Facial

Today is my first time of doing facial.  I did my appointment for the facial session since last 2 weeks. It was only worth RM7/session and today is the last day of the promotion from Bizzy Body. Else I don't think I will go for any facial without such good offer. 


After visiting the facial+slimming centre, I noticed that those kind of facial and body slimming sessions are really expensive in normal price. I am wondering who are those affordable for these kind of services. Normal facial session with cleansing, scrubbing, light extraction, masking and moisturizing costs you RM150/session. Is it really worth to spend? For me, I think they are "sucking blood". I rather choose to do my DIY cleansing, scrubbing, masking and moisturizing at home. It is because after the RM7 facial session, I did not feel any difference as my white/black pores are still there. I thought they are going to remove them in this kind of facial session. However, the answer is NO.


Well, at least I learned something from the outlet manager. She is very friendly and good in English conversation during explaining to me about facial care. Now I know, normal facial care at home with 3 step. Cleanse(remove dirt/oil) -> Tone(refine pores) -> Moisturize(retract skin). Luckily she is not that kind of aggressive type. However, I feel it was a bit embarrassing when I reject to sign for the promotion course with RM161/session with special facial treatment. What to do? Not enough money to spend maaaaaa......

Relatives Gathering

Today is my relatives gathering again. All of them are waiting eagerly for the coming trip in China soon. Besides, they are planning for a trip in Cameron Highland.

They were really interested in discussing on the trips because I noticed that they speak loudly with a lot of joys. I have an urge to join the China trip as well but I don't think I manage to make it. This is due the period of trip is quite long and I do not have enough annual leaves to take so far. The most important thing is I do not have budget on a holiday trip at this moment.

Never mind, at least I went to quite a few places this year. Singapore and Japan. I should feel satisfied enough. Hehe......

Love

Today my girl friend asked me for patching back on our relationship. 


Actually, I was quite firm to separate at the beginning when she was insisting that I am the ONLY one who need to change in this fighting scenario. I am not sure what is the reason. Eventually I accepted to be together with her again.


Well, I am thinking now. What is the real reason I still want to patch back with her? Does it due to I really love her? Does it due to I pity on her? Perhaps, I love her more and more now. In fact, I think that she is really love me because she gave her first night to me and begged me to patch back. If I still reject her, seems like I am a bit small-minded.

We have a deal. I have to accompany her more and she cannot get mad to me easily. Hopefully, this relationship can be sustained and I hope we can have a happy and harmony family in the future.

Concentration

*A replacement post for yesterday

I was moody since last Saturday due to my relationship problem with girl friend. Yesterday, my timetable was quite packed. I did not prepare well for my class due to the bad mood recently.

Actually I encountered some difficulties to answer student's questions. However, everything was fine as I managed to handle the situation. Luckily I did not bring my bad mood into my class and I think that I am quite professional. Haha... Teaching is a method for me to have full concentration as I did not think about my relationship trouble during the classes were conducted. In fact, if we want to release our stress on something, concentration is important as it may helps us to relieve and cool down. This is what I had learn from the book which I read last two days during holiday.

Bleeding Love

I like her vocal a lot. It is so powerful and sexy.

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen

But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found something true
And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

Reading

*A replacement post for yesterday


Yesterday it was a public holiday - Deepavali and it is a Malaysian Indian Hindu's celebration day. I used the day diligently. I was quite satisfied because I managed to finish reading a book within a day. 


This is a soul counseling book as I need it so much recently. The author is a Taiwanese. The reason I bought this book is due to one of the subtitle in this book which attracted my attention. Here it is:


"Walk in your own path, then you can see the beautiful scenery" and this is of course the direct translate from mandarin. I want to walk in my own path because I want to see the beautiful scenery!

Boyfriend's Responsibility

Boyfriend's Responsibility 
1) Driving (everytime unless you are sick)
2) Paying (meals, movies, tickets, etc......)
3) Planning (date, venue, place, etc......)
4) Remembering (everything from her mouth and your promises to her)
5) Accompanying (call, messaging and dating with committed frequency)


My advice......
If you cannot commit on the above requirements, please do not become a boyfriend. Some ladies have this kind of mindset, please be aware! 

Live for yourself

*A replacement post for yesterday.

Here are some quotes which I extract from a blog - Lessons from today. I think I should open up my mind and practice on these. I should live for myself. I should ignore other people's thinking on me. I should do what I fond of. However when come to the case of people's thinking is same as your near and dear one's thinking. For example, being a Single Man. How am I going to deal with it? GOD, could you please guide me to the correct path?

