I was repairing the plaster ceiling. I got angry as I was being urged to stop performing the repair work. I didn' want to carry out my task half way.
Finally I am tightening my stomach now as I did not join the dinner just now. Sometimes, repairing stuff just cannot be held and pending in half way.
Perhaps, mum and sister are angry at me now. I am angry too. Please be considerate. I was doing these to maintain the house condition. It wasn't for fun. Anyhow, the compound that I used was a bit suck. I was smashing the solid rock type plaster and mixing with water to form a semi solid-liquid solution to paste the broken ceiling. It was really messy and difficult.
Today I stay at home throughout the day. We went out for dinner with sister's family at night.
I slept a lot in the afternoon. Lifeless. Hopeless. Motionless. Heartless.
I hope I can go through all of the obstacles.
*A replacement post for 27 Sep 2013
Yesterday, I got a news that my relative was married lately. His marriage was not an ordinary one. Anyhow, I wanted to congratulate him. Perhaps his country acceptance level is considerably high on this relationship.
Again, I was thinking about myself. Felt uncertain and hopeless...... What did I live for? Perhaps, FAMILY is my life motion......hopefully the only thing that I live for won't break my fragile heart......
*A replacement post for 26 Sep 2013
I tried on the sound processing for assignment drafting. It was really complicated and tiring but interesting(little bit).
*A replacement post for 25 Sep 2013
I have a forgetful brain nowadays. Gosh......
I was very sure i put the keys at the letter pocket but they were found in the keys pouch finally. Mum was angry to me as she felt I was accusing her. She didn't want to talk to me for a while at that moment. I was really sorry. I didn't mean it. I was just too worried for the lost of keys.
*A replacement post for 24 Sep 2013
It was a very touching ending of the China drama. I couldn't wait until it was broadcasted in the local TV and I watched via the internet streaming. I cried while watching as the Princess and her son were really pathetic. She committed suicide to show that she was being accused in order to protect her son.
There is an attractive actor in the drama who caught my attention too. He is 張天陽(博爾濟吉特•承毅). Actually he is very young but took a mature role in the drama. His birth was 12 Aug 1990. He was in his 23 only.
*A replacement post for 23 Sep 2013
Recently I learned Feng Shui from my colleague.
We referred to a google play application - Feng Shui Compass. The house can be divided into 9 blocks. Each block has its own luck. I found out that I needed to place dried calabash（葫芦） at the kitchen as it fall at the ominous block. Hopefully, it was going to work after we put calabash over there.
*A replacement post for 22 Sep 2013
I accompanied mum went to see doctor at a charity society as she claimed her arm was anesthetized sometimes. During registration, we were being told that the service are only given to the poor people who are not affordable with low family income of RM1.5k and below.
End up we left and went to shop in the wholesale complex. The shops arrangement were damn complicated. Mum shopped for her trousers and slippers.
*A replacement post for 21 Sep 2013
I spent quite a lot of money within a day.
1. Morning market - Breakfast Nasi Lemak x2 with Red Bean Soup x1 (RM5.80)
2. Old house - Letter taken (RM0.00)
3. Giant Hypermarket - Window shopping (RM0.00)
4. APT Hair Saloon - Haircut x6 package (RM90.00)
5. Eu Yan Sang - Groceries and Supplement (RM151.95)
6. Tesco Hypermarket- Groceries shopping (RM55.30)
7. Vegetarian Restaurant - Lunch Mixed Rice x2 with plain water x1 (RM7.30)
8. Car - Petrol (approximate RM10.00)
*Morning market raw materials which bought and paid by mum were not included yet. Life is not easy nowadays.
*A replacement post for 20 Sep 2013
I felt kinda sleepy at work on the day. I heard news that my problematic colleague wanted to sue the company. I thought he was crazy. Chances were given to him actually. You were the one who created problems in your works. Please awake and admit your problem. Put down your ego, ok?
