I am experiencing slow internet speed now. My Umobile 3G broadband service is not available in this area as well. This area is considered a small town. Surprisingly, the living cost is not low. Food and house are not cheap. However you can obtain a saving through entertainment expenses. This is due to the limited entertainment places around here. I hardly find a cinema right here.
I am thinking that am I able to survive in this area? No fast internet service. No UNIFI. No 3G. I am not sure whether Streamyx is available or not. There are still a lot of areas in this country which are still lack of this kind of facilities. Are we going to be a developed country in near future? I doubt so......
My monthly internet quota is used up since yesterday. The internet speed is terrible slow like a tortoise. I can't stand with it. Well, let me share with you a nice photo that I surfed through the web previously. This guy is handsome. He looks like the china actor - Huang Xiao Ming. He has a nice cock as well that curve like mine from the front view. ;-P
*A replacement post for yesterday
I was a bit depressed yesterday. I browsed a lot of things from the internet during office hours. I thought of pursuing my study in psychology. Therefore I was looking for research areas in this expertise. I just had this idea popped up in my mind. Perhaps, I am still uncertain about the research area that I chose to study. Another reason could be my curiosity in looking for answer about my dilemma.
I found out that there is one direction of research under psychology which is the social psychology. I wanted to quote two of the interesting area that caught my attention from about.com.
"Prejudice and Discrimination:
Prejudice, discrimination and stereotypes exist in any social group. Social psychologists are interested in the origins, causes and effects of these types of attitudes and social categorizations. How does prejudice develop? Why are stereotypes maintained in the face of contrary evidence? These are just a few of the questions social psychologists seek to answer.
Self and Social Identity:
Our perceptions of social identities and ourselves are another important research area in social psychology. How do people come to know and understand themselves? How do these self-perceptions affect our social interactions? Social psychologists are interested in learning more about how this inner life influences our outer lives and social world. Self-awareness, self-esteem and self-expression are just a few of the factors that influence our social experience."
I am finding answers on these for myself. Who am I? Why discriminate all around? What can I do? I was really stressed up and depressed. The feeling was just on and off.
Today I found out something interesting about male body type via facebook.
Currently I am in the skinny fat category. I always think that I am fat but I am skinny fat actually.
I wish I am able to own an athletic body. Actually I am attracted to guys with athletic body shape a lot. Otter mode is not bad as well. These bodies definitely turn me on and giving me a quick hard on.
Sorry to say that I dislike skinny, built, bearmode, bodybuilder, chubbyfat, builtfat and fatas fatass personally. I am not meant to offend anyone. Indeed, this is just my personal preference only. In fact, this is most people's preference as well.
What should I do? Should I ask my superior about his pre-planned activity or should I pretend don't know?
Well, I think better to keep quiet since he should be the one who lead and call for discussion. Perhaps, it might affects my bonus and increment. Who cares? I don't think company can pay you much even you do contribute on all those activities. I should find for part time or plan for future career instead of hoping or begging something from your BOSS. Most of them are "heartless".
Recently I do not have motivation in my life. I feel like no meaning to carry out my daily life.
I am lack of energy to do my daily activity and I am sleepy all the time. I am lazy to exercise, wash car, work and etc......
I am quite frustrated. I need something to boost up my passion of living. I am bored. I am lonely. The pressure of society makes my life meaningless.
Stock market could enlighten my life? Perhaps yes or no. I hope I can sustain.
Today I watch a movie on 8TV - My Left Eye Sees Ghost.
It is quite a touching movie. We can see how greatness was the late husband treating his wife.
Storyline quoted from wikipedia as below:
May Ho (Sammi Cheng) is a woman who inherits a vast fortune when her rich husband drowns in a scuba diving accident in the Caribbean.
May told several joking lies to win her Stanford-educated, extremely
successful husband, and his mother and sister are less than pleased when
they find out, especially since they still harbor suspicions about her
motives in marrying her husband after knowing him for only seven days.