"If you want to attend something fun such as a pottery or Latin dance class, stop worrying about what others will think. Instead ask how you would feel about yourself once you get done with it? Will you feel good? Will you be impressed by yourself?"

"People will think about your actions only for a moment because they too have a life of their own. But if all they do is talk about you amongst themselves to judge you, then they are not worth your concern. Either way, there is no reason to live for “people”. Live for your family, for your real friends, and most importantly, for yourself."

Immature

Why you can be so immature? We need to discuss face to face in order to resolve our problem. I really do not understand why you are not willing to do so? You are trying to avoid the reality. You don't know how to treat this issue in a mature way? Discussion face to face is a must.

You keep on chasing me for an answer? You should aware that a relationship is not a individual matter. It is a two people matter. You keep on saying that I need to change my attitude, if I did not commit then you will go and our relationship will over. 

Why you can treat this issue like this? Apparently in your mindset, I am the one who has to change only in order to continue this relationship. Perhaps you are over confident to yourself. Do you ever think you should change your attitude as well? Your uncontrolled bad temper and "breakup" phrase are the obstacles of our relationship continuation. I told you many times before that we should discuss in a proper manner before fighting and quarreling. This is an adult way to resolve problem. Did you listen? If we are going to get married one day, is it going to have such consequences again and again?

I think both of us have to admit that we are not compatible enough. You and I are totally in a conflict perspective. Nobody is willing to tolerate on this. Actually in our previous fight, the conclusion was both of us have to put effort to make the relationship move further. However, at the end, we are still wander in the same point. We feel that we put effort, but in reality we are not. Now you are still insisting to get the answer from me. This is not an issue of YES or NO. I think it is the way of resolving problem. Of course we couldn't avoid quarrel and conflict, but how do we resolve it? Discuss in a proper manner! You just couldn't make it. What to do?

Compatible

I know that all couples do quarrel and fight among each other once a while. However, I think it is very important for a couple to be compatible enough. They should be able to exist together without problems and conflict. They should able to have a harmonious relationship and well-suited with each other.

Do you think is it ok  for a couple to have very critical quarrel for frequency=3times/12months? I don't think this is a good sign. I was a bit frustrated on this relationship. I foresee my future will be a trouble one if we are continuing to be together.


In fact, I am a very stubborn person. I am a peace supporter. I am a high expectation guy who is not confident on myself. Well, she is a bad temper person. She is like a volcano which can exploded critically in a particular of time. Seems like she is quite confident to herself.

Today, we have a conflict again. She felt that I did not respect her due to I did not accompany, call and sms her enough. In fact, she demotivated me to move further in this relationship. She should make herself look more attractive. The key point is her body and attitude. I was demotivated due to her body and her bad temper. She should discuss in a proper manner with me first. She shouldn't tell me about those "no need to stay together" phrase to me. It is really hurt and demotivating me. fxxk.

Internet Limit

OMG. Today is only the day of 21 of October. My internet usage for this month is almost near to the usage limit. Perhaps, I watched a lot of youtube for the Hokkien drama trailers last few weeks.

I need to control myself from going online today onwards. Does 600MB of download+upload data is enough for the coming 10 days? I think it should be sufficient enough if I just do normal surfing daily. Well, I have to abstain and control for not doing massive downloading and uploading temporarily.

Favourite Hong Kong Actor

Kevin Cheng is one of my favourite Hong Kong actor. He is mature and cool.

Heartless

*A replacement post for yesterday

Hit-and-run! Why people walked on and did nothing? At least call for emergency help and call for attention! The toddler was helpless. Why people become so heartless nowadays?

Confirmation

Finally, I got my confirmation letter after 3 months of probation in my new job. I obtained my salary adjustment for a hundred plus. I should feel glad about it but I just feel nothing. I can no longer find my happiness nowadays. I should find out my life satisfaction so that I can continue to live.



Why? I am wondering what are the things which can really make me feel happy? I am dumb. Am I doing the right choice to be in a relationship? Am I doing the right choice to change my career direction? What do I really want in my life? Am I cheating myself? I am confused. I just want to be happy. I need happiness truly from my heart. I wish I could have. GOD please do advise me, I need your assists.

Favourite Hong Kong Actress

Myolie Wu is one of my favourite Hong Kong actress. Although she is not very pretty but I like to watch her acting in drama.

 

Go Green

Today, I went to buy and pack my lunch with my container. I felt really good because I am going Green. It is time for us to realize the importance of reuse, recycle and reduce 3R concept.

Hopefully everybody has their own awareness on the 3R concept to save our earth. I believe on retribution 因果报应. If not, one day we will suffer from the lack of resources due to our wastage and selfishness. 

