Attraction

*A replacement post for last Wednesday

She talked to me other than the official topics. She talked about the mutual facebook friend.

I had a messy mind on that day. I felt I was attracted to her. How? What did I want actually? It was complicated. She looks nice!

Sweating

Today I sweat a lot in the dancing class.

The dance steps are kinda complicated and fast this time. It required a lot of body movement. Many twisting and swinging of the body.

There is a handsome guy attend the class quite late. He has a short hair, average body, wearing a body fit round neck t-shirt and jean. Well, he has a cute face with big eyes and tanned skin. He is actually having a dancing session with his partner after our class. His partner is a cute girl. She taught us last week as well. She has fair skin and nice body. I like to see her dance, especially those freestyle and hot dance. In fact, both of them are young and cute. A bit envy...... When do I have a chance to dance with them in a one to one mode?

GI Joe: Retaliation

*A replacement post for yesterday

I went to watch GI Joe Retaliation with my friends yesterday night. My buddy told me that it was a cartoon series during our child time. Unfortunately I never watched it before. What did I watch when I was small? Erm......Dragonball? Sailormoon? Unicorn? The rest of cartoons I don't really have impression on them, not even Thundercat.

GI Joe movie is quite interesting especially on the scene of fighting at the edge of mountains. Besides the Korean actor, Lee Byung Hun (act Storm Shadow) showed his nice body built in the movie. An American actress, Adrainne Palicki (act Jaye) showed her sexy body with a red gown too. Quite tempting.

12 CZ

I just feel very sleepy and cannot concentrate to perform my task in this Sunday.

I felt a bit blur and dizzy during my shopping. I just do not know what is the reason. Perhaps I did not have my shower early in the morning today. It may be the cause as I did it every morning in weekdays. I can feel the sleepiness during my blogging now also. I should go for my shower now. 

Anyway, I would like to share with you people on this 12CZ - Twelve Zodiac movie by Jacky Chan. I just watched it via Funshion. In fact it is not bad. Both the movie and streaming program. The actor and actress are nice too.

姚星彤

權相佑 

張藍心 

 廖凡

Jennifer Lopez

*A replacement post for last Wednesday

I had nothing special to write, so let talk about this star - Jennifer Lopez.

Actually I only knew her better after listening to her song - I'm into you. This song is very nice. It was kind of pop song. After searching via internet about Jennifer Lopez, I discovered that she is in her 40s and she is still very sexy and hot. She still has such a good figure in this age!

Favourite drama Stars

Today, I would like to share with everyone on the co- actors and actresses (other than the main actor and actress) in this Hong Kong drama - On Call 36 Hours. They are all sexy and attractive.

   黃智賢-莊醫生

胡蓓蔚-屠姑娘

袁偉豪-Benjamin

黃智雯-美雪

羅仲謙-洋蔥

張慧雯-晶晶

魏焌皓-一康

Embarrassed Introduction

*A replacement post for last 4 days

It was such an embarrassed introduction in a wedding dinner. It spoilt my mood throughout the dinner.

Were you expecting me to sit together with the girl after the awkward introduction in front of so many eyes, especially a numbers of elderly on the table?

In fact, the girl is quite attractive. She is cute, slim and tall. We did a formal handshake and self introduction. However, I was just not prepared to talk to a new friend in that kind of situation. Please be understanding. Mumbling from you all made me felt ashamed in front of the relatives.

I was really moody after the dinner. I drove swiftly in the home journey. I kept myself hidden and cried in my room. I talked to myself that I am not going to attend any relatives wedding event in the future. It only ruined my life physically and mentally.

Golden Horse Awards

*A replacement post for yesterday

I watched the 49th Golden Horse Award live on Astro AEC just a few hours ago. I just watched for 3 prizes presentation. The best director, best actor and best actress.

I was wondering on those actresses evening gown. Perhaps, they were too much influenced by western culture. Most of the design are too much contradict to asian culture. They exposed too much on their body.

There was one female singer surprised me a bit as she is quite fat especially her arms. She is Xu Jia Ying - 徐佳滢。Perhaps, she is the type of skilled singer. Physical wise can be ignored a bit? Haha!

Palace 2

*A replacement post for yesterday

I finished watching a drama series with 37 episodes within last 2 days. The title of the drama is 宫锁珠帘.

I was dragging the timeplay bar all the time as I was only interested to know the storyline of the drama. I am attracted to the king in the drama. If I am the king, I might not be a g0y since there are so many pretty girls who treat you extremely nice. All of them are really beautiful.

I prefer two of them who are 憐兒 and 玉漱. 

In spite of that, I like the cute eunuch 太监蘇培盛 and sexy general 李衛.

袁姗姗

张嘉倪

 

王阳

 包貝爾

Super Mum

*A replacement post for yesterday

I was tidying my bedroom and study hall yesterday. It was not easy to categorize those stuffs. There were clothes, accessories, stationery, books, magazines, instruments and etc......

