Threaten

I am the kind of person who is always worry on everything. I am worrying on my future life, my career path, my wealth, my family, my lover and my public relationship. In other words, I have no confident on myself. Sometimes, I am not even know what do I want and what do I prefer?

Sigh, this is so sad and my heart is pain and sour at this moment. I am not blaming my parents actually. However, I am wondering does the threaten way of education from my parents(especially my mum) to me since I was small until now is the cause of my self-confidence lacking.

I was being threaten when I decided not to accompany my parents to a religion's theory class today. I wish I could walk out from the threatening shadow one day. I want to be who I am and I want to do I want to do one day. Keep it up!