For Who?

Who do you live for?

I live for my parents. I live for my siblings. I live for my girl friend. I live for my relatives. I live for my friends. I live for my colleagues. Who else?

Do I ever think I should live for MYSELF? I am upset. I need to cheer up. Why do I need to care so much? I should think about myself. As long as I feel the true happiness from my heart, I believe my parents will be happy as well. Is that easy? I am wondering now...... 

I like this quotes:

Life is life. Sometime we spend it trying to please others, while other times we spend it just cause we feel we must. However, there is only one true purpose in life, and that is that we must live life for ourselves. For the moment we live it for others is the moment we cease being individuals and start conforming to the boredom and idiocy of society. So, when you ask “How shall I live my life?” look no further for an answer then by asking yourself what you want to accomplish in your lifetime.
~ Racquel ~

Happy vs Sad

I am damn happy today as I managed to hang out with my ex-colleague. We went for karaoke singing and hi-tea break. It was quite relaxing and fun.

However, I was being discouraged by my girl friend again. Should I let go? Well, she is good in some aspects but I just feel extremely stressful when together with her. She has rules that a standard boy friend should acts. I doubt so......

I can be truthful about my thoughts but do you think you are readied for these? I don't want to hurt you in this way. Please be understanding. I still need some of my own spaces. I need to breath. I felt tension in my own house. The tension is greater if you are in my house. Could you let me cool down and don't try to spoil your own image/behavior in my eyes?

Fight

Today I had a fight with my girlfriend.


I just cannot open up my heart to her. I really hate myself. What to do?


There are something between us. It is really complicated. I need to rest. I need to break. I need to cool down. I need to free myself from all of these stress. Please!!!

I'm Into You

I like this song. Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh. It feels great!

"I'm Into You" - Jennifer Lopez + Lil Wayne

[Intro: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (uh)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (yes)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh
(Miss Lopez, uh um)

[Verse 1: Lil Wayne]
Hi, I'm Tune, the man on the moon
I live on the beach, get the sand out ya shoes
And all of that change since I met you
So we can leave that old shit in the restroom
Young Money!

[Verse 2: Jennifer Lopez]
You got me and I could not defend it
I tried but I had to surrender
Your style got me under the spell now
Left me no other choice but to get down

[Hook: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
It's too late (it's too late), it's too late (it's too late)
It's too late (uh), it's too late (tell 'em)
You got it (you got it), you got it (you got it)
You got it (you got it), you got it (uh)

[Bridge: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
When I look into your eyes, it's over
You got me hooked with your love controller (yeah)
I'm trippin' and I could not get over
I feel lucky like a four leaf clover

[Chorus: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
I'm into you, I'm into you
I'm into you, yeaaahh (come on)
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (I'm into you)
I'm into you, yeaaah (uh)

[Jennifer Lopez & (Lil Wayne):]
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (ey)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (yeah)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (ey)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh

[Verse 3: Jennifer Lopez]
Listen, now I'm strong baby I bring the fire on
Sharp shooter, you can call me the Zion
I'm not the one easy to get to
But all that changed, baby when I met you

[Hook: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
It's too late (it's too late), it's too late (it's too late)
It's too late (it's too late), it's too late (come on)
You got it (you got it), you got it (you got it)
You got it (you got it), you got it (yeah)

[Bridge: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
When I look into your eyes, it's over
You got me hooked with your love controller
I'm trippin' and I could not get over
I feel lucky like a four leaf clover (why?)

[Chorus: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (I'm into you)
I'm into you, yeaaah
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (haaaa)
I'm into you, yeaaah

[Verse 4: Lil Wayne]
Okay now I'm into you, like you never knew
I'm falling for ya baby, I need a parachute
Pussy so wet, I need a wet suit
You're way too fly, I could be your jet fuel
Now tell me what you like, I like what you tell me
And if you understand me, then you can overwhelm me
It's too late, it's too late
Every finish line is the beginning of a new race, haaa

[Bridge: Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne)]
When I look into your eyes, it's over (yeah)
You got me hooked with your love controller
I'm trippin' and I could not get over
I feel lucky like a four leaf clover (come on)

