Celebrities Battle

Today I watched again 全能星战 an entertainment program on television. It was the finale competition among the current singers.

I noticed this program since last few weeks ago via the television Astro AEC channel. It is quite a nice program to watch. My idol, David Tao took part in the competition. 

From this tv program, I got to know a singer 龚琳娜. Quite an impressive singing from her. Another annoying producer 金武林. Hate his unfair deed in the vote casting.

I was being impressed by a champion singer too. He is 胡彦斌. In fact, one of his old song caught my attention. "Waiting for you" is the song...... His performance was good throughout the program unfortunately he do not have handsome face. Anyhow it is still a cutie......lol

The 8 contestants

The crazy producer

Help me! 3 May

*A replacement post for 3 May 2014

I vacuumed the car due to a bad smell in the car at the previous day.

Mum made a video call to oversea aunt. Mum wanted to say thank you for the gift that aunt gave. Later, the conversation focused about my relationship issue, finding a girl friend for me and etc...... I felt really really uneasy to handle all these. It even made me wanted to isolate myself at home and from the society because I was not afford to let you all know my problem.

At night, I thought mum was asking niece to spy on me also...... I did not know how long I could stand with it! God...... please tell me what could I do?

Sin 2 May

*A replacement post for 2 May 2014

I went to temple and the old manager talked a lot to me......

I knew it is good but I felt too hopeless recently......

I was wondering whether my feeling on guys is a sin? How could I prohibit myself from the desire and preference? It was really torturing......

Future 1 May

*A replacement post for 1 May 2014

Everyone was at home as it was public holiday.

They discussed about me...... about my future...... their worries on me...... what happen to me if I am still alone......

Sigh...... It really made my day became dimmer and no hope...... You all won't understand my situation..... It was a lonely day deep in my heart during this big day for me :-(

Late Training 30 Apr

*A replacement post for 30 Apr 2014

Coming subject laboratory training was only started in the afternoon. Therefore it ended at about 5.30pm. Such an unofficial training.

I got a surprise from colleague after the training. A slice of cake was kept for me in the fridge. Really thankful to them......

Fighting Fever 29 Apr

*A replacement post for 29 Apr 2014

- felt sick physically......
- perhaps due to the Mc Egg + Coffee breakfast added that I was not feeling well before......
- got panadol from colleague......
- felt extremely cold in the office......
- felt the body was heat and it was on and off......

- noticed more deduction on this month salary
- monthly tax deduction has new schedular

Improved Traffic 28 Apr

*A replacement post for 28 Apr 2014

My salary was still yet to be obtained but the security guard came to collect the coming month fee for their salary payment of course.

The guard spotted me as I reached home quite early on the day. It was because the traffic light that I used on my coming home journey was improved a lot after they released the new U-turn ramp at the highway. However, I thought it will become worse from time to time as vehicles was increasing exponentially. Ended up no improvement.

Desperate Guy 27 Apr

*A replacement post for 27 Apr 2014

I had a nice chat with an online friend on the previous night.

He shared a lot with me on the PLU (People Like Us) community.

What happen if I was still closeted after 10 or 20 years later? Was I going to be a desperate guy for sex in the sauna, bar or night club? LOL......

Higher Living Cost 26 Apr

*A replacement post for 26 Apr 2014

We went for groceries shopping and easily spent up to RM80. Sigh...... money became smaller......

Milo was kinda expensive...... It was around RM17......
Besides I bought arch files was already around RM13 / 4 pieces...... (The files were for own and company used, stingy company control on stationary strictly therefore hardly to get one from company)

No Pro restaurant 25 Apr

*A replacement post for 25 Apr 2014

With mum and sister's family......

We went out for dinner as no water supply on the day.
It was kinda jam as there were a lot of vehicles on the road in weekday.
Time for eating was just awhile but jam in the traffic was quite some time.
We ordered a set dinner cost at RM49 for about 3 to 4 people.
The dishes were a bit improper as two of them used similar ingredients.

Dispute 24 Apr

*A replacement post for 24 Apr 2014

Impressed with my students video presentation of their assignment......
Keep it up!

A student got scolded by the program in charge person due to the project issue. It was a bit annoying to see dispute. I felt a bit sorry as I talked to the in charge person about the issue previously. There could be some misunderstanding around this issue.

Find Matter? 23 Apr

*A replacement post for 23 Apr 2014

I kept on complaining to a colleague early in morning about previous day paper review. I felt really annoying with the fierce lady. Seemed like wanna find matter on me as I commented slightly on her paper...... Her paper wasn't good and clear as well. Kept on commenting my papers......

Luckily it was not that bad for the review in this continuation round. End up we also spent about one hour plus for the paper review. At least I felt I learned some paper drafting tips and the feeling was not as bad as the previous day. I quickly settled the paper corrections and submit to the person in charge before leaving the company.