Ops, I just suddenly relate 3R concept to masturbation. Should I conserve my resource for future use? I should reduce my jack off frequency :-P

Happiness or Trouble

*A replacement post for yesterday

Yesterday, I brought my girl friend to my house. I spent my time with my parents and her from afternoon until night. Perhaps, this was one of the marriage training before we got married.

Additional of a new member in your family will make you feel happier or there are more troubles will be raised up? I am worrying again. I know what I want. I wish I could have a harmony family. I hate arguing and fighting. However, those negative scenes were just keep existing in my mind. I cannot make my mum crying and hurt her feeling. My heart will be extremely pain and sour. I know the feeling......it is really painful......

Moody

Today, I am moody. Why the life is so complicated. I am not happy. I have no confidence in my current relationship. I feel completely insecure of my future family life. Women are unpredictable. Mother and daughter-in-law relationship is tedious and I am going to be the victim eventually.


Buddy, can I talk to you now? However, I am afraid that I will like you too much. I always set a boarder between us.  I tried to avoid normal men to men body contact (hand over shoulder) with you. I know I trust you a lot. I told you a lot about myself to you more than my girl friend. I feel that you are such a buddy that I can share everything with you. I just like you to be a big brother of me. The only thing that I couldn't tell you that I have affection on guy. Perhaps I am a g0y!

Vocal

*A replacement post for yesterday. Again due to the "speed watching".

Another of my favorite actor in hokkien drama <Family Harmony>. He is 黄少祺. I like to listen to his vocal in hokkien conversation. Haha!

Percentage

I have a challenging mathematics question right here. Kindly comment. Here it is:

Problem statement: You have an amount of values in your house, you must sign up an insurance plan that could insure you 20% greater than the amount of values in your house for your loss protection.


1st question: You have RM 50k values in your house, please determine the insured values of insurance plan that you must sign up.

2nd question: You signed up a RM 100k  insured values plan, please determine the amount of values in your house.

Solution A

1st question:

100% --> RM 50k values in your house
RM 50k + 20% = RM 50k + (RM50k X 20%) = RM 60k

2nd question:

100% --> RM 100k insured values plan
RM 100k - 20% = RM 100k - (RM 100k X 20%) = RM 80k

Solution B 

Mo = an amount of values in your house
Mi =  the insured values plan that you must sign up
Mi = 120% of Mo = 1.2 Mo

1st question:

Mo = RM 50k; Mi = 1.2 X RM 50k; Mi = RM 60k

2nd question:

Mi = RM 100k; RM 100k = 1.2 X Mo; Mo = RM 83.33k


I think Solution A should be the correct method in solving the problem. How do you think?

Speed Watching

*A replacement post for yesterday due to my "speeding watching" yesterday and I felt entirely exhausted.

As we know, there is a method so called speed reading. That is read in a big picture rather than word by word. However, I discovered a method of speed watching yesterday. Speed watching of the long episodes of Hokkien drama. I managed to watch from episode 30 until 130 within one night.

How can I do that? Actually, I watched the drama in a big picture. I only watched the trailer at the end of each episode in youtube and  it is how "speed watching" can be achieved. 

Women

*A replacement post for last two days

Here is a joke to share with all of you.


Q: Do you know what is the reason women always ask a lot of questions? 
A: It is because women lack of chromosome "Y". As a result, women will ask a lot of "WHY".


WHY = Questions!!!

Knowledge

Today I learned something from my girlfriend. Now I only know the holes where lady is urinating and delivering baby are two different places. I think my sex knowledge is very lousy. Here is the illustration of urinary opening and vaginal opening. Previously I thought vagina and urinal are at the same hole.

Threaten

I am the kind of person who is always worry on everything. I am worrying on my future life, my career path, my wealth, my family, my lover and my public relationship. In other words, I have no confident on myself. Sometimes, I am not even know what do I want and what do I prefer?

Sigh, this is so sad and my heart is pain and sour at this moment. I am not blaming my parents actually. However, I am wondering does the threaten way of education from my parents(especially my mum) to me since I was small until now is the cause of my self-confidence lacking.

I was being threaten when I decided not to accompany my parents to a religion's theory class today. I wish I could walk out from the threatening shadow one day. I want to be who I am and I want to do I want to do one day. Keep it up!   

Chinese Wedding Dinner Ang Pow

This year is the best wedding year. There are a lot of my friends got married throughout the year. Perhaps this year is the year of rabbit and most of the couples plan for Dragon baby by next year?


