Monday, 14 November 2011

IQ

Recently I was forced to came across to some IQ questions. Here is an interesting IQ question that I would like to share with each and everyone of you.


Question: Penny bought a puppy and a dog-house for $300.  The puppy cost $250 more
than the dog-house.  How much did the dog-house cost?  (It obviously didn't cost $50).


Answer: $25.  The total cost of $300 was made up of $250 plus the dog-house (for the puppy) plus the dog-house, therefore the puppy cost $275 and the dog-house $25.

 *Now only I know there is another new term, SQ for spiritual ... I need it so much!!!

Sunday, 13 November 2011

Keep Your Head Up

Yes I need to keep my head up! Everything will be alright......


"Keep Your Head Up" - Andy Grammer


wooh, ehhhh, wooooh.

I've been waiting on the sunset
Bills on my mindset
I can get deny theyre getting high
Higher than my income
Income's breadcrumbs
I've been trying to survive

The glow that the sun gives
Right around sunset
Helps me realize
This is just a journey
Drop your worries
You are gonna turn out fine.
Oh, you'll turn out fine.
Fine, oh, you'll turn out fine.

But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.

I know it's hard, know its hard,
To remember sometimes,
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.

I've got my hands in my pockets,
Kickin these rocks.
Its kinda hard to watch this life go by.
I'm buyin in the skeptics,
Skeptics mess with, the confidence in my eyes

I'm seeing all the angles, starts to get tangled
I start to comprimise
My life and the purpose.
Is it all worth it,
Am I gonna turn out fine?
Oh, you'll turn out fine.
Fine, oh, you'll turn out fine.

But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.

I know it's hard, know its hard,
To remember sometimes,
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.

Only rainbows after rain
The sun will always come again.
And its a circle, circling,
Around again, it comes around again.

Only rainbows after rain
The sun will always come again.
And its a circle, circling,
Around again, it comes around,

But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.

I know it's hard, know its hard
To remember sometimes,
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.

Keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
Keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
Keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down.



Saturday, 12 November 2011

Life?

What is happening to me all the while? I am really upset and moody but I just cannot tell people around me what do I feel. I am totally stress up. I am over "thinking" about my future. It is really really pain in my heart.


Again, I am thinking about my future career path and life. Oh my god, what do I really want to be? What should I do? I am afraid of this and that. I am thinking to further my study abroad. I am thinking to establish my own tuition business. I am thinking to build a harmony family and home. I am thinking of my ability in realizing them. 


Eventually I am thinking I just want to be myself. I just wanna to have a simple and happy life.


Marking

*A replacement post for yesterday

I was too excited to mark test paper. I brought back all the test papers and marked them up the whole night.

However, I think I shouldn't do that again next time. It is because I encountered a bad headache since yesterday night. In fact, marking papers is not a easy task. It really needs full concentration and energy to perform the task. Eventually, I went to bed without blogging yesterday night because I was too exhausted.

Finally, I finished my papers marking today. Now, I feel relieve and I need to relax myself. I need to pleasure myself today! Hehe......

Psycho

*A replacement post for last Thursday

I can't really remember what is the reason I did not blogging last 2 days. Oh my god, I totally cannot recall what was happening on last Thursday night.

Well, I came back home quite late that day due to some students came to see me for their test on the next day. I think I was busying to clean up my mobile phone call logs that night......if not mistaken......

Whatever......indeed I am a bit "psycho" recently......I think this makes me forget things......what to do?

Wednesday, 9 November 2011

Who Am I again?


