Yesterday my uncle&aunt/cousin did a full moon party for his grandson/son. I did not really talk to my relatives in the gathering. I was just eat, watch television and answer typical questions from my aunt.
Perhaps, I was trying to hide myself from people. I am growing older but I am still single without a girlfriend. I am weird. Cousin are getting married one by one. They are having babies year by year. I am alone. Mum did mention to introduce girl for me but I was trying to avoid her said by ignorance with talk to dad a few days ago. I was being pressured.
I was really upset especially the few days ago. I was hiding myself. I was crying. Nobody knew it. Again, my heart is pain now. I always tell myself not to bother so much. I just can't control myself. God! This is really a big EXAMINATION for me. This is really complicated and a harsh option to choose.
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