I don't know why? I just cannot trust people around me. I am quite protective to myself.
I have no choice. I have to keep the secret to myself. The secret of being attracted to guy.
Reputation, Feeling and Future......I have to protect them. I am alone and tired sometimes but I have to sustain the condition. I don't know how good I can sustain. I wish I can make it.
Trust......I cannot trust anyone. I only can trust to myself. I don't know how do I continue to survive in this society without the trust.
I do not trust my house contractor. I do not trust my online friends. Sometimes I do not trust to myself either. Trust......perhaps I need a psychologist to help me through all these.
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