Below are yesterday newspaper articles. It is about a homosexual man's perspective  on the homosexual society. It is a interesting article, therefore I keep a copy in my blog. However, I cannot 100% agree with him as he need to aware of a "g0y" society which is newly defined recently. Indeed, this article really makes me feel uncomfortable about who am I again :-( Fxxx 


 (1)
(吉隆坡7日訊)同性戀經過漫長的延續發展後,普遍上已根深蒂固,然而社會對同性戀存有灰色地帶的認知,使同性戀者出現兩大派,即開放派與保守派;一些同性戀者,甚至過於自卑而躲在異性婚姻里,繼續他們的粉紅溫存。
近日同性戀議題再被挑起,第4屆的「性取向自主」活動在吉隆坡中央藝術坊展開後,各界開始提出比往年更極端的要求,包括以伊斯蘭教刑事法對付同性戀者,以及警方查禁有關活動。
事實上,同性戀者在異性戀的社會中求存,通常處於較低的社會地位,而遭受生活上的不便與不安,承受了被歧視的壓力。
在文化界工作的同性戀者,阿龍接受《東方日報》訪問認為,這個社會上,同性戀已愈來愈普遍,圍繞在我們身邊的人,十個之中,就有4個是同性戀者。
「當中只有部分同性戀者,絲毫不忌諱的公開承認自己的性取向,也被稱為『幸福型』的開放派同志。」
壓力大多數人低調
自稱也是幸福型的阿龍說,開放派的同性戀者,一般都得到家人的接納,即使得不到家人的接納,也得到兄弟姐妹的接納。這種開放派的同性戀者,都會讓周邊的朋友知道自己的性取向。
公開坦承自己是同性戀者,被指為「出櫃」的人(come out from the closet)。這個名詞在23年前美國「同志社群」號召所有同志上街頭遊行,並列為「一起出走日」而形成今日的名詞。
對阿龍而言,社會對他們不公早習以為常,爭議並沒辦法改變他們的性取向。他們最在乎的是,家人是否接納他們。
「很多同性戀者保持低調,因他們擔心被社會或家人排斥,他們自卑、掙扎,但若把自己的性取向隱藏,只有自欺欺人。」
5歲對男人有性幻想
阿龍是一名先天性的同性戀者。他4歲開始,就知道自己喜歡男人;5歲對男人有性幻想。小學時候,對男校長或男教師存有愛慕之戀,反而對女性不感興趣。
成長過程中,他明確知道自己的性取向,不過沒有太大的內心掙扎,因他清楚知道一個基本原則:「不喜歡就是不喜歡。」
所以,現年38歲的他坦然接受自己是一名同性戀者。雖然父母都催促他找對象成婚,但他並沒有隨著父母的意願,父母雖懷疑他的性取向,但也無可奈何。
「我不想自欺欺人,太多同性戀者即使結了婚,都無法把自己『拉直』,最後發現改變不了事實,表面上是一個異性戀者,暗地里卻仍是同性戀者,兩極化的性取向最終使他們崩潰。」


(2)
(吉隆坡7日訊)在阿龍身邊,有太多同志為了迎合宗教信仰或世俗道德而結婚,最終不是離婚收場,就是活在一個沒有性愛的婚姻里。
「從小我就很喜歡肌肉感的酷男,我很討厭女生身上發出的體香味,若要我牽女性的手,我會感到雞皮疙瘩,兩個『同性』怎麼可以有肌膚之親?」
「所以,當我的朋友都結婚時,我很好奇他們怎麼樣跟老婆親熱?」
有壓力隱藏性取向
阿龍道出自己的感覺時,直言本身與女生是「同性」,反而與男生的關係是「異性」,有一種顛倒地球的錯亂。
阿龍個人認為,社會上有90%的同志,都是先天擁有同性傾向,只有一小撮人是受同性戀者的影響。
「你可知道,很多同志都躲在異性婚姻里嗎?他們有些是畫家、校長、有些更是企業家,他們拋不開世俗的眼光,而活在痛苦與曖昧的邊緣。」
已有一名固定伴侶的阿龍直言,躲在異性婚姻里的同志,並非雙性戀者,他們一般受到3種壓力枷鎖,而把性取向隱藏起來。
(1)家庭壓力、(2)個人價值認知,或(3)道德(宗教)認知,也有一些是糊里糊塗的同志,沒勇氣承認自己的性取向。
「在我們的觀念里,結婚代表是真的男子漢,如果不結婚,在各領域或會比較吃虧;一些宗教則嘗試改變他人性取向,也有一些同志嘗試自我改變,卻只不過把性取向隱藏起來。」
阿龍所看見的是,躲在異性婚姻里的男人,不但無法把自己走回「正軌」,反而愈激發他們真正自我的認知,最終有人以離婚收場。而繼續婚姻的同志,其實已進入無性狀態的婚姻關係。
「同性戀雖然被指為違反自然律,然而,如果同性戀者硬硬撮合異性戀者,最終受傷害的不但是他自己,也包括妻兒。」




