Confirmation

Finally, I got my confirmation letter after 3 months of probation in my new job. I obtained my salary adjustment for a hundred plus. I should feel glad about it but I just feel nothing. I can no longer find my happiness nowadays. I should find out my life satisfaction so that I can continue to live.



Why? I am wondering what are the things which can really make me feel happy? I am dumb. Am I doing the right choice to be in a relationship? Am I doing the right choice to change my career direction? What do I really want in my life? Am I cheating myself? I am confused. I just want to be happy. I need happiness truly from my heart. I wish I could have. GOD please do advise me, I need your assists.