Nonetheless, the house, fortune, and a portion of the family fashion
company are hers. Depressed, alone, and deeply missing her husband
(feelings further exacerbated when her husband's dog, Whisky, dies), May
goes on a binge of eating, drinking, smoking, watching television, and
stealing from her own company's stores, culminating in a drunken car
ride and near-fatal car accident.
May finds herself lying on the ground outside her car and thinks she
is unscathed, until she approaches her vehicle and sees her bloody body
in the driver's seat. Ken Wong (Lau Ching Wan) appears to her and scares
her into returning to her body, reviving herself.
Although she just barely evaded death, the left side of May's face is
heavily injured. Later in the hospital, when she removes the gauze
covering her left eye, she suddenly realizes she can see ghosts with
that eye. She soon finds herself in the constant company and care of the
ghost Ken, who claims that he is her former classmate who died when he
was 13 in a typhoon out at sea. Throughout their escapades in the realm
of the supernatural, May slowly develops a connection with him. However,
despite all the ghosts she has encountered, her husband has never
appeared to her and she deeply wants to see him, even for just an
instant. Ken attempts to help her fulfill this wish before he crosses
the Twilight Junction to be reincarnated though it initially appears she
did not succeed. Only the spirit of her husband's late dog, Whisky,
appears - seemingly close to Ken as if the canine knows him. Ken ask May
for a final wish to hug her before he moves on, and in doing so she had
to pretend that he was her husband.
Later, she goes to check on the restoration of her husband's vintage
car and discovers the restorer resembles Ken, who turned to be the real
Ken who did not really die when he was 13. She finally realize that the
ghost who had been at her side all the while was actually her dead
husband in disguise to prevent her from becoming too attached to him and
to urge her to move on. She tries several ways to contact him after he
had moved on, but all attempts were useless. Her ability to see ghosts
had also disappeared. The film ends with a hint of a future romance
between May and Ken.
Due to the diarrhoea last few days ago, I think I am suffering from hemorrhoids.
I had a small lump at the outer part of my anus. I noticed that since yesterday morning. Now the lump is getting worse because I pressed on it hardly yesterday and today morning. I thought it is something like blister and I attempt to pop it out.
I researched about it via internet today. Luckily, this is just a normal condition as it is going to shrink by time, perhaps a couple of weeks. No surgery is required for external hemorrhoids. Unless it is internal hemorrhoids, then surgery is needed for serious case like bleeding.
*A replacement post for yesterday
Yesterday a lot of people were still on their holidays(School holidays+Raya leaves). I predicted that there were less cars on the road. Therefore I tried to use a new route to go to my company.
The new route seemed fine. Even though the total toll amount is slightly higher, I could get another 20% toll rebate due to more than 80 times transactions. Here is the calculation.
Old route toll rate
RM3 X 2trips X 22days = RM 132
New route toll rate
(RM2.20 + RM1.00) X 2trips X 22 days = RM140.80
RM140.80 - 20% rebate = RM112.64
Total saving per month = (RM132-RM112.64) / RM132 X 100%
= 14.7%
However, the rebate can only be claimed after about a month. Therefore I still loose a small percentage of interest if I keep the money in bank. Besides, distance and traffic were not considered in this case as well. Petrol consumption will become higher if the distance is longer and traffic is worse. Anyhow, I believed that I managed to obtain a saving through this new route in future after moving to new location.
I am suffering on diarrhoea at this moment.
It is such an embarrassing situation as I discharged accidentally with my pyjamas on. Luckily I am at the house. I am wondering if it is at the office, what am I going to react? OMG!
Today is the last day for Raya Holiday. In order to fully utilize the holiday, I tried to pack my stuffs since yesterday.
Moving house is not an easy task. I have a lot of things to move to the new house. Clothes, books, stationery, files, gadgets, day care products and etc......
Now, I have a few boxes which is readied for moving. Hardly imagine how to transfer all of these stuffs to the new house. They are very heavy. I am getting tired easily after the packing due to lack of exercise. What is going to be happened by the time of moving? I hope I am still strong enough to carry out these jobs.