(3)
(吉隆坡7日訊)同性戀已擴散到種族無疆界,據阿龍所知,這個社會愈來愈多同性戀者,是因為各族群年輕同胞都走進粉紅世界。
他說,從按摩院里,可以看到五花八門的同志世界。不但只限於華人,也有馬來人、印度人,甚至外勞的入侵,也擴大了同性戀的圈子。
「大馬的孟加拉人、巴基斯坦人、越南人、緬甸人、泰國人、中國留學生,為了討生活,也在按摩院當按摩師,他們當中有90%是同性戀者。」
阿龍說,吉隆坡及檳城是同志按摩中心的基地,分別有超過10間,也有分為巫裔光顧的按摩院,及其他族群光顧的按摩院。
由於吉隆坡的競爭力較激烈,所以,價錢比檳城便宜。
「通常走進同志按摩中心的人,基本收費是每小時45令吉,若顧客要求額外性服務,便另付50令吉至100令吉的費用。按摩師大部分都是外籍人。」
阿龍直言,他若上按摩中心,會選擇異性戀者的按摩師,以讓他得到快感。這些異性戀者為同性戀者提供性服務,完全是為了金錢。
為同性戀者提供服務性質的地方只有在按摩院里,除此以外,同性戀解慾的管道便在三溫暖或酒吧里。
「一般上,同志三溫暖,只有同志光顧,他們都在那里尋找對象,一旦雙方對上,就在房間里解慾。但是,同志三溫暖在國內並不普遍。」

FM Hitz Song

* A replacement post for yesterday (I was drunk a bit and felt sleepy to blogging, however I did some reading on political book after recovery from drunk :-P)


A recommended nice and hitz song.


"Mr. Know It All" - Kelly Clarkson

Well you think you know it all
But you don’t know a thing at all
Ain’t it something y’all
When somebody tells you something ’bout you
Think that they know more than you do
So you take it down, another pill to swallow

Mr. Bring Me Down
Well you like to bring me down, don’t ya?
But I ain’t laying down
Baby I ain’t going down
Can’t nobody tell me how it’s gonna be
Nobody’s gonna make a fool out of me
Babe, you should know that I lead, not follow

Chorus
Oh you think that you know me
That’s why I’m leaving you lonely
‘Cause babe, you don’t know a thing about me
You don’t know a thing about me

You ain’t got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah, baby, you don’t know a thing about me
You don’t know a thing about me

Mr. Play Your Games
Only got yourself to blame
When you want me back again
But I ain’t fallin’ back again
‘Cause I’m living my truth without your lies
Let’s be clear, baby – this is goodbye
I ain’t comin’ back tomorrow


Monday, 7 November 2011

Holiday

Today is the replacement holiday from yesterday Raya Haji Day. As I know, it is a sacrifice day. Cows are killed in this duration of time. People are gathered together in the sacrificing ceremony. Since I am not a Muslim, I was reading and sleeping throughout the day.


Suddenly I noticed that I am interested in reading recently. I just dug out my university's Chinese society magazine. I used about a few hours to finish up the reading. Actually I did not read when I bought it since I was in university. Perhaps, I was too lazy to read previously. Well, I think I should read as much as I can in the future as reading is beneficial to us.

Sunday, 6 November 2011

Real Steel

I just watched this movie (Real Steel) today. I rated "excellent" for this movie as the action and story is interesting and touching.

The little actor (Dakota Goyo) is cool. He is really talented in acting. I like his cool dance, together with his robot (Atom) in the movie. Suddenly feel like wanna learn to dance. It is cool. 

