Moody

Today, I am moody. Why the life is so complicated. I am not happy. I have no confidence in my current relationship. I feel completely insecure of my future family life. Women are unpredictable. Mother and daughter-in-law relationship is tedious and I am going to be the victim eventually.


Buddy, can I talk to you now? However, I am afraid that I will like you too much. I always set a boarder between us.  I tried to avoid normal men to men body contact (hand over shoulder) with you. I know I trust you a lot. I told you a lot about myself to you more than my girl friend. I feel that you are such a buddy that I can share everything with you. I just like you to be a big brother of me. The only thing that I couldn't tell you that I have affection on guy. Perhaps I am a g0y!