Another thing that I found interesting is the carton box. Rental of carton box is a business nowadays. You can rent them for house/company moving purpose. It is not cheap. It cost about RM3.50 per rental box. Therefore mum just asked from those grocery shop. They are free of charge. Bravo!
*A replacement post for yesterday
Yesterday, I was trying to search for a laser pointer with power point slides remote on the internet. However, the price is not cheap. The cheapest is sold at about RM50. Suddenly, I had an idea to make it works at my smart phone. Therefore I tried to search via google play.
I tried for a few related apps. Unfortunately it seemed like not compatible to my requirement. Finally, I chose Browser Remote as my desired app. It is quite an interesting app. It worked fine for me. It is free. The two functions that fulfilled my requirements are:
a) Laser pointer - it can be pointed to desired position via smart phone's control remotely
b) Power point slides remote - it can changes slides forward and backward
Well, it is a worth purchase for this smart phone. It is smart enough to ease my daily task. Thank you SGS2.
Description (Captured from google play)
Complete control of your PC browser from your phone. With this app, you can turn your phone into a remote control for your browser. Sitting on your comfortable sofa, you can watch YouTube videos, check out your Facebook friends' latest pictures, or just casually surf the web.
Key features including:
-Multi-touch trackpad
-volume-control & page-scrolling side bars
-Laser Pen
-Browser short-cut commands
-And more...
Please note, this app requires installation of the latest server, which can be found at www.browserremote.com
Today is Hari Raya (Malay Celebration Day). It is a public holiday and a happy celebration day within the country. However, I am really upset today.
I was being scolded since in the early morning. Mum scolded me that I did not taking good care and responsibility to parents. I was really depressed in the whole day. I cried silently in my room. The heart was painful. The tears were automatically rolled down from my eyes.
I am lost nowadays. I feel that I lost my passion on living. I am isolating myself from other people. What can I do? I am not even know how to tell myself who am I and what do I prefer. I am tired. I was being urged to set up my own family by parents again and again. I am really tired to listen to their uttering. I thought of running away from my home. Perhaps an abroad study or working. I don't how far I can withstand on these pressure. I am going to collapse one day. Please give me direction god!
I just came back from a supper chat.
My buddy drove me to the south to meet up with some of my ex-colleagues. We did have our great time over there up until late at midnight.
On the journey to and fro, I enjoyed the chat with my buddy. I shared with him on my dilemma. We discussed about money and relationship matters. I really feel free to talk to him. Hopefully he is always be there to listen to me. Thanks bro!
*A replacement post for yesterday
I believed that salary review should be a good news to everyone. However, my feeling was a bit plain after receiving the review slip.
The adjustment was considerably good of about 200 bucks. However, it is just so little that can't even compete with the inflation and other friends' paid. Anyway, it is better than nothing I think.
*A replacement post for last 2 days
I like to play sims game. Last 2 days, I started to play Sim City in facebook. The game is quite interesting but I still prefer the Sim City that I used to play before during my university's time.
Sim is the abbreviation of simulation. Perhaps I have too many restrictions in my real life, therefore I was trying to realize my desired life through the sims game.
Recently I think a lot to show filial obedience to parents. However, I really don't know what should I do now.
Previously, I thought of having a new house will bring more laughter and joy to the family. However in reality, it is in an opposite condition. There were too many things to carried out for the renovation. Too many opinions. Too many arguments. Too many, many, many...... Don't ask me to decide or do something about the renovation anymore. After decision was made, there was still different opinion occurrence. Then, it had to be changed.
Once decide, don't change anymore please!
*A replacement post for yesterday
Yesterday 14 Aug 2012 was an internet blackout day for my country. In fact, there is some problem on the new amendment Act. Internet users were urged for not to FB, Blog and etc as a protest on that particular act.
Quoted from http://stop114a.wordpress.com/what-is-section-114a/
What is Section 114A?
