Mood :-(

Tomorrow is a brand new working day after Chinese new year break.

Today I feel like very sleepy throughout the day. I am not sure what is the reason. I just feel like I am lazy to work tomorrow.

I am worrying on the crazy traffic. No mood when thinking about the journey to work. 

Besides, I am wondering why I had unpleasant sleeps recently as I had a lot of dreams during sleeping... Do you people have such experience before?

Unimates Gathering

*A replacement post for yesterday

We had our Chinese new year gathering at a well known temple this year. I met up with my university mates again. We used to be very good friends, housemates and schoolmates.

Memories...... We had a great time during our university's life. We used to have our supper together. We used to play DOTA together. We used to travel around together. Classes, celebrations, events, examinations, projects...... It is really a mixed memory of joyful and sadness when together with my buddies who are truthful, real and "brotherness" during our university's time.


One of my friend gave us a "brunch" treat as we went to pay him a visit. Haha......but I believe that he is affordable to treat us a 50bucks meal. Thank you buddy!

CNY Lunch

Today I have my company Chinese New Year lunch.

Here is the menu:

1) Yee Sang - Below Average
2) Soup - Excellent!
3) Chicken - Bad
4) Fish - Worst!
5) Mushroom and Vegetable - Average
6) Rice - Average
7) Dessert - Above Average
8) Kuih - Good

Visiting

Finally everybody is visiting my house today.

My relatives and my friends pay us a visit today. Parents give them a simple lunch and dinner treat.

Besides, I went to my buddy, Mr Y's house together with my my friend, Mr. J. We had a nice chat as well. However, Mr. J is damn XXX. Hardly to explain about him. Perhaps he is a bit extreme on his point of views. Good to be a friend but not good to be a buddy :-P

Nightdream

The reason I named my title as nightdream but not nightmare is due to I cannot totally recall about my dreams.

Since Chinese new year, I had a lot of dreams at my night sleep. I am not sure what is the reason. Perhaps, I was too tired. I don't like the feeling. Tiring and exhausted. I wish I could sleep from night until morning without any dream occurrence. I hope things will be alright soon.

CNY 2nd Day

My heart and brain were influenced by the money again.

This is the 2nd day of Chinese new year. Relatives are visiting each other from home to home. Definitely, there are a couple of standard topics were being discussed.

1) Relationship
2) Career
3) Salary
4) Family
5) Marriage and etc.

I was a bit influenced by the money this time. I am envy on people's achievement and wish to achieve as good as them. However, I realized that what I want is just a happy and peaceful life. I should not compare and compete to relatives. I should be proud of them. Don't compare, you should live for yourself. Good luck!


I like this CNY quote. I wish we could realize it.

CNY 1st Day

*A replacement post for yesterday

Yesterday, it was the first day of Lunar New Year. 

In the morning, I just went to visit a few of my relatives in Petaling Jaya and Shah Alam. At night, I went to pay a visit at the family hall for worshipping Buddha.

There were a few seniors chatted with us in the hall. However, I was sorry to see that there were only 3 of them over there to guard or maintain on the oil lights and joysticks throughout the first 5 days of Chinese new year. This was due to couples number of seniors were independent themselves from this central Buddha society. I am not sure about the concrete reason about the incident but I think that they should not do that......because I think Buddha will never want us to have conflict among each and everyone of us. We should be work together and help each other without any hesitation all the time. 

Reunion Dinner

As usual, my mum cooked a lot to pray for ancestor today (the day before Chinese new year). Here is the menu:

1) Fried chicken
2) Mixed vegetable
3) Fried fish (must be "go he")
4) "Lo" pork with sea cucumber
5) Yam cake
6) Fruits
7) Raw noodles
8) "Huat" cake


The most......
Expensive - contestant number 4!!! (Haha! about the same as in the photo)
I Like - contestant number 5 :-)
I Dislike - contestant number 3 :-(

CNY Preparation

*A replacement post for yesterday

My preparation for this coming Chinese New Year of Dragon was as follow:

1) Car service - engine oil changed, tyres pressure checked, fuel filled
2) Money - ang pow money withdrawal
3) Nothing else......

Damn moody yesterday as scolded by mum due to not helping her in preparation for the next day's praying ancestor dishes raw material. It brought me to a deep thought. 

What was it? I am not going to have a girl friend/wife at this moment. I am pretty sure cons are much more than pros. Am I right?

Pre CNY Celebration

*A replacement post for last 2 days

It was the final working day before Chinese new year. I joined my ex-colleagues for the Pre-Chinese New Year celebration. We had our dinner in a restaurant.

Well, I was quite happy as I have this gang of friends. We had our liquor drink and we had fun because we did "yum sheng" a lot. Haha!

After that, we went for the second round in a cafe and had a great chat until late in midnight. I am really grateful to have them as my friends.

Paper Work

Such a boring paper work today. Fill up, check, edit, read, edit, check, submit......