I am really salute to my mum as she did most of the tidy up on the household stuffs for this round of house moving. There were a lot of things that she settled by herself. Utensils for kitchen, cleaning material for bathrooms and laundry, curtains for bedrooms and so on. She is really a super woman. I am really thankful to her.

Good Wife

Today I feel surprisingly fine to attend a wedding dinner. Perhaps there is no pressure of marriage at this moment since we are busy for house moving. Besides, the wedding dinner atmosphere and pace look considerable standard without silly Q&A between the bride and groom with the emcee.

Wedding dinner is such an expensive gathering dinner with friends that you did not meet for ages. I chatted with my friends about works and career. Unfortunately, relationship matter is a unavoidable topic. I am a bit awkward to talk about it. I think I need to learn on how to deal with it. I need to be strong to face it. 

Sometimes, I feel envy to see couples are getting together and married one by one. I chose to avoid all of these by hiding myself at home. This is to prevent myself from knowing and looking at their lovely relationship directly. I think of getting married if there is a girl who:

1) tolerate on my periodically ignorance
2) stay peacefully with my parents
3) independent on carrying out her own stuffs
4) pretty physically and sexy on bed
5) supportive on whatever I do
6) less responsibility on her family
7) understanding on ignorance
8) less demanding on everything 

Tang Wei SK II

I like this SK II advertisement a lot. Tang Wei is really pretty with this hairstyle. I like her swinging hair. Cool and attractive. I get to know this artist due to the popular movie Lust Caution - 色戒. She was nude with Tony Leung in a sex scene. She has a pair of nice boobs also. However I prefer her look in this advertisement.

 

Change

I am really angry. Keep on changing. Once decided, don't chance anymore. Else, don't decide so early. I am damn sick with this scenario now. Not satisfy and insist to change even though things have been done and decided. Sigh......Is that women's instinct? However one thing that I appreciated a lot is your cooking and caring. Women's uncertainty on something is really frightening.


Please, I want to maintain the colors. No repaint anymore, OK?

Nice Vocal

“美声歌后” 终夺冠

Eventually, Ms. Han Yen Fen got her champion in this round (lively style) after she lost in the last two rounds. She obtained the highest point at the beginning for the final contest and she just did not have the luck during the PK session. Luckily this time she won it.
 
She is damn good in her singing. She is really a talented singer with a nice vocal and she is still single in her 40s. Wishing her good luck and all the best for both her singing career and relationship!

Maid

*A replacement post for yesterday

My sister's maid is going to leave and back to her own country soon. Mum talked to her quite a lot yesterday. She seemed sad for leaving as mentioned by mum. She was uncertain of leaving. However, everything is decided by her mother and she is going to leave eventually.


I did have such a weird thinking floating in my mind. Is that good to have she to be my wife? In fact, she is not demanding. She can do most of the housework as nowadays no lady has such characters. She is young, timid and obedient at this moment. Unfortunately, she is not capable to socialize and manage spontaneous issues. We do have communication problem as well as our mother tongue are different. Perhaps, I don't think she is going to be as timid as now after becoming a wife. Sometimes, I was afraid to be alone. Sometimes, I was even scared to live with a "38". What to do?

Demoralize

What is the purpose you showed to me your staff's salary? Were you trying to demoralize me?

Enough! I know what do I want. I just want to live with my own style.

I hope I can get away from these materialism society. Again, you let me see clearly the current society. Such a typical demanding woman.

I am hopeless on lady because of you. Nowadays, I don't think wife plays her role as a wife anymore who take care on her husband needs. They are likely demanding and depending mostly everything on their husband. Household stuffs and even children matters. I can't see any true happiness on the man. Freedom will bring me real life and meaningful day at this moment. I chose to be myself now.

Handsome Pretty

Another round of handsome actor and pretty actress for the movie of "palace".
佟麗婭 & 馮紹峰

China Drama

Recently I watch a china drama series entitled Palace. This drama is quite nice. The stories about the king, queen, concubines, princes and servants. There are a lot of handsome and pretty guys and girls.

I like the cool 4th prince and the cute servant. Sexy......

何晟铭(四阿哥) & 楊幂(晴川)

Arousing

I am really confusing now. What is my sexual preference actually? Why do I have such thinking?

Perhaps this is due to I was attracted to one of my colleague recently. She is a few years older than me. I don't know the reason. I just felt attracted to her. Her butt and tiny waist were arousing, especially when I was walking at her back. Sexy and nice.


I think I am attracted to both male and female sexy figures(physically) at this moment. However, I just can't persuade myself to be sincere or frank to a lady than man when it goes to experience and feeling sharing. I just felt that man is more trustworthy(like Mr. Y). Damn it. It is really complicated.