Section 114A is the second of two amendments made to Malaysia’s Evidence Act 1950.
Law Minister Nazri Aziz tabled the second amendment, formally known as Evidence (Amendment) (No2) Act 2012, in Dewan Rakyat on 18 April. James Dawos Mamit supported the motion, and Section 114A was passed after the second and third reading. On 9 May, Dewan Negara passed the amendment.
The amendment was gazetted on 31 July 2012. This means the law is now operational.
There is a student was cheating during the resit examination today. I was kind enough not to report his deed. He copied formulas on his palm. I was angry to him at that moment. Such a dishonesty act. I was pity to the student as he is going to graduate soon. However, I am going to mark strictly on his paper to be fair to other students.
Bored in this weekend. Surfing g0y on the web throughout the days. Finally, I did register and activate the goysrus social network account successfully. These are the interesting g0y's photos to share with you guys.
Acne is popped out again on my face in these few days. One is quite painful and another one is fine. Does it due to my blood donation last few days? Blood flow is inconsistent due to new blood cells building after the donation? Hopefully they are going to be cured soon, else it will spoil my handsome face. Hehe......
*A replacement post for yesterday
I really did not understand one of my colleague. Her attitude is damn bad. Simply get angry and mad to others. One of my guy's colleague is quite pity as he has to work with her due to the teaching subjects matter. Besides, his working desk is next to hers.
Sigh, I think my timetable is going to be very packed soon. This is the information from my guy's colleague. Those "experience" colleagues are damn thirst for power. Keep on assigning this and that to others. Please be more considerate. I am going to pursue my part time study, ok! To survive, I have to keep silence. Once I got my certificate, all of you are the one who fall far behind me.
This is my first blood donation experience.
I went into the blood donation room early in the morning today. First of all, I was required to read the blood donation eligibility card at the first counter. Then I was asked to fill in a form and handover my identity card at the same counter. The content is about some personal particulars and the confirmation of your eligibility for the blood donation, for example "are you healthy today?".
Next, I was directed to counter 2 to weight myself and blood sample testing. The person in charge just placed my blood sample on a white board surface and mixed with some kind of chemical liquid. Then the blood created some effects. Surprisingly she managed to know my blood is "O type" at once by looking on the reactions. Later on, I proceeded to counter 3 for blood pressure checking. I was being asked for a few questions, for instance "did you take your breakfast?", "what did you take?", "how many hour did you sleep last night?" and etc...... Next, I went to counter 4 to collect my blood donation certificate booklet and documents. I was instructed to confirm on my eligibility and signed for the document. Actually there is once statement really attract my attention a lot. Here it is:
You are not involved in any of the following activities :
• Homosexual relationship
• Bisexual relationship
• Multiple sexual partners
• You have sexual contact with those mentioned above
• Drug abuse
This is a bit annoying to read on these. I feel that homosexual and bisexual communities are really being discriminated. What's wrong to be in the homosexual and bisexual relationship if they are practicing safe sex and single partner at a period of time? How about g0y? No anal sex and no penetrate at all and is that risky to transmitted disease/AIDS as well? Please correct me if I was wrong. Sigh...... please respect human rights, my beloved country and society. I am really sick to see these statements again and again. This will only make the society become more discriminated to the homosexual and bisexual communities.
Ok, let me continue with donation process. After obtaining those documents and booklet, I was directed to the donation chairs. The nurse raised the legs supporter and lowered the back supporter of the chair which I was seated. I was being confirmed of my name. Then the Chinese nurse started her work. Overall it is similar as blood extracting for laboratory testing. The only difference this time they took more blood (450ml)and no pain with the gentle nurse professionalism. The nurse took about 3 blood sample tubes for laboratory testing as well. I needed to grab a roller to pump out my blood during the blood donation. After about 15 minutes, the blood pack was full. Another Malay nurse released the needle and covered the wound with handyplus. I was told to press on the wound and rest for a while to expedite the healing. After about 10 minutes, blood donation process was done and I was asked to serve myself on the prepared food and drink. They were in a variety which is milo, 100plus, cookies and bread. There were some medicine or supplement was given. They are folic acid and fuggous furama. I ate some and brought back to the office for the remaining. This is the process of blood donation. I felt a bit dizzy after the donation but not that serious. I was back in normal after taking my lunch and drank a lot of fluids. I feel satisfy because I did something good today. However I feel annoying with the eligibility statement.
