesterday night, I went for a haircut after work. In the saloon, I chose a junior as my hairdresser as I used to do. This is due to two reasons.

First: the cost is the most reasonable for me
Second: the talented junior might be better than the senior

This time I get a lady junior as my hairdresser as assigned by the person in charge. Well, I felt that normally lady give less confident to me during the hair cutting session. Perhaps, the lady's cutting style is a bit soft and indecisive. From my previous experiences, the guy hairdresser is "braver" and "rougher" in treating their customer's hair. However, this kind of style make me feel more confident on him. Luckily, I was quite satisfied with my new hairstyle this time but it still didn't meet my requirement. I wish to have the recent fashionable hairstyle as in the photo as below.

Favourite Guy

From my internet browsing all the while, this is one of the guy who I feel that he is really charming with both of his pleasant smile and cool face.

How far?

Somehow, I like these photos quite much. There is quite some time I did not get such a best orgasm to shoot my load way up on my chest or face.

 

 

Diarrhoea

Today morning, I suffered from a minor diarrhoea after waking up. It is embarassing. My pyjamas and bed sheet were contaminated. I thought that I just released gases when I was waking up but the reality is I released xxx. Oh my god!

I had a bad stomachache and sat on the toilet bowl for quite some times. Luckily, after taking some traditional medicine and did my "big business", I became better and went to work. Sigh, seems like I don't have good luck as told by "god" recently. I think I should pray before going out from house daily. Perhaps, you will say I am superstitious but no harm to do so. Who knows it works?

Buddy

I received an email message from Straight is a LIE Mosy Guys Are Bi's (a yahoo group) and found that some of the description and survey result are cool and interesting. Herein I quote one interesting fact and another excellent statement to share with you people.


"And the irony is that even 50+ years ago over 37% of men polled by Kinsey admit to having physical relations with another guy withOUT AnalSex. And over 60% polled found men attractive on some
level."


"A g0y is the buddy you trust so much that you'll let him do to you what you'd normally have to do yourself. He's the buddy who'd never intentionally hurt you." 

WH

Today I met Mr. WH in grindr chat. This guy is very cool. He is a very open-minded and well-educated Malay guy who I have ever met.

We had a great chat from this afternoon until evening. Mr. WH is a typical Malay guy who is born in Malaysia. He is such a jovial and optimistic guy. He had a few experiences with married guy and guys with girl friend. However, he has his own principle in those relationship.

He told me that his principle is complementing those guys' need. He is not competing with the lady for those guys. Well, this is really an advanced philosophy that I have ever heard. Based on my formal and informal education throughout the years, I think this is an infidelity. I feel it is a wrong deed. 

Anyway, I am really thankful to this guy. If there is really the existing of people as Mr. WH, then at least people like me will not suffer in their living life as we are the group of man who is admiring both the beauty of male and female at the same time.

Thinking

GF: Rest more and don't think too much ;-)


I: Hopefully I can :-)


I really wish I can. However, do you think that I manage not to think too much? In fact, it is a mission impossible for me. To be a MAN is tough, but to be a responsible MAN is thousand times tougher. I feel that I am having a minor headache again at this moment.


Perhaps, I am having such a negative thinking and I am too selfish all the while. I always think of to be a single MAN. At least I will have less responsibility and burden. There are too many unexpected issues will be raised up in the future that I can't really take it. Top1: Relationship(Can we live in a peaceful and harmony pace?), Top2: Wealth(Can we manage our cash flow wisely?), Top3: Career(Can we find our life long job?)


Responsibility of a: 



Single Man: ********
Own, Parents, Siblings, Relatives, Friends, Colleagues, Neighbors, Societies



Man In A Relationship: ****************
Own, Parents, Siblings, Relatives, Friends, Colleagues, Neighbors, Societies
Girlfriend, Parents, Siblings, Relatives, Friends, Colleagues, Neighbors, Societies


Married Man: *********************
Own, Parents, Siblings, Relatives, Friends, Colleagues, Neighbors, Societies
Wife, Parents, Siblings, Relatives, Friends, Colleagues, Neighbors, Societies
Children, Friends, Teachers, Neighbors, Societies

Apollo 18 OMG

I went to watch Apollo 18 in cinema last weekend. OMG I really hate this kind of movie presentation. It is a sort of documentary movie which illustrating two astronauts' experiences on the moon. Damn it! Wasting my money. I swear I will never go for this movie for second time. This is a terrible movie which is shown in cinema during this mid-autumn festival's corner.


The story outline is:
"Decades-old found footage from NASA's abandoned Apollo 18 mission, where two American astronauts were sent on a secret expedition, reveals the reason the U.S. has never returned to the moon." 

Attractive actress

My favourite actresses in hokkien drama

六月@June

Both of them are so attractive in their roles in 家和万事兴@Family Harmony!

I like六月@June because she is so tough and innocent in her role in this drama.

I like 陈佩骐@Chen too because her baby's vocal is so cute in her role in this drama.