Saturday, 5 November 2011

Sexy Woman

For me, I feel that a women is sexiest when she shows only portions of her breast. I can say this is the most arousing look which can make me horny. Please don't show me your nipples... It spoils the beauty. 

This is one of my favourite sexy Asian star - Vivian Hsu. She is sexy in these looks. Like it!

Love

* A replacement post for yesterday

I am confusing sometimes. I am not sure whether I am still in love with my girl friend at this moment. Yesterday, we did a phone chat for about half an hour. I was a bit  impatient on the phone call. I did not feel comfortable as she was saying the same things to me again. Did she notice about it? I should tell her.

I feel in love with my girl friend emotionally as she loves me so much and she is understanding (I know I am not a good boyfriend in caring people). However, in the other way round, I feel worry as I am not that attracted to her physical(except her sexy boobs) and extreme behavior(except her understanding). Hopefully, our love may blooms one day!


Thursday, 3 November 2011

Discourage

Today I was a bit embarrassed because I did not manage to answer the student's questions. Perhaps I did not prepare well for my class this time.


I think I was discourage by these situations yesterday and today. I feel that I am not that good in controlling and handling the class. 

In fact, I should think in a positive way that I am new and lack of teaching experience. I will learn through experiences for better teaching pedagogy in the future. Hopefully I manage to get through all of these difficulties soon.

Wednesday, 2 November 2011

Workshop

Today's workshop was damn bored as I noticed that I am not good in conducting an exciting workshop so far. Perhaps, my look and talk are too serious.

I think I should learn for the method to build rapport and interest with the floor of audience. In fact, I was too fast to begin on the boring presentation about the electrical circuit stuff. I should pull the attention from the audience at the beginning of the workshop. I was just too rush and perhaps I did not prepare well enough for the workshop this time. Well, this is an experience and I should make it better in future. Move on and improve!

Tuesday, 1 November 2011

Raining

Again today is a raining night. I am wondering most of the people prefer on a rainy or sunny or cloudy day. For me, I prefer to have a sunny weather in the morning, a cloudy weather in the afternoon and a rainy weather at night.


In fact, I do not like those extremely weather. Luckily I am living in Malaysia as we only encounter sunny and rainy weather all the while. We do not need to live in an extreme hot weather in summer and an extreme cold weather in winter. It is not fun to live in a country with 4 seasons as there are a lot of preparation are required before each season is coming. However, it is really fun to go to the countries with 4 seasons for leisure as you can encounter the weather which we never see before. Perhaps, it is a good experience. 


Monday, 31 October 2011

Facial

Today is my first time of doing facial.  I did my appointment for the facial session since last 2 weeks. It was only worth RM7/session and today is the last day of the promotion from Bizzy Body. Else I don't think I will go for any facial without such good offer. 


After visiting the facial+slimming centre, I noticed that those kind of facial and body slimming sessions are really expensive in normal price. I am wondering who are those affordable for these kind of services. Normal facial session with cleansing, scrubbing, light extraction, masking and moisturizing costs you RM150/session. Is it really worth to spend? For me, I think they are "sucking blood". I rather choose to do my DIY cleansing, scrubbing, masking and moisturizing at home. It is because after the RM7 facial session, I did not feel any difference as my white/black pores are still there. I thought they are going to remove them in this kind of facial session. However, the answer is NO.


Well, at least I learned something from the outlet manager. She is very friendly and good in English conversation during explaining to me about facial care. Now I know, normal facial care at home with 3 step. Cleanse(remove dirt/oil) -> Tone(refine pores) -> Moisturize(retract skin). Luckily she is not that kind of aggressive type. However, I feel it was a bit embarrassing when I reject to sign for the promotion course with RM161/session with special facial treatment. What to do? Not enough money to spend maaaaaa......


Sunday, 30 October 2011

Relatives Gathering

Today is my relatives gathering again. All of them are waiting eagerly for the coming trip in China soon. Besides, they are planning for a trip in Cameron Highland.

They were really interested in discussing on the trips because I noticed that they speak loudly with a lot of joys. I have an urge to join the China trip as well but I don't think I manage to make it. This is due the period of trip is quite long and I do not have enough annual leaves to take so far. The most important thing is I do not have budget on a holiday trip at this moment.

