Country Future

I just felt that I am quite rotten recently. I am lazy. I don't know what do I really want to achieve. I am tired.

Perhaps, I am interested in the society issue at this moment. Democracy, Balance, Monitoring, Clean, Rights, etc......

Recently, I felt really doubtful on all of the media. Sigh...... People, kindly judge wisely based on your experience and knowledge. True can be fake. Fake can be true. Hopefully we are going to have a brighter future with your wise choice and action. Good luck, Malaysia!

Rally

Polls reform......that's all......Only that simple......

It is quite sad to read the bloody news. Protestors......Attack......Police......Accident......

Fear

*A replacement for yesterday

Yesterday night I went to have dinner with my buddies. I was so grateful to have them as my buddies. They are really nice. I felt really comfortable to be together with them.

However, I was having a kind of weird feeling when looking at those couples in public. I was really afraid and jealous. Friend is just friend. How long do I able to have such a great time with my buddies? Eventually they are going to have their own family (married, etc......). Things gonna be different. Am I readied to be alone? Frankly speaking, I am damn scared.

I was quite confused about one of my best buddy. Is he going to get married? How's my responses going to be?

Anyway, I would like thanks him for his support all the while. Thanks for the dinner treat as well. Thanks bro!

  

Influences

*A replacement post for last 2 days

I had been chatted with a Grindr's friend last two days. In fact he is true. I should try not to mix up with people like them. Perhaps, I may get influenced since I am still on the fence.


However, I was thinking to chat with them only. This is the only way for me to share my thought and feeling nakedly. Else, I am going to suffer from further depression.

Patience

Recently I really have no patience on the daily traffic along my journey to work in the morning. I was damn bad in my driving ethics. I am really sorry. I should find a way out from this dilemma. Help!

Tears of MY

*A replacement post for yesterday

Tears of MY......I noticed that there are a lot of talented people in the country. Creative and nice MV.

Arousing

I am really confusing now. What is my sexual preference actually? Why do I have such thinking?

Perhaps this is due to I was attracted to one of my colleague recently. She is a few years older than me. I don't know the reason. I just felt attracted to her. Her butt and tiny waist were arousing, especially when I was walking at her back. Sexy and nice.


I think I am attracted to both male and female sexy figures(physically) at this moment. However, I just can't persuade myself to be sincere or frank to a lady than man when it goes to experience and feeling sharing. I just felt that man is more trustworthy(like Mr. Y). Damn it. It is really complicated.

Go Ahead

P: Go ahead with what you wanna to do......Small matter decide yourself......Big matter only discuss with us......Proceed to do what do you feel right......Don't make us worry......
I: Really that easy???!!!


Deep in my heart:
I know you are worrying about me. I feel really tension and stressful recently. I am wondering what I should do? My desire and action are always in an negative proportional way. My heart is always painful when thinking about these matter. It is really tough. I am not living alone. The society pressure is cruel. I have no choice. It happened for me to hide myself. I put limitation to myself. I control my desire. It is really complicated. Am I one of the PLU-People Like Us? I tell myself I am not. God, is this a test from you? Can you give me some clue. I really don't know what should I do? I really don't know what should I say now. Heart painful and clueless in my life and future......

Synchronization

*A replacement post for yesterday

Synchronization......Calendar......Outlook......Kies......Tedious......Late......Midnight......

Preference

My......Preference......
Reading? Singing? Counseling? Writing? Dancing? Teaching? Advising? Acting? Swimming? Gyming? Calculating? Sharing? Learning? Researching? Drawing? Gaming? Dramaing?
Unsure......Further......Study......Right......Wrong......How???

Workload

*A replacement post for yesterday

Workload......Increase......Future......Tiring......Activity......Many......Life's like that???

Graduate Registration

BEM......Engineer......Register......After......Graduate......Examination......
ProfM......Information......
Luckily......Application......Done

Human Brain

Different......Human......Brain......Thinking......Affect......Achievement......Understanding......

Study......Feasible???

Google Play

Serious......Android......Google Play......Installed Apps History......Google Server......Permanently......Uninstalled Apps......Records......Remained......No kidding......Divorcy......Breakup......Gadgets......Cloud......Dangerous......
 
 
Deleting apps from My Apps/My Orders Reported 16, April

At this time, there is no way to delete records of old apps either on the Google Play website (play.google.com) or from the My Apps section of the Google Play Store app.

We know that some users are looking for a way to delete old apps from Google Play, and we'll certainly take this into account as we work to improve the Google Play experience in the future.

Proposal

*A replacement post for yesterday

Simple......Application......Proposal......Struggling......Later......Sustainability......Worrying

New terms......SRL......Psychology......Motivation......Strategies......Efficacy......Metacognitive

Gosh......can I do this?

Dance

Watched......So you think you can dance......U.S. Season 8......Finale......Cool......

Favourite......Marko Germar......Cute face......Sexy......

Melanie Moore     Winner
Sasha Mallory       Runner-up
Marko Germar      3rd Place
Tadd Gadduang      4th Place

Nasi Lemak

Banking......Lunch......Alone......Nasi Lemak......Sambal Sotong......Old Town......Cook Method......Sotong Boiled......Sambal Poured......RM8.90......Not Worthy......Boycotting......
 
*Picture is differ from above mentioned menu

Blocking Cone

*A replacement post for yesterday

Toll......blocking......cone......resetup......thought......complain......effect......reality......disappointing......

Earthquake

Indonesia......Earthquake......8.6 magnitude......Serious......Malaysia......Penang......Kuala Lumpur......Vibration......2012......Finale......OMG......

PCKeeping

*A replacement post for yesterday

PC......Redundant......Software......Document......Uninstall......Delete......

Government performance

Current......government......good......bad......soso......


good......traffic......facebook......complain......change......it works?


bad......engineer......application......reply......no......it fails?


NTV7......chatime......Prime Minister......hosts......multilanguage......respect......

Cry

Crying......Secretly......Alone......Pressure......Depression......Heart......Painful......Life......Reputation......SOS......

Direct Sales

*A replacement post for yesterday

Old classmate......meet up......thought......leisure chat......friendship......
Actual......direct sales......sigh......true friend......difficult to find......

Beer

*A replacement post for last 2 days

Ex-colleagues......Buddies......No longer Tea......Beer......Enjoy......Unhealthy lifestyle......Meaningful Life......thinking......

Married

Life......Aging......Dating......Married......Compulsory......Pushing......Else Weird......

I don't know how should I response on these......I want to be who I am......I want to be alone at least at this moment. Please......let me walk on my own path......God......seriously this test is really tough......

Sexy Drama

Vampire Diaries......Sexy......Actor......Actress......Naked......Cool......

 

Wank

*A replacement post for yesterday

Horny......Chat......Wank......Guy......Guilty......Sigh......

Vampires Diaries

*A replacement post for last 2 days

Drama series......Vampire Diaries......Season 3......Quick watch......
Favourite......Tyler......Caroline......Jeremy......Anna......

Conflict

Sibling......Future......Path......Life......Conflict......Support......Continue......

Expensive Fees

*A replacement post for yesterday

Cost......Expensive......Investment......Worthy......Scholarship......Insufficient......