[Chorus: Jennifer Lopez]
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (I'm into you)
I'm into you, yeaaah (I'm into you babyyy)
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (I'm into you)
I'm into you, yeaaah

[Jennifer Lopez (Lil Wayne):]
(Yeah)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (yeah)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (yeah)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (ey)
Na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na-eh (yeah)

[Chorus: Jennifer Lopez]
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (I'm into you)
I'm into you, yeaaah (I'm into you babyyy)
I'm into you (I'm into you), I'm into you (I'm into you)
I'm into you, yeaaah 

Street Dance

*A replacement post for yesterday

Again I was lazy to blogging yesterday. Well, yesterday was not a busy day for me. I met up with my primary school's best friend. There is quite some time we did not meet up with each other. He treated me for Sushi King lunch and New Zealand dessert this time. So nice of him......

While waiting for him, I watched a street dance competition. It was fun. I felt like wanna dance together with them. Perhaps, it was a locking/popping dance competition. I am envy that they can dance so well. I wish I am as cool as them too.

FM

Today is the last day of back up team "Ryan and Azah" on the MIX Breakfast show.


Actually the back up team's DJ brought a different atmosphere from Dilly and JD.  However, I am quite prefer to Ryan's hosting as he has a sexy vocal.


Obviously, Dilly is more experience in hosting the Dilly Daily Dilemma among Dilly, JD, Ryan and Azah. Her voice is sweet and nice. No wonder the program is using her name. However she is not that pretty. Else she will gain more credits if she has a charming look.

Sharing

Can we have a 100% sincere thought sharing with other people?


I am depressed because I am too protective on myself. It is hardly for me to share absolute thoughts of myself with other people.


Initially I planned to rate my sincere thought sharing with parents, siblings, girlfriend, buddy and net buddy. Eventually I can't really rate on it. In instinct, I think I shared the most with my buddy at this momment. Thank you for listening, buddy!

Goatee

I feel to have a goatee like the guy as in the photos as below. I think it is cool and macho. Unfortunately, I don't have much hair around my chin. Therefore, I am still clean-shaved at this moment.

Sad Tears

*A replacement post for yesterday

I felt really sad since yesterday. I felt pain in my heart and I felt wanna cry. I am not sure what is the reason. Perhaps, there are a lot of factors which leading to my sadness.

Of course, I did not cry this time. I held my tears. I think that I am a bit depressed recently. I never experience these before. It is too frequent and abnormal nowadays.

Well, working is not an issue for me so far. In fact, I am struggling on relationship matter. It is really tough now. It is not only my relationship with my girl friend but also my parents and sibling. These complicated relationship turned me down. I want to be happy. I feel wanna crying now......please......I need helps!

Alone

*A replacement post for Monday

Again I was lazy on Monday night. I did not blogging. I just chatted with my net friend.

In our text conversation, my net friend felt that I was not mature enough in handling my life. Indeed, I admit that I am not good in it so far.

Perhaps, some people will think that I am so lucky to be the youngest and only son in the family. People think that I am full with loves and cares from the whole family. In fact, this is an absolute answer. I am grateful for all of these.

However, I feel totally tension and stressful on all of these. I can feel the burden of responsibilities is becoming greater. I need to take care on the whole family in future. I need to report out. I need to ensure the harmony of the family is protected. I need to follow people's rules. I really HATE these...

I want freedom. Please, I need to have my own way of living. I want to live with my own style. Can I? Perhaps, I need to choose to live alone......

Big Head Prawn

OMG......I don't know what is happening to me recently. I did mistakes on some of the event's dates quite frequent nowadays.

Last few weeks ago, I went to the class that was supposed to be held on the following week.


I thought that my friend's wedding should be on yesterday. However, it is today.

Again, I thought the family day is today but it was held on yesterday.


Am I ok recently? I think I should concentrate and more alert next time. Such a "Big Head Prawn".

Sore Throat

Perhaps I drank too much red wine yesterday night, I get a bad sore throat today.