I went for a few wedding dinners last few months. I really dislike them. They were too commercialized. Who is the winner for this kind of event? Not the host or the guests but the restaurant's boss. I feel that we are so stupid in following this Malaysian Chinese's culture. 

Well, I am not sure what is the thinking of the host in "treating" their guests. Do they consider on the guest's feeling? Unless the hosts are really giving their guests a treat without receiving ang pow money from the guests. I feel that we are so stupid in treating ourselves in people's wedding all the while. Why don't we just save the money for ourselves and treat our guests with those money? I think this is the way in giving a true happiness to the hosts and guests.

X-ray

Today my mum dug out an old X-ray photo of my chest and skull. Oh, this was taken when I was 4 years old. I was tiny, haha!

We are curious on the reason of taking the X-ray by that time. Luckily, I manage to find an X-ray report in the X-ray photo's envelope.

PARANASAL SINUSES
The maxillary sinuses are slightly cloudy. The nasal air passages are narrowed consistent with rhinitis. No other lesion is seen.

It was full with the medical terms which I found difficulties to understand. Perhaps, this was due to my serious coughing when I was small.

iPhone 4S vs Samsung Galaxy S2

No surprise from Apple on the new launched iPhone 4S this time. Seems like Samsung Galaxy S2 is still much more cool than iPhone 4S with its Vivid.Fast.Slim.
 
iPhone 4S new features
1) Siri. The intelligent assistant that helps you get things done. All you have to do is ask.
2) Dual-core A5 chip. The most powerful iPhone processor ever.
3) The you-can’t-believe-it’s-on-a-phone camera.
4) Video recording. In 1080p amazing HD.
5) iOS. The world’s most advanced mobile operating system. And the easiest to use.
6) iCloud. Your content. On all your devices.

Teacher=Artiste?

I felt really exhausted after came back from work yesterday night. Perhaps this was due to the 3 hours continuous class yesterday. Basically, people have the mindset that teaching is an easy job. Now, I realized that it is as tiring as other jobs. However, the only difference is the urgency of job completion is slightly slower compare to the industry work. There are a lot of preparation works before a teacher is able to conduct a class. 

At this moment, I still enjoy the preparation and presentation session. Indeed I was born as a artiste! I wish to be an actor, a singer, a dancer, a model or a designer. Due to some reasons, I only manage to be a teacher today.

Physical

*A replacement post for yesterday

I wish that I could have this kind of physical built. Not too skinny, not too muscular. Athletic type......

Complicated

I met up with my girlfriend and we went for lunch today. We only spent about 2-3 hours together in the restaurant and her house after our last weekend holiday trip. 

Woman's brain is hardly to be understood. She always want to come to my house. I think I told her before that I hate to travel back and forth between my house and her house. It is quite far away even though we stay in the same district. She should understand me. I can feel that she was a bit disappointing this afternoon after I sent her back home. Perhaps, she is angry to me now that she didn't reply my message until this moment. (I just got her replied message with "O...")

I really hate this kind of situation. I feel like wanna call Mr. Y(one of my good friend) to talk to him about my problem. I know Mr. Y is my buddy that can bring me up. However, I am afraid that this kind of male to male relationship/bonding will become complicated one day.

My feeling is a little bit complicated now. I need someone to talk to. Sadly to said that even my chat friends are not available in chatroom tonight :-(

Flirt

*Again, a replacement post for yesterday. I was just too lazy to keep posting recently.


Yesterday, I woke up very early in the morning and washed my car. It was really exhausted due to the car was too dirty. In order to save money and time, I chose to wash the car by my own at home rather than sending the car to car wash service center. Perhaps, the car wash cost is around RM10 nowadays that I feel that it is expensive. Besides, I dislike to wait alone for the car to get cleaned in the car wash center. It is too bored for me.


Well, I flirted with my girlfriend on the phone yesterday night for awhile. I am quite curious on her thoughts actually after our sexual experience. Sometimes, I felt that she is quite open and had little experience on sex. However, she acted shy and simple（单纯） in our phone conversation. She told me that she will not talk about sex issue with me in public place. Indeed, I think that she is eagerly waiting for me to pleasure her in our next amateur action soon.

  

Drunk

*A replacement post for yesterday due to I was drunk

I hang out with my friends in OverTime until late in midnight yesterday. I was a bit drunk. Surprisingly, I managed to drink for 1 big glass and 1 small glass of beer. This is due to we had a free 1 small glass( worth RM15) with purchase of 1 big glass(RM30) before 9pm. I disliked the singing band because they were too noisy. We needed to shout loudly in our chatting. It was so uneasy.