Apology

A bit regret to see our politician's act. They never ever apologize for their wrong deed.


She is still trying to defend herself. Actually, she just need to apologize. That's all. People will forgive her finally. Do remember, apology and resignation. Dare to take the responsibility!


Her defense text:
国阵士拉央国会协调官黄糩璊文告
我在2月18日马华总会长拿督斯里蔡细历医生与行动党秘书长林冠英的辩论会上的提问，由于时间上的关系，当时无法明确传达我原本要传达的信息，我承认我当时情绪激动，以至引起各方的困扰与误解。

我欢迎任何人对我本身言论的批评与纠正，但是请不要以羞辱性、侮辱性，尤其是具有性骚扰意涵的文字、移花接木的图片或视频等方式，对我做出人身攻击。有心人盗用我的家人和孩子们的照片放上网，这已经严重伤害到我的家人和孩子们，他们是无辜的。任何的批评，请只针对我一个人而来，请不要伤害我的家人。

其中包括面子书上， “它要红，我们就支持它 ！让它红遍全马！！！”、“马来西亚景点”等面子书专页，由于贴出我的家人包括孩子们的照片，已经严重对我及家人的安全和声誉构成威胁。另外，“我就是jessie ooi不要再讲我坏话”的帐号则涉嫌冒用我及我家人的名义发表虚构言论，涉及诽谤和污蔑，对我的声誉造成严重破坏。我对网络上出现针对我的部分言论、文字、图片或视频，涉及污蔑、恐吓、捏造事实等刑事犯罪成分，在这段期间，我也收到数以千计的电话、短讯和留言，其中带有恐吓、侮辱、性骚扰等内容，同时也声称要杯葛我家人的公司，为了保护我个人以及我家人的人身安全和名誉，我已在昨日根据具体案例前往鹅唛警区总部报案，我和家人必定采取必要的法律行动，以保护我和家人的安全。

对这类污蔑性言论的追究，也是为了广大马来西亚人的利益，人们可以行使言论自由做出任何批评，但绝对不能以抹黑、污蔑和诽谤的手法，更不能冒用他人名义来做出欺骗行为。如果我们继续纵容这类污蔑性言论的泛滥，那么在未来将有更多的受害者，使我们的网络充斥着暴力、诽谤和侮辱的语言。

关于媒体报道我关闭个人面子书专页，其实在有关辩论会结束后，由于我仍需要出席多场活动和工作，而当时就有人把我的手机号码贴上面子书，以至我的电话接到了超过1000通的电话，而我实在无法一一应对，也对正在工作的我造成干扰，而在逼不得已之下暂时关闭面子书专页。但较后我已重新开放我的专页，因为我愿意面对人民的批评与质询，也愿意聆听人民的心声，同时清楚了解必须把事实说明白，才是民主社会的原则，决不会畏惧逃避。

在此，我也要对当天在辩论会上提出的问题做出几点说明和澄清。

由于当时总会长蔡细历与林冠英辩论的内容涵盖民联所有州属的表现，因此我当时才对林首长所说的，民联减轻人民负担且同时有能力赚很多钱的言论，提出两道问题，即：

一、我于当时发表有关“门牌税”课题时，由于提及我是半个槟城人，导致各阶层人士误以为我指向槟州。敢怒敢言，敢做敢当是本人的宗旨，当时我并没有清楚指明是哪一个州，且在时间紧迫下用错了一些字眼，以致让有心人士借题发挥。其实我当时所指的是雪州民联政府曾在2008年大选时承诺执政后将降低雪州门牌税等等，但后来并没有兑现承诺。这是雪州民联引起人民不满的课题。新闻报道指我说的是槟城门牌税，是不正确的。

二、由于槟岛土库街缺乏泊车位，导致人民在顾虑自身安全的当儿，唯有选择把车辆非法停在银行前，因此本人提出是希望林首长能够设法解决这个问题，而非光是让他管制下的执法人员进一步向人民施压，锁车轮后再拖走人民的车辆。许多人民宁愿承受中罚单的风险，都不愿冒险在夜间走长途路到银行办事，因而增加人民的负担。

我在辩论会当天所提及的拖车问题，确是我和我先生亲眼目睹，而且这类锁车事件在报章已经报导过和面子书上也有网民反映过。

虽然我没有把问题完整的传达，但并不代表有关问题不存在，也不代表民联州属没有出现问题。事实上，我所说的，都是确确实实存在的问题，而有心人士却只选择性攻击我的言论，误导网民也把矛头指向本人。

我们马来西亚人，都希望能为下一代打造一个更民主、更理想、更美好的家园，这也是我在当初决定从政的信念。人生没有十全十美，需要终身学习，我在政治领域是位女性年轻人，我将会把这次事件当作让我走更长远的路的一个经历，以及一个让我继续为民服务的动力。