This is my heart say. It is in mandarin as I can presented better in my mother tongue language.
这几天，我心里觉得好纳闷。不知道从那儿说起，这种感觉就是那么的不是味道。我到底是怎么了。我真的不知道我到底想要的是什么。心里有点酸溜溜的感觉。好空虚。天天上班下班，看看电视剧，上上网，写写部落客。就是这样的一天过一天。看来那部电影还蛮影响深远。不知怎么的，我一直在把我自己联系于电影的角色里。康正行的那一种压抑的情感。我真的体会很多。我似乎在逃避着现实。我根本没勇气去爱。我真的觉得好辛苦。我真的很想大哭一场。不过，我就只能躲在被窝里，自己一个人静悄悄地偷偷哭着。现在，我觉得不知所措。那种压抑的情感好辛苦，好累。为什么社会就是这样的惨忍。我也不想要这样。怎么就是要分得这样清楚，就不能跨越它吗？爱就是爱，难道这样就是错，那样就是对吗？我不懂也不知道。我只知道我把自己收藏得好辛苦。这可是逼不得已啊。我心里在呐喊着。我越是把自己关起来，我就越伤感。我几乎把 自己与社会隔离。我在逃避。我真的觉得很无奈。真的不知道我能够撑得多久。希望我可以走出自己的路，创造自己的为来。我真的把自己封闭的很累了。不过，又能怎样？社会啊!你能不能够放过我吗？
After watching the movie yesterday, my mind kept floating on the story of the triangle relationship. I was attracted to the cool and sexy actor, Joseph Chang. I was dreaming to have a bromance relationship with a sporty type guy in the movie. Unfortunately I don't have such a best friend like that who accompanying you all the time (study, sleep, play together). I was thinking myself is a bit identical to one of the role who is trying to keep his feeling by himself. I am afraid to have such thinking. I just can't control myself not to think about it.
Besides, I don't understand most of the directors like to take the shot of anal sex imitation to represent bromance scene. It can just be frotting instead of backing. That's why in general people misunderstood about it. A male to male relationship could be merely a frottage bromance.
Today is a public holiday. I watched a movie online this morning. I got to know this movie due to the actor received his best actor award recently. He is Joseph Chang. Some people define this as a gay movie. However, I think it is well to be defined as g0y. The triangle relationship is really harsh. The 康正行 role reveals nakedly my feeling as I am uncertain on my sexual preference and relationship.
