Recently I watched this Korean drama series - Life is beautiful.
Below is the quoted dialogue from the main actor in revealing the truth of his sex preference to his lady colleague who like him in episode 8&9 (if not mistaken).
"I am no longer the confused youth who likes men more than women. I've overcome such feelings of confusion a very long time ago. I really disliked myself and I was really unhappy.I always felt guilty and deprecated myself as if I were a criminal. That is what I am now. I was afraid of facing up to people around me, afraid of disappointing my parents and my siblings too. So I kept telling me I wasn't like that. I insisted that it wasn't me. But repressing myself like that was even harder than acknowledging myself. I had no confidence of being able to deal with my family if they were to find out and was afraid of the blow this would mean to my parents so even quite up to recently. I was hesitating if I should keep up the lie to myself and to society and live like this dishonestly for my entire life."
Kinda heartbroken and Tae Sub(The drama's role) really tells my current feeling and condition.
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