Not the right time 22 Apr

*A replacement post for 22 Apr 2014

- Got to know old friend's ROM was at the end of week via text
- Sincerely congratulate him
- Felt lost and heart broken as thought of own future (My destiny = alone?)

- Wasn't my day
- Examination paper review until 6.20pm
- Terrible traffic jam
- Reached home at about 8.20pm
- Kinda angry at both the fierce lady and superior (it wasn't the right time to drag my paper review, no systematic comments from you guys)

Meat Free 21 Apr

*A replacement post for 21 Apr 2014

Past year papers discussion - Two consecutive years - Students looked tiring

Colleague farewell plan - Korean BBQ with some non meat side dish - I'm ok but preferable meat free

Physically and Mentally sick 20 Apr

*A replacement post for 20 Apr 2014

I'd a bad headache and stayed at home. Perhaps it was due to the previous day tiredness and sadness. I washed two cars on the previous day. Besides, such a sad and negative aura on the previous day as well. I felt kinda sick both physically and mentally.

Saddest Day 19 Apr

*A replacement post for 19 Apr 2014

I really cried heavily on the day.

In the morning, we went out for breakfast. She scolded on my driving that may affected her pregnancy. Quarrel quarrel quarrel. End up mum cried in the car. At my point of view, mum cried due to the worries on her pregnancy and she kept continuing to emphasize on that again and again.

At night, before taking our dinner, seat also needed a to be a specified one as I took "hers". I couldn't compromise. Quarrel again. Mum cried again and said she better eye closed and didn't want to see us quarreling. I thought that was not the main reason of mum saying like that...... Perhaps she was still feeling lost. The loss of dad and added with our quarrels making her even lost.

I also cried badly by that time. I was emotionally unstable and thought a lot in my brain. I missed dad. I felt lonely. I felt nobody understands me. Why everything was so so blue and sad......

Angry Hatred 18 Apr

*A replacement post for 18 Apr 2014

Hate! Hate! Hate! I really hated that kind of feeling.
She showed she looked down at me......
She thought she forced me harshly then I could obtain higher achievement.
Shit! Damn it!
You were not me, OK! I had my own path to walk and you didn't understand me!

Everything also follow her desire. Whether wanna going home together also must follow her desire? I won't compromise on this...... Finally we came home.

Cunning Boss 17 Apr

*A replacement post for 17 Apr 2014 

Such a tension and tiring day.

I skipped class and let students self performing practical works. At the same time, I was busy prepared marking scheme for examination.

After work, I felt unhappy due to brother-in-law previous work issue. His ex-boss was really bad. Everything became a legal issue and it made brother-in-law to be a witness at police station. A very cunning boss that treated you moderately before job handover and kicked you aside harshly afterwards. Damn it. Felt sad to see the cruel real society.

Kept One to myself 16 Apr

*A replacement post for 16 Apr 2014

I had to handover a subject to the new colleague.

I was struggling to keep my presentation material for myself. I could give him almost everything useful  material that I had but not the slides. Perhaps, you may say I was selfish but this was to protect myself like a cat kept its climbing tree skill from a tiger. 

New Task 15 Apr

*A replacement post for 15 Apr 2014

A new colleague joined us. I heard that he was not familiar with a subject. Therefore I was being asked to take it. I agreed because I thought that subject is kinda useful in the industry and value added for myself. Also there was training for the controller hands on as well.

Absorbers and Tyres 14 Apr

*A replacement post for 14 Apr 2014

I chatted a lot about car matter with colleagues during lunch.
Tyres...... Absorbers...... Both of them affected each other durability......
Was it the time to change? Absorbers? Tyre? Both?
My rear tyres and absorbers were really in used for almost 6 years!

Tenant 13 Apr

*A replacement post for 13 Apr 2014

Water rationing made our life became inconvenience. Daily life to be readjusted......

Mum and I went to collect house rental from the tenant. Their payment was getting worse these days. It was already day 13th that he supposed to bank in to my account. Billing issue was not solved as well. It was really annoying. Luckily the tenant's wife still paid the rental for the month.

Later we went to hypermarket for shopping. It was easily spent up more than RM50. Money became smaller and smaller these days.

Miss you dad 12 Apr

*A replacement post for 12 Apr 2014

I was emotional unstable in recent days. I missed my dad.

I cried at the previous night...... It was so sad and felt wanna crying of losing him......

Heart of Woman 11 Apr

*A replacement post for 11 Apr 2014

天下女人心 Heart of Woman - Hokkien drama

There was one guy with nice body built in a scene. He is kinda cute. I noticed him since a previous Hokkien drama. His character in the drama is a playboy from rich family.