The storyline is quoted from wikipedia as follow:
盛夏光年
余守恆（張孝全飾演）和康正行（張睿家飾演）是國小的同班同學，守恆是個性頑皮的小孩，而正行則是品學兼優的班長，也因此兩人雖然坐在隔壁，但並沒有什麼交集。有一天班上轉來一位新的女同學，被老師安排坐在守恆前面的位子。結果在上課時，守恆突然拿出剪刀剪掉了一小撮新同學的頭髮。老師非常生氣，守恆的母親也來到學校向老師說明：守恆在小時候被醫生判定有過動症。老師於是要求正行負責陪著守恆，希望他能夠慢慢的影響守恆。雖然正行心中並不願意，但又不敢拒絕老師，只好答應。於是兩人就在學校中成為「被規定」的好朋友。
長大後兩人又就讀同一所高中（玉里高中），每天早上守恆都會來正行家叫他起床，並用腳踏車載他上學，兩個人是做什麼都在一起的好朋友。守恆參加了籃球校隊，而正行每次都會去看他打球。有一天，學校又轉來一名新的女同學——慧嘉（楊淇飾演），由於慧嘉的頭髮長度超過學校的服裝儀容規定，因此在升旗時，被老師叫上司令台，當著全校的面剪了她頭髮一刀。慧嘉頭髮被剪後，一個人難過的到頂樓散心，正行也在旁邊安慰她，並且幫她修剪頭髮。在慧嘉的提議下，兩人決定蹺課搭火車前往台北遊玩。旅途中，慧嘉開始對正行產生好感。他們住進台北的旅館，在電視上色情影片的氣氛感染下，兩人「試著」要發生性關係，但正行卻突然一個人感到不舒服，躲到廁所。兩個人之間的關係開始有微妙的變化。
後來在學校中，正行和慧嘉相處的時間變多，經常在一起聊天，守恆卻因為從小到大的朋友被「搶走」而有所不滿。但慧嘉漸漸開始發現，正行似乎並不喜歡自己，她詢問正行之後，證實了正行喜歡的是守恆。發現了正行的祕密之後，慧嘉十分難過，而正行也因為面對自己喜歡上守恆的事實而感到害怕，並開始刻意躲著守恆。之後守恆和校隊一起來到台北進行籃球比賽，但正行卻沒有前來觀看，反而是慧嘉一個人前來球場。球賽結束後，慧嘉在體育館的球員休息室中，第一次對守恆發洩自己積壓已久的情緒。而兩人之間也開始漸漸產生好感，守恆要求和慧嘉交往，但慧嘉說「等你考上大學以後再跟你交往」。
因為情緒上的不穩，使得正行在聯考上的成績表現不佳，上了與守恆同樣的私立大學（輔仁大學），而守恆和慧嘉也依照約定開始交往，但是卻向正行隱瞞。守恆還是像以前一樣，早上會來叫正行起床上學，時常要求正行陪他做許多事情；但正行卻因為自己無法將感情說出口，又必須面對重考的壓力，因此經常拒絕守恆的邀約，但守恆並沒有注意到這些變化。某一天晚上，守恆到重考班去找正行，希望他能陪他兜風，在機車上時，正行在守恆的手機中發現了慧嘉的來電，而守恆也承認自己正在跟慧嘉交往。正行聽到之後無法承受這個事實，一個人坐上公車哭著離開了。思路混亂的正行到了一個公園，一個著裝正式的陌生人坐在他旁邊，隨後二人進入了旅館，發生了性關係。事後坐在浴缸裡的正行因第一次性經驗是與一個陌生人和今晚發生的事情而感到萬分空虛。
之後守恆邀請正行參加他系上的迎新舞會，在舞會中正行的心情一直非常不好，不願意與人交談，一個人站在角落。守恆提議玩一種「二選一」的遊戲，一個人說出兩個選項（例如：「爸爸還是媽媽？」或「眉毛還是頭髮？」），而對方必須選出自己比較偏向哪一個。而最後正行因為想不出題目，而問了守恆「我還是慧嘉？」。問完之後正行感到非常不舒服，便準備離開派對會場，並向守恆說出「我又不是自願要當你朋友的！我是從小被強迫的！」這句話。守恆聽到之後非常難過，也哭著騎車離開舞會，結果了被汽車撞到，出了車禍。
正行在家中接到通知電話，因此趕到警局去接出了車禍的守恆。他帶著守恆回到自己家中，準備睡覺的時候，守恆卻突然主動與正行發生性行為，也讓正行不知所措。隔天一大早正行就離開了家中，並打電話給慧嘉請她來接守恆。而守恆也向慧嘉坦承，自己從小因為寂寞，而變得非常依賴正行，而現在慧嘉也出現了，他沒有辦法失去兩人中的任何一個。
隨著寒假的到來，守恆開車帶著正行、慧嘉，三人一起回到花蓮的故鄉。到了海邊，守恆認為正行有事隱瞞，兩人還打了起來，過程中慧嘉受傷，獨自回到車上。而正行再也無法忍受這樣複雜的三人關係，於是下定決心，向守恆說出自己對他的感情；而守恆也對正行說出自己從小到大的寂寞，以及感謝正行的陪伴，並說「你是我最重要的好朋友」。而慧嘉則在車上默默看著兩人。
I just watched the Olympic 2012 Badminton Final - Lee vs Lin.