Never mind, at least I went to quite a few places this year. Singapore and Japan. I should feel satisfied enough. Hehe......

Saturday, 29 October 2011

Love

Today my girl friend asked me for patching back on our relationship. 


Actually, I was quite firm to separate at the beginning when she was insisting that I am the ONLY one who need to change in this fighting scenario. I am not sure what is the reason. Eventually I accepted to be together with her again.


Well, I am thinking now. What is the real reason I still want to patch back with her? Does it due to I really love her? Does it due to I pity on her? Perhaps, I love her more and more now. In fact, I think that she is really love me because she gave her first night to me and begged me to patch back. If I still reject her, seems like I am a bit small-minded.

We have a deal. I have to accompany her more and she cannot get mad to me easily. Hopefully, this relationship can be sustained and I hope we can have a happy and harmony family in the future.


Concentration

*A replacement post for yesterday

I was moody since last Saturday due to my relationship problem with girl friend. Yesterday, my timetable was quite packed. I did not prepare well for my class due to the bad mood recently.

Actually I encountered some difficulties to answer student's questions. However, everything was fine as I managed to handle the situation. Luckily I did not bring my bad mood into my class and I think that I am quite professional. Haha... Teaching is a method for me to have full concentration as I did not think about my relationship trouble during the classes were conducted. In fact, if we want to release our stress on something, concentration is important as it may helps us to relieve and cool down. This is what I had learn from the book which I read last two days during holiday.

Thursday, 27 October 2011

Bleeding Love

I like her vocal a lot. It is so powerful and sexy.

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen

But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found something true
And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love


Reading

*A replacement post for yesterday


Yesterday it was a public holiday - Deepavali and it is a Malaysian Indian Hindu's celebration day. I used the day diligently. I was quite satisfied because I managed to finish reading a book within a day. 


This is a soul counseling book as I need it so much recently. The author is a Taiwanese. The reason I bought this book is due to one of the subtitle in this book which attracted my attention. Here it is:


"Walk in your own path, then you can see the beautiful scenery" and this is of course the direct translate from mandarin. I want to walk in my own path because I want to see the beautiful scenery!


Tuesday, 25 October 2011

Boyfriend's Responsibility

Boyfriend's Responsibility 
1) Driving (everytime unless you are sick)
2) Paying (meals, movies, tickets, etc......)
3) Planning (date, venue, place, etc......)
4) Remembering (everything from her mouth and your promises to her)
5) Accompanying (call, messaging and dating with committed frequency)


My advice......
If you cannot commit on the above requirements, please do not become a boyfriend. Some ladies have this kind of mindset, please be aware! 


Live for yourself

*A replacement post for yesterday.

Here are some quotes which I extract from a blog - Lessons from today. I think I should open up my mind and practice on these. I should live for myself. I should ignore other people's thinking on me. I should do what I fond of. However when come to the case of people's thinking is same as your near and dear one's thinking. For example, being a Single Man. How am I going to deal with it? GOD, could you please guide me to the correct path?

"If you want to attend something fun such as a pottery or Latin dance class, stop worrying about what others will think. Instead ask how you would feel about yourself once you get done with it? Will you feel good? Will you be impressed by yourself?"

"People will think about your actions only for a moment because they too have a life of their own. But if all they do is talk about you amongst themselves to judge you, then they are not worth your concern. Either way, there is no reason to live for “people”. Live for your family, for your real friends, and most importantly, for yourself."

Sunday, 23 October 2011

Immature

Why you can be so immature? We need to discuss face to face in order to resolve our problem. I really do not understand why you are not willing to do so? You are trying to avoid the reality. You don't know how to treat this issue in a mature way? Discussion face to face is a must.

You keep on chasing me for an answer? You should aware that a relationship is not a individual matter. It is a two people matter. You keep on saying that I need to change my attitude, if I did not commit then you will go and our relationship will over. 