Home cook dinner 10 Apr

*A replacement post for 10 Apr 2014

Dinner was cooked by sister no2 as she came back home and mum was still with big sister......

Alone and Throat Pain 9 Apr

*A replacement post for 9 Apr 2014

I felt uneasy on my throat again. Maybe the fan faced directly to me when I slept on the previous day at home.

It was a lonely night as I stayed at my big sister house because mum went to sister's in law place for some cooking learning event. Pity of me...... sore throat and alone.

Bye Bye Job 8 Apr

*A replacement post for 8 Apr 2014

If not mistaken, my cross department colleague used to tell me about the tactic of resignation notice.

A 3 months notice can be shorten to 1 1/2 months. How?
Procedures......
1. tender resignation letter once receive salary at end month. (eg: 31 Aug)
2. continue to work for 1 1/2 months (eg: 1 Sep to 15 Oct)
    Company must pay Sep salary
3. 1/2 months was cleared by entitlement annual leaves (eg: 16 Oct to 31 Oct) -
    Company do not need to pay Oct salary as compensation for Nov service
4. leave old company and work in new company (eg: 17 Oct onwards)
    New company pay half of Oct salary and Nov salary runs as usual

You are not losing anything because the half month salary loss can be covered by the higher paid by new company. It was such a good method as the 3 months notice was not fair to the employee. Companies are bully. New companies may not wait you for 3 months long also. 

I was waiting for a chance and leap for a better future. Cross hand......

Work for myself 7 Apr

*A replacement post for7 Apr 2014

I just felt like resigning...... Sigh...... Very negative working environment and felt uncomfortable......

I chatted with an ex-colleague via whatsapp. She felt her new company has a lot of works too and wanted to resign soon also. 

Life is tough...... I wanted to run my own business, not working for people but for myself......

Potential Shops 6 Apr

*A replacement post for 6 Apr 2014

Went to:

Alone......
1. Hair saloon for haircut and this round the hairstyle was so so......
2. Developer office alone to see around and take brochures......

With mum, sister and brother-in-law......
1. New shops nearby our housing area for a look as potential investment......
2. Developer office again to ask more about the coming development......
3. Restaurant to eat steamboat with pumpkin and normal soup...... (OMG I ate meat again!)

Neighbour agent 5 Apr

*A replacement post for 5 Apr 2014

My sister was finding a house to rent as she was moving back to here again. Mum and sister together with brother-in-law went to have a look on the house for rent. Coincidentally, the real estate agent is our neighbour who stay opposite to our house. The world is really small.

Disruption 4 Apr

*A replacement post for 4 Apr 2014

Water disruption......
- water rationing (I didn't follow closely on the news that it was implemented to my area on the day)

Internet disruption.....
- under repairing

Such a unlucky disruption day......

Jobstreet Resume 3 Apr

*A replacement post for 3 Apr 2014

Mum stayed at big sister house.

I went home and sister no2 was back at home. She wanna settled niece school shifting matter. At night, I was spending my time to help brother-in-law to open an account for Jobstreet and worked out for his resume. The resume was easily made via the Jobstreet.

Eco Cup Defect 2 Apr

*A replacement post for 2 Apr 2014

Do you believe of dream may come true in reality?

I dreamed of exchanging a eco-cup at a customer service counter due to its defect. The dream was unclear. As what I remembered the exchanging process was quite tedious as the counter was closed due to lunch break and etc......

In the morning, I made my oat drink in a cup that I used regularly. I noticed the cup was spoiled after I took it to my office as I could see tiny crack on the cup. I checked thoroughly on the cup due to little dripping of water from the cup and I remembered minor dripping also during my oat drink making at home in the morning. Perhaps, the water I used to make the drink was too hot and I stirred the drink too roughly. This made the cup spoiled.

Such unbelievable as I experienced dream I remembered came true. Hopefully all the dreams in future that I remember are the good ones.

Potential Franchise 1 Apr

*A replacement post for 1 Apr 2014

It was a busy day as my timetable is very full every Tuesday.

Anyhow I still able to steal some times and found out about a potential franchise business via Jobstreet. It was a multimedia rich learning centre. I was thinking about it until I almost forgot to fetch mum from sister house because I took the routes that I always use during off work time.

Misscall 31 Mac

*A replacement post for 31 Mac 2014

I found out from my colleague that she was being asked to support on the school open day during the past Sunday. I recalled that I received a miscall from my superior on the previous days. I didn't reply as the line was dropped when I picked up the call. Besides, I was busy attending the tenant's wife regarding the pending bill settlements issue by that time. In fact I thought he could be pressed wrongly to my number as he only call me once so I didn't call him back later. I didn't know whether I was considered lucky or unlucky this time. Was my superior going to blacklist me? Whatever, I just didn't care.

Life Issue 30 Mac

*A replacement post for 30 Mac 2014

Nobody could understand me......