I feel very uneasy because there are a lot of flame. This time is attacking on the upper part of my throat. Reddish and swollen. Hope it is going to be recovered soon. No mood......

Wedding Dinner

I just come back from my friend's wedding dinner. I think I am drunk a bit today. However, I think I enjoy myself quite a lot today.

Well, some of my friends are getting married one by one these few years. At the same time, some of them are still single and available. Sometimes, I felt very annoying while attending a wedding dinner, but this time I feel extraordinary good. I am not sure what is the reason.


Marriage is really a big matter to me. Perhaps, I am not readied to get married at this moment. I am still not sure what do I really want actually. Looking, thinking and wandering until now......

Flexi

Flexible better or Fixed better? (Financial...Relationship...Career...)

Flexible - Risky but Exciting
Fixed - Safe but Dull

Which one do you want to choose? I hope that I can choose flexible. However, I just feel that I have no gut to take the risk. That's why I am not going to feel the excitement. What is the meaning to live eventually?


I should jump out from the square. That's enough! I want to live for myself!

Gathering Dinner

Today is my ex-colleague gathering dinner. We went to eat rice with dishes in restaurant. It was a fun and exciting gathering for me as I do not have closed colleague in my new company and the environment is not as merrier as I used to have in my old company.


There are always lose and win when we chose something. Indeed, I chose for the occupation that I prefer but I lost the fun time together with my fellow ex-colleague. No choice, I still need to move on. 


Today I met up with a new guy from my old company as well. He is such a funny and cute young boy. Talkative and naughty type......haha

Phone Call

* A replacement post for yesterday

Yesterday, I was quite happy in chatting with my buddy(Mr. Y), ex-colleague(Mdm. Y) and my girlfriend via mobile phone. 

I felt extremely interested while talking to my buddy and I felt quite interested while talking to my ex-colleague. However, I only felt a little interested while chatting with my girlfriend. What is happening to me? Perhaps, I had such a feeling that I was carrying out my duty while chatting with my girlfriend. I was chatting freely with my buddy and ex-colleague. That's why I had such difference feelings while chatting with three different people. Oh my god, what should I do then?

IQ

Recently I was forced to came across to some IQ questions. Here is an interesting IQ question that I would like to share with each and everyone of you.

Question: Penny bought a puppy and a dog-house for $300.  The puppy cost $250 more
than the dog-house.  How much did the dog-house cost?  (It obviously didn't cost $50).

Answer: $25.  The total cost of $300 was made up of $250 plus the dog-house (for the puppy) plus the dog-house, therefore the puppy cost $275 and the dog-house $25.

 *Now only I know there is another new term, SQ for spiritual ... I need it so much!!!

Keep Your Head Up

Yes I need to keep my head up! Everything will be alright......


"Keep Your Head Up" - Andy Grammer


wooh, ehhhh, wooooh.

I've been waiting on the sunset
Bills on my mindset
I can get deny theyre getting high
Higher than my income
Income's breadcrumbs
I've been trying to survive

The glow that the sun gives
Right around sunset
Helps me realize
This is just a journey
Drop your worries
You are gonna turn out fine.
Oh, you'll turn out fine.
Fine, oh, you'll turn out fine.

But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.

I know it's hard, know its hard,
To remember sometimes,
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.

I've got my hands in my pockets,
Kickin these rocks.
Its kinda hard to watch this life go by.
I'm buyin in the skeptics,
Skeptics mess with, the confidence in my eyes

I'm seeing all the angles, starts to get tangled
I start to comprimise
My life and the purpose.
Is it all worth it,
Am I gonna turn out fine?
Oh, you'll turn out fine.
Fine, oh, you'll turn out fine.

But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.

I know it's hard, know its hard,
To remember sometimes,
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.

Only rainbows after rain
The sun will always come again.
And its a circle, circling,
Around again, it comes around again.

Only rainbows after rain
The sun will always come again.
And its a circle, circling,
Around again, it comes around,

But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.

I know it's hard, know its hard
To remember sometimes,
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.

Keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
Keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
Keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down.

Life?

