I was really unhappy everytime when parents asking me to plan for my future. They asked me to went out to meet people and friends. They kept on emphasizing their hopes on me. They wanted me to get a "hold hands" meaning a girl friend. They told me to take action in order to contact XXX who was introduced by XXX. They said since I am a guy, there is no need to be shy. This is normal. Bla bla bla......
I was really stress out. They kept on talking about it again and again. My heart was really really painful. I wish I could be the one who you wish for. However, my heart was struggling. The feeling was tough. I became antisocial more and more nowadays. I was afraid that I might fall in love with someone who I shouldn't fall in love with if I went out to meet friends. I am not afford to let you people sad and disappointing. I was trying to cover up myself as good as I could. I was trying to turn off my love for someone else...... That's the reason I am still single and alone.
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