Again I was lazy on Monday night. I did not blogging. I just chatted with my net friend.
In our text conversation, my net friend felt that I was not mature enough in handling my life. Indeed, I admit that I am not good in it so far.
Perhaps, some people will think that I am so lucky to be the youngest and only son in the family. People think that I am full with loves and cares from the whole family. In fact, this is an absolute answer. I am grateful for all of these.
However, I feel totally tension and stressful on all of these. I can feel the burden of responsibilities is becoming greater. I need to take care on the whole family in future. I need to report out. I need to ensure the harmony of the family is protected. I need to follow people's rules. I really HATE these...
I want freedom. Please, I need to have my own way of living. I want to live with my own style. Can I? Perhaps, I need to choose to live alone......
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