What is happening to me all the while? I am really upset and moody but I just cannot tell people around me what do I feel. I am totally stress up. I am over "thinking" about my future. It is really really pain in my heart.


Again, I am thinking about my future career path and life. Oh my god, what do I really want to be? What should I do? I am afraid of this and that. I am thinking to further my study abroad. I am thinking to establish my own tuition business. I am thinking to build a harmony family and home. I am thinking of my ability in realizing them. 


Eventually I am thinking I just want to be myself. I just wanna to have a simple and happy life.

Marking

*A replacement post for yesterday

I was too excited to mark test paper. I brought back all the test papers and marked them up the whole night.

However, I think I shouldn't do that again next time. It is because I encountered a bad headache since yesterday night. In fact, marking papers is not a easy task. It really needs full concentration and energy to perform the task. Eventually, I went to bed without blogging yesterday night because I was too exhausted.

Finally, I finished my papers marking today. Now, I feel relieve and I need to relax myself. I need to pleasure myself today! Hehe......

Psycho

*A replacement post for last Thursday

I can't really remember what is the reason I did not blogging last 2 days. Oh my god, I totally cannot recall what was happening on last Thursday night.

Well, I came back home quite late that day due to some students came to see me for their test on the next day. I think I was busying to clean up my mobile phone call logs that night......if not mistaken......

Whatever......indeed I am a bit "psycho" recently......I think this makes me forget things......what to do?

Who Am I again?

Below are yesterday newspaper articles. It is about a homosexual man's perspective  on the homosexual society. It is a interesting article, therefore I keep a copy in my blog. However, I cannot 100% agree with him as he need to aware of a "g0y" society which is newly defined recently. Indeed, this article really makes me feel uncomfortable about who am I again :-( Fxxx 

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（吉隆坡7日訊）同性戀經過漫長的延續發展後，普遍上已根深蒂固，然而社會對同性戀存有灰色地帶的認知，使同性戀者出現兩大派，即開放派與保守派；一些同性戀者，甚至過於自卑而躲在異性婚姻里，繼續他們的粉紅溫存。
近日同性戀議題再被挑起，第4屆的「性取向自主」活動在吉隆坡中央藝術坊展開後，各界開始提出比往年更極端的要求，包括以伊斯蘭教刑事法對付同性戀者，以及警方查禁有關活動。
事實上，同性戀者在異性戀的社會中求存，通常處於較低的社會地位，而遭受生活上的不便與不安，承受了被歧視的壓力。
在文化界工作的同性戀者，阿龍接受《東方日報》訪問認為，這個社會上，同性戀已愈來愈普遍，圍繞在我們身邊的人，十個之中，就有4個是同性戀者。
「當中只有部分同性戀者，絲毫不忌諱的公開承認自己的性取向，也被稱為『幸福型』的開放派同志。」
壓力大多數人低調
自稱也是幸福型的阿龍說，開放派的同性戀者，一般都得到家人的接納，即使得不到家人的接納，也得到兄弟姐妹的接納。這種開放派的同性戀者，都會讓周邊的朋友知道自己的性取向。
公開坦承自己是同性戀者，被指為「出櫃」的人（come out from the closet）。這個名詞在23年前美國「同志社群」號召所有同志上街頭遊行，並列為「一起出走日」而形成今日的名詞。
對阿龍而言，社會對他們不公早習以為常，爭議並沒辦法改變他們的性取向。他們最在乎的是，家人是否接納他們。
「很多同性戀者保持低調，因他們擔心被社會或家人排斥，他們自卑、掙扎，但若把自己的性取向隱藏，只有自欺欺人。」
5歲對男人有性幻想
阿龍是一名先天性的同性戀者。他4歲開始，就知道自己喜歡男人；5歲對男人有性幻想。小學時候，對男校長或男教師存有愛慕之戀，反而對女性不感興趣。
成長過程中，他明確知道自己的性取向，不過沒有太大的內心掙扎，因他清楚知道一個基本原則：「不喜歡就是不喜歡。」
所以，現年38歲的他坦然接受自己是一名同性戀者。雖然父母都催促他找對象成婚，但他並沒有隨著父母的意願，父母雖懷疑他的性取向，但也無可奈何。
「我不想自欺欺人，太多同性戀者即使結了婚，都無法把自己『拉直』，最後發現改變不了事實，表面上是一個異性戀者，暗地里卻仍是同性戀者，兩極化的性取向最終使他們崩潰。」