Such an interesting match. So close yet so far.
Lee - Lin
21 - 15
10 - 21
19 - 21
I am not particularly like/dislike Lee Chong Wei. I only feel sad and disappointed for Malaysia. Malaysia does not have new athlete to compete for gold medal anymore at this moment. Dato Lee Chong Wei is still pride of Malaysia. Besides he is very rich. Therefore this should be alright for him.
Today I go to a property conference in one of the Hotel's ballroom in Subang Jaya. Generally I gained much or less from the conference.
There are a few speakers. There is one speaker motivated us into investment. Formal education only can make you earn for a living but self education can make you earn for a fortune. He believed in 80% thinking and 20% strategy instead of another way round. Before we earn, we must learn as in the word L+EARN.
There are a few speakers that share market trend and strategy on property investment and tax as well. There are a few of new terms that I learned today, such as "lease option"and "tax lien & deed". Not easy to understand but managed to understand a little bit after discussion with brother-in-law. Overall, it is quite an interesting conference. Am I going to invest on another property?
*A replacement post for yesterday
Yesterday my uncle&aunt/cousin did a full moon party for his grandson/son. I did not really talk to my relatives in the gathering. I was just eat, watch television and answer typical questions from my aunt.
Perhaps, I was trying to hide myself from people. I am growing older but I am still single without a girlfriend. I am weird. Cousin are getting married one by one. They are having babies year by year. I am alone. Mum did mention to introduce girl for me but I was trying to avoid her said by ignorance with talk to dad a few days ago. I was being pressured.
I was really upset especially the few days ago. I was hiding myself. I was crying. Nobody knew it. Again, my heart is pain now. I always tell myself not to bother so much. I just can't control myself. God! This is really a big EXAMINATION for me. This is really complicated and a harsh option to choose.
*A replacement post for last 2 days
I accompanied my dad to see Otolaryngology (Ear-Nose-Throat) specialist in Malaya University Medical Centre (UMMC). It involved a certain amount of money even though this is a government related hospital.
Consultation: RM15
Parking: about RM5
Report+Xray(CD): RM25
For those who are are really poor, I don't think they are affordable to see specialist in UMMC even though it is much more cheaper than the private hospital. RM50 is not a small amount for a poor family.
Today I research on the house rental matter.
In fact, the house rental follows the market house selling price. How do we calculate?
For example, the house current selling price is RM 300k. If you sell the house and keep the money in fixed deposit, you can get a 3% interest yearly. Therefore, this 3% could be your house rental for a year, which is RM 9000. Monthly rental is RM 9000 / 12 = RM 750. This calculation is based on a general house rental and sales from the online property websites.
*A replacement post for yesterday
Almost 2 nights since Sunday. I was awaken in the mid of my sleep due to itchiness. Some portion of my arms and legs which without covering with cloth were very itchy. I woke up and washed them in order to relieve the pain. I was wondering what was the reason.
I suspected the bookworms because I brought a few of old story books into my bedroom for reading. However, I noticed a lot of dead mosquitoes all around the floor as well which perhaps killed by the fan. Please go away bugs.
*A replacement post for last 2 days
Recently I have such a strong feeling to go study abroad. It was triggered by my colleague. Europe university is the choice as it offers a joint program with our local university. 2+1 program seems interesting.
Previously I was worried about the long duration of study abroad. There are two reasons. One is for myself and another is for my parents. Culture, language and independent shock for me. Accompanion for my parents. If it is only one year abroad then the worries could be eliminated a lot.
There are still a lot of considerations. Money is the main issue now. Hopefully I manage to get scholarship in order to fulfill my dream to study abroad.
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