陈佩骐@Chen

Third Party@小三

Well, there are a lot of infidelities in this complicated society nowadays. For a man, he may has an affair other than his wife or girl friend. It could be an emotional infidelity, physically infidelity or object infidelity.


Nowadays, smart phone has become a third party which may spoil a relationship. This is actually quoted from a news. So how do you guys think?

Memory

Are you good in memorizing? Are you good in speed reading?
 
Yes, all of us DO! In fact, we need to change our perception and always belief that we are capable to do so. Here is some tips for memory enhancement and speed reading. 


Speed reading: Read in a big picture, belief in our brain is capable to understand correctly!



Memory enhancement:
V(Visualize): Picture says thousand of words
A(Associate): Relate to things that we already know
P(Pleasure): Feel like on what we learn and memorize


I like this quote from the speaker in the memory enhancement talk today. 


"Never say, I forgot. Our brain is so powerful that we cannot forgot things that we already know!"

Ask God

Do you think everything can be explained scientifically? Do you believe in the existing of spirit?


Today is Monday. Surprisingly there were a lot of prayers went to the temple to "ASK GOD" for their matters. I observed that quite a number of them went there for their health issue, including me as well. Normally, this is due to the sickness cannot be recovered with the medical doctor's prescription for a period of time and eventually it may get well after asking god and solving by HIM. For my case this time, god helps me to solve my condition......Hopefully everything will be alright soon.
 

The below statement is quoted from a forward mail about my fortune for year 2011 based on the Chinese zodiac. I can say that it is quite true!


"Health is weak due to emotional instability, it is easy that you generate disputes, and misunderstanding, you may encounter insomnia, therefore you should keep calm and maintain a positive frame of mind. This year, you must guard against energy loss, and be mindful to regulate your mood. Pay close attention to your diet, especially in relatively hot weather season. Avoid cold food."

Only Son

I had read an interesting quote in the entertainment section of newspaper today. See, how BIG is the responsibility of the only son. Some people think that the only son is so lucky to have load of love and caring from his family. However, they do not know how stressful is the only son in carrying his responsibility to carry on ancestral line and maintain a happy family when he grows older and older.


黄晓明@Xiao Ming is really charming, especially his mouth and chin. Like!

Attractive actor

My favourite actors in hokkien drama

陈冠霖@Chen

Both of them are so attractive in their roles in 家和万事兴@Family Harmony!

谢承均@Xie

Feel hungry and vomit concurrently?

*A late post due to the problem as in the title above


Yesterday night, I was having a headache again after coming back from work. I am still wondering what is the reason of suffering from headache. Things became worse after eating my dinner and watching tv drama. I had such a feeling of hungry and vomit at the same time. So weird...... Consequently I took a medicine so called "MarloPlus" - a drug in helping to reduce gas in stomach. Thanks god. Finally I managed to fall asleep after taking the tablet for awhile. 


I am thinking what is the cause/symptom of this kind of problem? Does it cause by physically or mentally? There are reasons I defined in this way.


Physically - Seldom exercise, work too hard with little rest, PCing and SmartPhoning too much, inconsistent meals in previous years due to hard work in industry
Mentally - Money, Relationship, Family, Career, Work (Can you imagine how stressful to be the only son in a family?)

Headache

OMG. I have a headache at this moment. Perhaps, I am too stressful in preparing for my coming work challenges. I was too concentrating during work time. I should take a short break in between the working hours. I can feel that my brain is being fried and consequently it caused a headache.


Well, I need to take a rest now. Feel wanna vomit too......

Multisim

Actually, I had an assignment of simulating electrical circuits by Multisim during my undergraduate study. However, I totally cannot trace any simulation file in my pc. I only manged to find a MS Word file with some manual calculation result. Perhaps, I am not serious enough in my undergraduate assignment. Therefore, I need to crack my head in looking for solution of assignment as an educator nowadays. The moral of the story is "Be serious in everything!".


"Multisim equips educators, students, and professionals with the tools to analyze circuit behavior. The intuitive and easy-to-use software platform combines schematic capture and industry-standard SPICE simulation into a single integrated environment. Multisim abstracts the complexities and difficulties of traditional syntax-based simulation, so you no longer need to be an expert in SPICE to simulate and analyze circuits. Multisim is available in two distinct versions to meet the teaching needs of educators or the design needs of professionals."

Acne

I read an article before about the criteria of a handsome guy. As I remembered, one of the criteria is a clean and clear face. Sigh...... too bad that I am still suffering from acne at this moment. (disqualified to be a handsome guy now)

There is quite some time my face was clear of acne. However, it popped out again since last Sunday. I noticed that my face is very oily recently. Perhaps, the allergic medication caused the imbalance of my hormones. It really gave me a lot of side effects. Haha......everything also "checked into its account". 

I hope my acne can recover as soon as possible. I need a clean and clear face because I am going to become a "model" of a community of learner soon. :-)

Exhausted

*No energy to blog yesterday. This is a replacement post for yesterday.


