Life?

What is happening to me all the while? I am really upset and moody but I just cannot tell people around me what do I feel. I am totally stress up. I am over "thinking" about my future. It is really really pain in my heart.


Again, I am thinking about my future career path and life. Oh my god, what do I really want to be? What should I do? I am afraid of this and that. I am thinking to further my study abroad. I am thinking to establish my own tuition business. I am thinking to build a harmony family and home. I am thinking of my ability in realizing them. 


Eventually I am thinking I just want to be myself. I just wanna to have a simple and happy life.