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（吉隆坡7日訊）在阿龍身邊，有太多同志為了迎合宗教信仰或世俗道德而結婚，最終不是離婚收場，就是活在一個沒有性愛的婚姻里。
「從小我就很喜歡肌肉感的酷男，我很討厭女生身上發出的體香味，若要我牽女性的手，我會感到雞皮疙瘩，兩個『同性』怎麼可以有肌膚之親？」
「所以，當我的朋友都結婚時，我很好奇他們怎麼樣跟老婆親熱？」
有壓力隱藏性取向
阿龍道出自己的感覺時，直言本身與女生是「同性」，反而與男生的關係是「異性」，有一種顛倒地球的錯亂。
阿龍個人認為，社會上有90%的同志，都是先天擁有同性傾向，只有一小撮人是受同性戀者的影響。
「你可知道，很多同志都躲在異性婚姻里嗎？他們有些是畫家、校長、有些更是企業家，他們拋不開世俗的眼光，而活在痛苦與曖昧的邊緣。」
已有一名固定伴侶的阿龍直言，躲在異性婚姻里的同志，並非雙性戀者，他們一般受到3種壓力枷鎖，而把性取向隱藏起來。
（1）家庭壓力、（2）個人價值認知，或（3）道德（宗教）認知，也有一些是糊里糊塗的同志，沒勇氣承認自己的性取向。
「在我們的觀念里，結婚代表是真的男子漢，如果不結婚，在各領域或會比較吃虧；一些宗教則嘗試改變他人性取向，也有一些同志嘗試自我改變，卻只不過把性取向隱藏起來。」
阿龍所看見的是，躲在異性婚姻里的男人，不但無法把自己走回「正軌」，反而愈激發他們真正自我的認知，最終有人以離婚收場。而繼續婚姻的同志，其實已進入無性狀態的婚姻關係。
「同性戀雖然被指為違反自然律，然而，如果同性戀者硬硬撮合異性戀者，最終受傷害的不但是他自己，也包括妻兒。」




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（吉隆坡7日訊）同性戀已擴散到種族無疆界，據阿龍所知，這個社會愈來愈多同性戀者，是因為各族群年輕同胞都走進粉紅世界。
他說，從按摩院里，可以看到五花八門的同志世界。不但只限於華人，也有馬來人、印度人，甚至外勞的入侵，也擴大了同性戀的圈子。
「大馬的孟加拉人、巴基斯坦人、越南人、緬甸人、泰國人、中國留學生，為了討生活，也在按摩院當按摩師，他們當中有90%是同性戀者。」
阿龍說，吉隆坡及檳城是同志按摩中心的基地，分別有超過10間，也有分為巫裔光顧的按摩院，及其他族群光顧的按摩院。
由於吉隆坡的競爭力較激烈，所以，價錢比檳城便宜。
「通常走進同志按摩中心的人，基本收費是每小時45令吉，若顧客要求額外性服務，便另付50令吉至100令吉的費用。按摩師大部分都是外籍人。」
阿龍直言，他若上按摩中心，會選擇異性戀者的按摩師，以讓他得到快感。這些異性戀者為同性戀者提供性服務，完全是為了金錢。
為同性戀者提供服務性質的地方只有在按摩院里，除此以外，同性戀解慾的管道便在三溫暖或酒吧里。
「一般上，同志三溫暖，只有同志光顧，他們都在那里尋找對象，一旦雙方對上，就在房間里解慾。但是，同志三溫暖在國內並不普遍。」

FM Hitz Song

* A replacement post for yesterday (I was drunk a bit and felt sleepy to blogging, however I did some reading on political book after recovery from drunk :-P)


A recommended nice and hitz song.


