I was quite moody last few days. Career path consideration and future plan were again alarmed me. This was really an annoying issue.
Therefore I was trying to find someone to grumble to. Well, he is my chat friend. I knew him from grindr last time. We never meet face to face before. He is quite an experience and interesting guy in his early 30s who is nice to be chatted to. We chatted for quite some time about my dilemma.
Eventually, both of us did wank off together via the mobile phone chat apps. In fact, I did enjoy slightly throughout the session but I just had a guilty feeling after the wank. I did not know what was the reason. I just felt that I should not do this kind of act. This was so "gay".
This guy consoled me not to think in that way. He told me that it was just together of boys' fun. Perhaps, he was correct. We did not do anything wrong. We just released our stress and had fun, that's all!
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