Back home but still need to work. Finally, done! I need some fun now! Any good suggestion?

Data Back Up

*A replacement post for yesterday

I did my personal computer house keeping yesterday.

Besides, I backed up my precious and important data in my external hardisk as well. Perhaps I was alerted by my company's incident. One of the share folder of my company was being corrupted and unfortunately all the files were not able to be recovered.

Luckily I do not have any important stuffs in the share folder. That was the reason I had my data back up yesterday. Worrying...... 

Abnormal Traffic

Today's traffic was damn bad in the morning. I was late for work today.

In fact, this was due to a stalled trailer somewhere around the highway. This makes everybody becomes tension. I was trapped in the traffic jam even before I was turning into the toll exit.

Sigh, it is such a waste. It is not only the fuel but also our precious time. Hardly imagine I need to go through this kind of pace in future. I think I should plan for my future transportation or workplace now.

This Time

 *A replacement post for yesterday  

Nice Song sharing

"This Time" - Pia Toscano

Well I'm mad as hell
I ain't gon' take it no more
My bag is packed up at the back of your door
'Cause I don't know who I am no more
You won the battle but you lost the war
I've been in denial, now I'm living the truth
Been down for a while, now I'm standing up to you

[Chorus]
This time, this time I'm gonna do it my away
This time, I'm finding out the hard away
This time, I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found me
No more, closing back the real me
Just wait, in a minute you'll see
This time, is in time, it's my time
Getting back to the real me

[Pia Toscano]
Don't try to stop me with the words you say
'Cause I'm sick and tired of the games you play
I'm gonna free myself, gonna make a change
And like a butterfly, I'mma spread my wings
Been crying for too long, now I'm drying my eyes
Grounded for so long, now it's time for me to fly

[Chorus]
This time, this time I'm gonna do it my away
This time, I'm finding out the hard away
This time, I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found me
No more, closing back the real me
Just wait, in a minute you'll see
This time, is in time, it's my time
Getting back to the real me

[Bridge]
I'm mad as hell
I can't take it no more
My bag is packed up at the back of your door

I promise you, this time!

[Chorus]
This time, this time I'm gonna do it my away
This time, I'm finding out the hard away
This time, I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found me
No more, closing back the real me
Just wait, in a minute you'll see
This time, is in time, it's my time
Getting back to the real me

Exclamation

Previously I was not aware off exclamation marks in messages or emails. Now, I am quite sensitive about it.

It is really irritating. It spoils my day. I hate it.


I don't want to think about her anymore. I don't want to see any text from her anymore. Her texts were full of exclamation marks. They are full of anger. Please calm down and check the mobile phone bill properly. Don't keep on accusing me.

Please leave me alone. I just want to have a peaceful life.

Home

I just stay at home today.

Actually I am working at home - paper marking. Tomorrow I think I should prepare for next week class. It is quite tiring but I feel that I am still ok with it. Flexible and comfortable. I like to be at home.

The Chapter Tea and Coffee

*A replacement post for yesterday

Yesterday, I went to have a tea chat with my friends at night. I did not join their dinner in a Japanese restaurant. I went there to have my green tea only after their meal.

The price was damn shocked. It was about RM 120/ 3 pax. My friend told me that the sushi price was RM 3/ pc. Oh my gosh! They really knew how to enjoy life.


Of course, we did go for next round in another cafe - The chapter tea and coffee. We chose this cafe because it was more quiet compared to another one which we planned to go at first. Basically we preferred the silence so that we were able to have a nice chat :-)

Gift

*A replacement post for last 2 days

Post title was drafted since last 2 days but I did not write my blog due to tiredness that night.

Actually, I wanted to talk about the gift which I drew during annual dinner. I received the real gift the day after the annual dinner.

Eventually it was a crystal collections. Not bad, it can be a decoration in my new house.

Bonus

Today is my company annual dinner and it is a bonus announcement day as well.


Surprisingly, I received my bonus slip today afternoon. I never thought that I am entitled to get the bonus for this time. Besides, it is about 1 month++. Thank you very much.



Tonight annual dinner, I draw a gift which is "long champ collections cristal". I thought is a crystal initially. However, it might be a branded handbag. Thank you again!

Share/Stock

Today I felt very sleepy at work around 3pm. Perhaps, I did not have enough sleep yesterday night. I prepared my today's class until quite late at midnight yesterday night. Now I am really sleepy but I still need to post this to my blog today.


I met up with my buddy just now. We discussed about share market and stock matters. I am quite happy to have a buddy like him that we can share almost everything in my life.

Accident

*A replacement post for yesterday

I came back home quite late at night as I had my dinner in a restaurant nearby my company.


On my way home, I was shocked by an accident. There was a motorcycle banged to the small lorry in front of it. This was due to the lorry gave an emergency break and the motorcyclist followed too close at the rear of the lorry. I was just behind the motorcycle. The motorcyclist dropped off from their motorcycle. Luckily, I managed to stop my car from accelerating to the motorcyclist and his passenger. Relieved......