"Mr. Know It All" - Kelly Clarkson

Well you think you know it all
But you don’t know a thing at all
Ain’t it something y’all
When somebody tells you something ’bout you
Think that they know more than you do
So you take it down, another pill to swallow
Mr. Bring Me Down
Well you like to bring me down, don’t ya?
But I ain’t laying down
Baby I ain’t going down
Can’t nobody tell me how it’s gonna be
Nobody’s gonna make a fool out of me
Babe, you should know that I lead, not follow
Chorus
Oh you think that you know me
That’s why I’m leaving you lonely
‘Cause babe, you don’t know a thing about me
You don’t know a thing about me
You ain’t got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah, baby, you don’t know a thing about me
You don’t know a thing about me
Mr. Play Your Games
Only got yourself to blame
When you want me back again
But I ain’t fallin’ back again
‘Cause I’m living my truth without your lies
Let’s be clear, baby – this is goodbye
I ain’t comin’ back tomorrow

Holiday

Today is the replacement holiday from yesterday Raya Haji Day. As I know, it is a sacrifice day. Cows are killed in this duration of time. People are gathered together in the sacrificing ceremony. Since I am not a Muslim, I was reading and sleeping throughout the day.


Suddenly I noticed that I am interested in reading recently. I just dug out my university's Chinese society magazine. I used about a few hours to finish up the reading. Actually I did not read when I bought it since I was in university. Perhaps, I was too lazy to read previously. Well, I think I should read as much as I can in the future as reading is beneficial to us.

Real Steel

I just watched this movie (Real Steel) today. I rated "excellent" for this movie as the action and story is interesting and touching.

The little actor (Dakota Goyo) is cool. He is really talented in acting. I like his cool dance, together with his robot (Atom) in the movie. Suddenly feel like wanna learn to dance. It is cool. 

Sexy Woman

For me, I feel that a women is sexiest when she shows only portions of her breast. I can say this is the most arousing look which can make me horny. Please don't show me your nipples... It spoils the beauty. 

This is one of my favourite sexy Asian star - Vivian Hsu. She is sexy in these looks. Like it!

Love

* A replacement post for yesterday

I am confusing sometimes. I am not sure whether I am still in love with my girl friend at this moment. Yesterday, we did a phone chat for about half an hour. I was a bit  impatient on the phone call. I did not feel comfortable as she was saying the same things to me again. Did she notice about it? I should tell her.

I feel in love with my girl friend emotionally as she loves me so much and she is understanding (I know I am not a good boyfriend in caring people). However, in the other way round, I feel worry as I am not that attracted to her physical(except her sexy boobs) and extreme behavior(except her understanding). Hopefully, our love may blooms one day!

Discourage

Today I was a bit embarrassed because I did not manage to answer the student's questions. Perhaps I did not prepare well for my class this time.


I think I was discourage by these situations yesterday and today. I feel that I am not that good in controlling and handling the class. 

In fact, I should think in a positive way that I am new and lack of teaching experience. I will learn through experiences for better teaching pedagogy in the future. Hopefully I manage to get through all of these difficulties soon.

Workshop

Today's workshop was damn bored as I noticed that I am not good in conducting an exciting workshop so far. Perhaps, my look and talk are too serious.

I think I should learn for the method to build rapport and interest with the floor of audience. In fact, I was too fast to begin on the boring presentation about the electrical circuit stuff. I should pull the attention from the audience at the beginning of the workshop. I was just too rush and perhaps I did not prepare well enough for the workshop this time. Well, this is an experience and I should make it better in future. Move on and improve!

Raining

Again today is a raining night. I am wondering most of the people prefer on a rainy or sunny or cloudy day. For me, I prefer to have a sunny weather in the morning, a cloudy weather in the afternoon and a rainy weather at night.


In fact, I do not like those extremely weather. Luckily I am living in Malaysia as we only encounter sunny and rainy weather all the while. We do not need to live in an extreme hot weather in summer and an extreme cold weather in winter. It is not fun to live in a country with 4 seasons as there are a lot of preparation are required before each season is coming. However, it is really fun to go to the countries with 4 seasons for leisure as you can encounter the weather which we never see before. Perhaps, it is a good experience.