Life issue......
1. Career...... What should I do? Directionless......
2. Relationship...... All of you thought why I always stay at home? I felt not comfortable and really sad when people asked me about girl friend...... marriage.....

Sexy Guy Photo 29 Mac

*A replacement post for 29 Mac 2014

I forgot to log my daily life at this date. Let me share with you all a sexy man picture that I kept to back up my daily blog. Indeed a sexy guy with his black and white underwear.

Shopping Complex day 28 Mac

*A replacement post for 28 Mac 2014

With mum again......

Shopping Complex......
1. Lunch at BMS Organics
2. Groceries shopping at Cold Storage
3. Event participation at Nestle booth (food pyramid, quiz, etc......)
I was being asked to scan QR code by the event personnel but I rejected as I was tired and bored with a lot of heavy stuffs carrying including the balloon taken by mum for nieces. Sigh......

Heard that a colleague was going to resign soon......as expected because he was pending with his study...... 

Outside Food 27 Mac

*A replacement post for 27 Mac 2014

With mum......

Breakfast......
Corner lot hawker center (kopitiam) 
- Ate Wan Ton Mee + Chow Kuew Toew
- Felt Disgusting + Vomiting (long time did not eat the char shiu meat???)

Lunch......
Restaurant opposite to my school
- Ate Kampung Fried Rice + Yong Chow Fried Rice
- Oily + Salty + Expensive (Outside food was like that)

Tight Hug 26 Mac

*A replacement post for 26 Mac 2014

I couldn't remember exactly the day of my dream. It was within those days.

I dreamed of getting a tight hug from my back. Sigh...... I was wondering...... Was I desperate for love? Was I feeling too lonely nowadays?

Scolding 25 Mac

*A replacement post for 25 Mac 2014

I scolded a student as he did not show effort in working of the assignment.

He came to see me and tried to show me his effort on the assignment. Unfortunately I could see he wasn't readied. He was trying to cover himself and claimed that his computer was just formatted and the Microsoft Word software was yet to be installed. Therefore he couldn't show me the materials he found from the internet in MSword format. I tried to help him in printing out partial of the materials and discussed with him on it. It seemed like he didn't really read and try out the tutorial and program.

Poor civil servant 24 Mac

*A replacement post for 24 Mac 2014

I received a call from a clerk in one government department regarding the small inheritance issue.

OMG...... Damn it...... Such a poor efficiency as the issue wasn't settled yet since we attended the hearing last 2 months ago. Referred to the clerk, the officer claimed that he already told us during the hearing about the reason (waiting for land evaluation) and possibility of case pending . Such an irresponsible civil servant. He did not mentioned a single word about it by that time. I rated a "D" for their poor service.

Pending Bills 23 Mac

*A replacement post for 23 Mac 2014

We went to old house to discuss with our tenant about the pending outstanding balance of utilities bills (Electricity, water and sewage). Unfortunately the tenant was not at home. The only contactable number (tenant's wife mobile number) cannot be reached as well when we called in front of the house. We were in worry as we seldom see the tenant for quite some time. However, we felt quite secure as we could see clothes were still hanging around the car porch area.

Later, I together with mum and nieces went to eat mashed potatoes and wedges in the nearby KFC. In fact, we were trying luck to meet the tenant's daughter who works over there. However, she wasn't around. We went to old house again after our tea break at KFC but it seemed like nobody was at home.

Lousy Car Park System 22 Mac

*A replacement post for 22 Mac 2014

I was on duty in an education fair. In fact, it was really a tiring day as the crowd was kinda big this round. Surprisingly the principal came to join us at the booth in the mid of the fair. Luckily I was kinda dedicated in my duty by the time he reached.

The fair was ended quite late. It was over the given official time. I couldn't go home as I came in a carpool with company car. I reached home late at about 8pm as we were stuck in the shopping mall car park for almost half an hour. The car park design and system with limited exit for numerous floor in Mid valley was really suck.

Focus Diversion 21 Mac

*A replacement post for 21 Mac 2014

I brought things that prepared by mum to big sister. At the security custom, I felt the guard was unfriendly. Perhaps it was due to my bad mood. Everything was bad.
 
I went to collect test paper from the examination department and coincidentally met the fierce lady colleague. She commented about the test venue chosen by me. Such a bad day for me. This was the only time I chose the unsuitable venue for test due to availability and time constraint. I met her in such a wrong time. Sigh......

Later, big sister gave me a call and questioned me about the important documents she asked me to bring for her on the previous day. She felt angry at me as I had forgotten to bring them. What the heck! You were making me silly? That day asked me to bring back home and this time asked me to bring back to your house. I felt extremely down and unhappy throughout the morning.

I felt slightly better after I went to for the test invigilation as my focus was diverted to my students' test.