Exhausted......Really exhausted......I am so tired and feel extremely exhausted after recovery from my allergic since last Saturday. Yesterday night, I went to bed and fell asleep around 8.30pm after a chapter of reading on "Many Lives, Many Masters".


Perhaps, the injection medicine - steroid was too strong. I get two times of injection due to my allergic last week. I feel that I am totally weak at this moment. Headache and backpain......maybe these are the side effects of injection. Do you people think it is better to have oral medicine rather than injection medicine?

Money

The weather is damn warm at this moment. I am blogging in my bedroom without the air-conditioner on. Perhaps, I am trying to save my monthly electricity bill.


Money money money. Everything needs money. I noticed that my cash flow is quite tight recently upon switching to my new career. There are a lot of extra expenses I need to spend off, like the toll, petrol, car maintenance, food and etc...... I think of looking for a part time job. However, I am still under probation in my new job. Well, I must begin my part time job for extra income as soon as I have got the confirmation on my new career position. Do remember this target. 加油！

* 加油！- Go for it! 

Wet dream

Perhaps, I have got a wet dream today morning. I had an "explosion" from my penis and I found that my brief was wet.  The feeling seems like you are trying to control yourself from ejaculating or urinating but finally it was shooting everything out of control.


However, I am not totally sure that is urine or cum since I did not have the mood to check it out thoroughly that I was more interested in investigating whether my allergic was recovered in this morning.


Anyone of you has this kind of experience before? It is most likely to be urine or cum? Haha!

Sexy Men Collection

*Another replacement post for yesterday

 The interesting part of this photo is his sideburn and moustache. It looks sexy and masculine.

Sexy Figure

*Too weak to keep posting for last two days. Allergic, don't play play......food? bug? dust?

This photo is awesome. Like it!

Allergic

Recently, I felt that the skin on my head and neck are itchy. For head, I suspected that the ginseng&olive shampoo are not suitable for my skin. For neck, I thought that my skin becomes weak nowadays due to the side effects of various medications application on it throughout the years (I was suffered from tinea versicolor all the while)


Until last Friday night, I can felt that I was scratching my neck in my sleep. I found out there were rashes around my neck and they were a bit itchy in the morning. Therefore I tried to applied some previous medicine for tinea versicolor in the afternoon. After my shower in the evening, I noticed that the rashes were spreading all around my upper part of my body above the waist. Without hesitation, I went to see my company's panel doctor. The on duty doctor is a part timer Indian/Singh young lady. She checked on me thoroughly. Finally I took the oral's medicine since she did not strongly advised me to have the injection. My intuition told me that she is not very experience in the consultation.


Later, my girl friend and I went to the her relative's gathering. Looked like most of the food are not suitable for me. After took the limited food, I ate the medicine. I just felt that I was not really like to be in the gathering because I was a bit sick and my girl friend is not caring enough on my needs. (Rated 50% because she did not advise and take me the food that can I consume) Well, I am not a caring man so I think it is fair enough.



In the midnight, I was awoke due to the unbearable itchiness and the rashes were spreading to the lower part of my body. Therefore, I woke up-ate cake-ate medicine-applied cream-slept again. Luckily, I managed to get a good sleep until the next day morning. In the morning, it looked better. However, it was getting serious again in the afternoon. As a result, I went to see my regular(considered) doctor. At last, I got an injection and some medicine (tablet+cream). The doctor told me that it might be caused by dust, food or bug. It may took days/weeks to recovered and depends on the environment and condition. Thanks god. I am getting better now. However I feel that my body is very weak after the injection and medicine consumption.

I don't understand this diagram at all but feel that it should be interesting

Because of Love

*Again, this is a late post due to I was quite sick physically on last Saturday.


"Because of Love" is a duet song by Faye and Eason. Very nice and highly recommended! Especially Faye's vocal, it is really soft and gentle. Feel touching...... Faye's concert in Malaysia is coming soon. Ticket price is damn high. Consequently, I only manage to support her at home. LOL.


"因为爱情" -  王菲 & 陈奕迅
E: 给你一张过去的CD 听听那时我们的爱情 有时会突然忘了 我还在爱着你
F: 再找不出那样的歌曲 听到都会红着脸躲避 虽然会经常忘了 我依然爱着你
F:因为爱情不会轻易悲伤
E:所以一切都是幸福的模样
F:因为爱情简单地生长
E:依然随时可以为你疯狂
F:因为爱情怎么会有沧桑
E:所以我们还是年轻的模样
F:因为爱情在那个地方
E:依然还有人在那里游荡 人来人往

F:再找不出那样的歌曲 听到都会红着脸躲避 虽然会经常忘了
EF：我依然爱着你
F:因为爱情不会轻易悲伤
E:所以一切都是幸福的模样
F:因为爱情简单地生长
E:依然随时可以为你疯狂
F:因为爱情怎么会有沧桑
E:所以我们还是年轻的模样
F:因为爱情在那个地方
E:依然还有人在那里游荡 人来人往

E:给你一张过去的CD 听听那时我们的爱情
F: 有时会突然忘了
EF：我还在爱着你