At night, I went to life theory class in temple. It was not bad as it was an open ended lecture. The lecturer did engagement with the audience by asking us to list down things that made us can't laugh, can't eat, can't sleep, can't let go. Then he explained them one by one.
I wished mum got some inputs from the speaker. If son or daughter is not married, please let go. He/she might be the one who being assigned by god to help the world.
*A replacement post for 19 Sep 2013
It was mid autumn festival. Moon round and people gathered. 月圆人团圆。 I felt regret as dad wasn't together with us anymore. Dad, I am so sorry. You were really a great dad.
I was talking too much with colleagues. New colleagues were too quiet in listening. I thought I better remain silence next time. Talk too much may bring harmful effects. I thought I have to moderately chat in future.
*A replacement post for 18 Sep 2013
When I parked my car at the allocated visitor's car park slot of my sister's condominium, I saw a COACH purse on the floor which was next to my parking slot. Therefore, I picked up the purse and checked the content. Unfortunately, it was empty and left with some non important card.
I thought of returning the purse to the security guard at the beginning. Finally I just put it on the concrete fence at the car park area as there were no cash and important cards in the purse. Besides, the purse was freaking old and dirty and I was lazy to perform tedious reporting.
Perhaps, the purse was purposely being thrown by the owner. I doubted so......
*A replacement post for 17 Sep 2013
Food sold in my company cafeteria which is operated by a new operator became more expensive.
3 vegetable type dishes + 1 rice cost me RM3.50 to RM4.50. Luckily it has free flow drink of Chinese tea.
It seemed like economic rice no longer economic nowadays.
*A replacement post for 16 Sep 2013
Changed 2 front tyres as a wheel was damaged a bit at the side for front tyre......
Noticed when checking air for tyres at the previous day during the journey to zoo......
Knowledge......
175 / 65 R14
Nominal width of tyre in milimeters / Ratio of Height to Width (aspect ratio) / Radial Rim Diameter Code
B+A+N.Gas
Balancing+Alignment+Nitrogen Gas
*A replacement post for 15 Sep 2013
Went to zoo......Easy route......Straight only......
Expensive entrance fee......RM30/adult......
Did not fully visit the zoo......niece noisy......
Animal show......not interesting......
Overall......not worthy......
Went TESCO for groceries shopping as we had RM5 voucher per RM60 purchase......
*A replacement post for 14 Sep 2013
Cut grass......
Hand painful......
Only small piece of area was tidied......
Changed blazer for larger size......
Nice policy......
Friendly staff too......
Went auntie house......
Since nearby after changed blazer......
Chit chatting......
Went AEON shopping mall to buy piece a cushion for sofa......
Saw dragon dance......
Claimed goodie bag for little niece......
Went to eat dinner in restaurant......
Seaweed fried rice and fresh noodle soup......
As last customer......
*A replacement post for 13 Sep 2013
Student project presentation and demonstration......
I was a bit over in asking questions......
Students were being frightened......
Course leader was a bit controlling on the oral assessment......
Luckily it wasn't my assessment but another colleague's......
Unhappy with it......
*A replacement post for 12 Sep 2013
Bought blazer......
Saw a guy bought a shirt with RM149......
Huge spending power in city......
Went to check condominium......
Almost trapped in the condominium as the doors were secured......
We used the wrong door......
Able to went out but cannot came in......
Took a round back to entrance......
*A replacement post for 11 Sep 2013
Passed key & access card of condominium to property agent for client viewing......
Dealing procedure......
-Got agent's namecard
-Got agent's identity card
-Snapped with smart phone
-Handover key and card
*A replacement post for 10 Sep 2013
Frequent urge to pee improved a bit......
Perhaps due to the cold weather......
Maybe mental / psychology issue......
Worried......
A bit of back pain also......
List of suspects......
-free toilette spray when bought Gatsby hair gel
-expired car / windscreen wax which kept for long time
-home-made bit root drink which was drank at night
-freezing cold HL milk which was drank early in the morning
*A replacement post for 9 Sep 2013
Palm's skin off when reached company......