Vegetarian Sunday

*A replacement post for last 2 days

I can't recall what was happening on last Sunday. I did not blogging again.

Ahah......Now only I can remember. It was Chinese calendar day of 15th December-Vegetarian day. This means that Chinese new year is coming soon in about 2 weeks.

We went to one of the town area vegetarian restaurant for lunch. We did not go there for ages, so we gave a try again. However, the dishes were not that satisfying.

At night, we ate a non-vegetarian dish accidentally. Sigh, perhaps we still did not have strong mind to go for vegetarian even though there are only two days per month to be a vegetarian.

Stitches thread removal

Finally I got my stitches thread removal today. Stitches were due to the wisdom tooth extraction last week.

The dentist talked non-stop again. I asked him whether the tooth in front of my wisdom tooth is eroded due to food residue which were trapped in it previously, but he just told me to wait for the wisdom tooth gum recovery first then only get it for examination.


Sadly the dentist told me that my teeth position will not recover back like last time. Sigh, now my lower jaws teeth were a bit ugly as they are not well growth in a nice position. I think this is due to the slant growth of my wisdom tooth last time. However the dentist told me that it is not an absolute reason as those people who did not have their wisdom teeth growth but still having problem on messy teeth positions.

Anyway I am still believe that the ugliness is generated from the wisdom tooth. Wisdom tooth is not wisdom at all!

Photos "Housekeeping"

*A replacement post for yesterday

Yesterday I was trying to tidy and arrange back all of my photos both in hardcopy and softcopy.

There were a lot of photos. I planned to select some of the photos in softcopy for printing into hardcopy since it was more convenient for viewing. I used up a lot of time to complete the housekeeping on those photos. When I saw the clock, it was about 2am in the midnight already.....

Moody

*A replacement post for last 2 days

I was not sure the reason U mobile broadband line was down on Thursday night. I was trying to do my blogging but the internet was not available.

At that moment, I had a bad headache. Perhaps I was still a bit moody. I felt unsure about my future again. Sigh, it was really headache. I can’t blog anymore at that moment.

New Policy

*A replacement post for last 3 days

Damn it. My company was going to amend the working days and working hours.

I can no longer convince myself that I have “special benefit” from this company anymore even though the salary is slightly poor in the market.

Too tension for me to stuck in a heavy traffic jam for twice a day. Oh my gosh! Hardly imagine the nightmare is going to realize soon. Thank you for pushing me to plan for my future career path else I am not motivate enough to start now.

Good luck to all of my fellow colleagues.

Control

*A replacement post for last 4 days

I went to my sister house for an overnight stay on Monday. The reason is to avoid the heavy traffic jam after the school reopens on Tuesday morning.

Sigh, lady is really difficult to handle, including my sister. My brother-in-law came back quite late that night compare to normal day. My sister called him for a lot of times and he did not pick up my sister’s calls. Eventually, he picked up his phone and told my sister that he was taking something from his customer house. My sister showed a little of her temper by that time.

She claimed that she was worried on him. Standard! I used to have such experience before. Obviously, ladies never trust their men. They always tell you that she is worrying about you. However, for me it is too over. Ladies are trying to control their men.

I do not want to jump into this trap again. At this moment, I need my freedom. I hate to be controlled by someone. Ladies in all categories are the same. They like to control their men. Please don’t be like that. Men are human as well. The string will break one day if you pull too tight. Please be more understanding and trust your men.

Gimmick

Chinese New Year is coming soon. It is about 3 weeks to go. Most of the hypermarkets are having their promotion lately.


Giant hypermarket's staffs are rude and ridiculous. They treated us so badly. Giant advertised that MILO (each customer is limited for 3 packets). However, we were told that each family is limited for 2 packets when we were paying in the cashier counter today morning.


This is a serious gimmick. Giant's staffs shouldn't treat customer in this way. They blocked us even though we were going to pay separately in different counters. Such a ridiculous action. They have double standards in handling this case. How did they fairly judge people are from a family? How did they control a family from buying more than 2 packets? What I can say is they are extremely STUPID!

Besides, there were two ladies asking us to give her a packet of MILO separately. One of them was begging and insulting us. I am really don't understand. Things should be first come fist serve. It is not the matter of our selfishness and greediness. This is our right! Where is our consumer right then?! Giant, please improve your marketing strategy and staff development ok? 

Holiday

It doesn't look like a holiday for me today and tomorrow. It is because new semester is going to start by tomorrow.

Even though tomorrow is a replacement holiday for Sunday new year day, I am going to struggle on the new subject preparation. It is really tiring, I need to start over everything again. Besides, this is really a challenging subject for me because I only did averagely in my study last time. I need to put extra effort on developing this subject now. Keep up!