Why you can treat this issue like this? Apparently in your mindset, I am the one who has to change only in order to continue this relationship. Perhaps you are over confident to yourself. Do you ever think you should change your attitude as well? Your uncontrolled bad temper and "breakup" phrase are the obstacles of our relationship continuation. I told you many times before that we should discuss in a proper manner before fighting and quarreling. This is an adult way to resolve problem. Did you listen? If we are going to get married one day, is it going to have such consequences again and again?

I think both of us have to admit that we are not compatible enough. You and I are totally in a conflict perspective. Nobody is willing to tolerate on this. Actually in our previous fight, the conclusion was both of us have to put effort to make the relationship move further. However, at the end, we are still wander in the same point. We feel that we put effort, but in reality we are not. Now you are still insisting to get the answer from me. This is not an issue of YES or NO. I think it is the way of resolving problem. Of course we couldn't avoid quarrel and conflict, but how do we resolve it? Discuss in a proper manner! You just couldn't make it. What to do?

Saturday, 22 October 2011

Compatible

I know that all couples do quarrel and fight among each other once a while. However, I think it is very important for a couple to be compatible enough. They should be able to exist together without problems and conflict. They should able to have a harmonious relationship and well-suited with each other.

Do you think is it ok  for a couple to have very critical quarrel for frequency=3times/12months? I don't think this is a good sign. I was a bit frustrated on this relationship. I foresee my future will be a trouble one if we are continuing to be together.


In fact, I am a very stubborn person. I am a peace supporter. I am a high expectation guy who is not confident on myself. Well, she is a bad temper person. She is like a volcano which can exploded critically in a particular of time. Seems like she is quite confident to herself.

Today, we have a conflict again. She felt that I did not respect her due to I did not accompany, call and sms her enough. In fact, she demotivated me to move further in this relationship. She should make herself look more attractive. The key point is her body and attitude. I was demotivated due to her body and her bad temper. She should discuss in a proper manner with me first. She shouldn't tell me about those "no need to stay together" phrase to me. It is really hurt and demotivating me. fxxk.


Friday, 21 October 2011

Internet Limit

OMG. Today is only the day of 21 of October. My internet usage for this month is almost near to the usage limit. Perhaps, I watched a lot of youtube for the Hokkien drama trailers last few weeks.

I need to control myself from going online today onwards. Does 600MB of download+upload data is enough for the coming 10 days? I think it should be sufficient enough if I just do normal surfing daily. Well, I have to abstain and control for not doing massive downloading and uploading temporarily.

Thursday, 20 October 2011

Favourite Hong Kong Actor

Kevin Cheng is one of my favourite Hong Kong actor. He is mature and cool.

Heartless

*A replacement post for yesterday

Hit-and-run! Why people walked on and did nothing? At least call for emergency help and call for attention! The toddler was helpless. Why people become so heartless nowadays?

Tuesday, 18 October 2011

Confirmation

Finally, I got my confirmation letter after 3 months of probation in my new job. I obtained my salary adjustment for a hundred plus. I should feel glad about it but I just feel nothing. I can no longer find my happiness nowadays. I should find out my life satisfaction so that I can continue to live.



Why? I am wondering what are the things which can really make me feel happy? I am dumb. Am I doing the right choice to be in a relationship? Am I doing the right choice to change my career direction? What do I really want in my life? Am I cheating myself? I am confused. I just want to be happy. I need happiness truly from my heart. I wish I could have. GOD please do advise me, I need your assists.

Monday, 17 October 2011

Favourite Hong Kong Actress

Myolie Wu is one of my favourite Hong Kong actress. Although she is not very pretty but I like to watch her acting in drama.
 

Sunday, 16 October 2011

Go Green

Today, I went to buy and pack my lunch with my container. I felt really good because I am going Green. It is time for us to realize the importance of reuse, recycle and reduce 3R concept.

Hopefully everybody has their own awareness on the 3R concept to save our earth. I believe on retribution 因果报应. If not, one day we will suffer from the lack of resources due to our wastage and selfishness. 

Ops, I just suddenly relate 3R concept to masturbation. Should I conserve my resource for future use? I should reduce my jack off frequency :-P