Suspected
-touching the cloth with wax before departing for work......
-multiple washing/waxing with chemicals on previous few days......
Went toilet to pee frequently......
Suspected......
-poisoned by the wax as touching bread which served as breakfast......
-drank freezing cold HL milk......
*A replacement post for 8 Sep 2013
Went out to have breakfast and lunch......
Mum's treat for restaurant's lunch......
Celebration for brother-in-law birthday......
*A replacement post for 7 Sep 2013
Washed toilet......
Wash car......Waxed car & windscreen......
Tired......
*A replacement post for 6 Sep 2013
100th day of dad's death prayer......
Mum cried when making coffee...... (Cried for a couple of times later)
Went to banks to settle stuff......(invalid address, contra zing/credit card balance, fixed deposit placement)
Senior citizen priority in one of the banks was confusing......
Number to be taken before heading to counter......
However priority label at counter wasn't removed......
Bought jelly mooncake ingredients......
Home-made jelly mooncake......
*A replacement post for 5 Sep 2013
Donation for compassionate token to unknown colleague......
Felt the need to donate after experiencing......
Could be a big amount with everyone's contributions......
Went to ask god for brother-in-law's health in temple with mum......
Many instructions to be followed......
I confused and felt blur......
*A replacement post for 4 Sep 2013
Found a potential education franchise via the internet......
-Mathematics, English, Chinese
-Problem solving......
-Lifelong learning......
-Critical thinking......
-Self-directed......
-I am the key......
Quite interesting and good principles......
*A replacement post for 3 Sep 2013
Helped colleague with his new gadget S4 mini......
Trouble on GPS......
All locations found were oversea......
Solution......
Setting > Location services > Use wireless networks > CHECKED
*A replacement post for 2 Sep 2013
RON95 petrol price increased......
Latest price RM2.10/litre
Damn it......
Salary increment to pay increased petrol price and etc......Sigh......
*A replacement post for 1 Sep 2013
Damn it......
Can't make outgoing call when shopping with family in hypermarket......
Thought my smart phone got problem initially......
Luckily it was telco's problem......
Poor telecommunication service provider......Umobile
*A replacement post for 31 Aug 2013
National day......
Colleague invited for housewarming......
Lazy and lack of interest to go for party......
Drew national day poster with niece at home......
*A replacement post for 30 Aug 2013
Self-cooked porridge......
Ingredients same as fried rice's......
Watched China's drama...... Princess Mei3 Li2......
Felt Su1 Ying2 more beautiful......
*A replacement post for 29 Aug 2013
Good news......
Salary plus backpay from early year increment......
Good / Bad news......
Left quite some money in account......
Complicated backpay system......
Need to trace back previous in/out money......
Did I owe anyone money?
*A replacement post for 28 Aug 2013
Why many people didn't appreciate chances which were given?
-Problematic colleague (Peer observation disappointment)
-Problematic students (Examination resit failure...... repetition questions)
Why so early ask for security fee?
-Not yet September......
-Locked/Armed house already......(made me accidentally triggered alarm)
-Felt security guards were evolved gangster
*A replacement post for 27 Aug 2013
Went to peer observation session for a problematic colleague......
Colleague's attitude really got problem......
Students did not turn up when we reached the class......
He did not treat the session seriously......
We went again after student came......
Disappointment...... dull presentation......
*A replacement post for 26 Aug 2013
Off work......
Self-cooked fried rice......
Didn't know how to measure rice amount...... overcooked a bit......
Thought sesame oil was soya sauce...... mistakenly poured quite much to the rice......
Luckily taste was still ok...... not too bad...... only a bit oily......
Ingredient......mixed all as a whole
1. carrot
2. french bean
3. peas
4. ginger
5. chili
6. lantern chili
7. egg
8. cabbage
9. vegetarian char siew
10. "ken cai" vegetable (Hokkien)
